Wanna be super grateful yet I’m very sad. 38 weeks pregnant and miserable. Please make duaa for me.
I always wanted a baby ever since I was a little girl. I finally after a terrible marriage and a terrible divorce found a good man and we got married and I’m now pregnant. It’s been the worst pregnancy like alhamdullilah but I’ve been so horribly sick throughout it all and constantly in the hospital. On loads of medication that makes me feel even more ill. Have had Hyperemisis Gravidarium for 9 months aka vomiting daily for 9 months I’m in so much pain I’m miserable and on top of that we are having some of the worst family drama and worst financial problems ever. I have no idea how I will buy groceries or pay rent in the near future. I am taking things day by day hour by hour but I am crumbling. I am at my breaking point. Like alhamdullilah for everything but I am really hating life right now which sucks because this baby is like a huge answer to my duaas of a life time and stuff but honestly I don’t want anything anymore I just wanna dissapear.