u/LunaticBanana0708

An asshole or a kind person.

I think I already know this is the case, but they have allowed me to be a neet for so long because they are afraid of me committing suicide. I was really close to achieving my goal a few years back, but they stopped me and I had to postergate my death.

I'm grateful for everything they have done for me, tolerate me, listen to me, or even comforting me, but I wish they were more strict or even kick me out of the house. At the end of the day, it doesn't matter, I will still end up kms. I feel so sad because I know my death will devastate them, but it's the only way.

It wasn't a lot of money, though.

I bought some videogame consoles, and while it's nice to have them back after all I went through, the depression is still there. Since I bought them, my OCD got much worse, and my mood has gone downhill. But why? This is what I wanted, right? I had had this dream for more than 8 years, and now that I have them at my side, there's an even bigger feeling of emptiness, and yet, I keep feeling the need to buy more.

I think I changed my eating disorder, for a shopping one.

I'll have to, sadly, keep on living and wait two years more for the insurance to be valid, but in the meantime, I can get more money for my family and support others with what I have.

Or should I use the same method for the Wii U? I followed the guide on wiiu.hacks.guide, but I can't seem to find a way to back up the vWii nand, only a way to restore some IOS or Channels. I guess it should be alright? From what I think I undertood, nanddumper@IOS only writes stuff on the SD and doesn't affect the Wii.

But nanddumper@IOS says it backups the nand on the bootMii format, which is not possible to install or use on the vWii.

The previous owner of the Wii sold it to me already modded, but I read on the wiki that it's NOT RECOMMENDED to use it. Is it okay to just delete it from the system settings? Or how can I delete it in a safe way?

Edit: Thank you everyone! I will do a cIOS check and then delete it.

My diet is really restrictive because I don't want to eat junk food, and eating feels like a big chore. So far, I have lost more than 25 kg. The thing is that I can no longer get serotonin by binge eating, so now I'm trying get the same feeling by shopping impulsively. The worst is that I'm at my financial limit. I already ended my bank savings, and I even owe money to the bank.

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Has anyone else gone through something similar? If so, how did you deal with this? I didn't know where to post this, because it's related in someway to losing weight, but also with an impulsive problem.

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I used to eat more than 2k calories per day because I burned a good chunk of them while working out, but now I'm so depressed that I don't even want to eat, I just do it because otherwise I would feel sick. I reduced my calorie intake to a deficit of almost 600 calories because, at the moment, I'm not exercising anymore and having to eat feels so exhausting.

Sure, food tastes good, but having to cook and eat is not worth it. I'm eating healthy food, with almost all the food groups. Would it be okay to just eat oatmeal, milk, protein powder, and vegetables for each meal time? Cooking became so unbearable to me. I feel that if this keeps up, I will end up breaking my diet.

Edit: Thank you everyone!

I have all the tools I need, and people who wants to support me in my life, but I simply don't want to live. I had tried a lot of things to get better, and while it improved certain things, at the end I still wanted to die. I wake up thinking about it, and go to sleep doing the same. Sometimes I even dream about it.

Does anyone else relate? To have the necessary tools but not the willpower. Getting a job will only make it worse, but that's the push I need.

Maybe it's because I'm depressed and want to go to my happy place, but I really feel like I have to play it again. I have already replayed the base game + Torna many times, but the last one was almost 4 years ago. During my first runs, I even enjoyed the game without knowing how to play it; for me, was a button masher and I still loved it, but during my last one, I (tried to get the 100%) finally understood almost everything and it was way better. The combos, affinity charts, elemental attacks, even Tiger Tiger!

I'm just waiting to see if we will ever get an upgrade for switch 2, or hopefully a Definitive Edition.

I don't want to be declared as mental incompetent, or put on some kind of psych ward. I'm really at the verge of making a pivotal choice in my life, to a point of possible no return. I'm not gonna kms yet, but I already have a draft of a plan, and I'm going to take the first step of that 2 years path. Nothing is going to change my mind, I already made my choice. I may waver when the time comes, but I'm sure I will follow through. But man, it would be nice to be able to speak with someone in real life about this and all my thoughts without putting them on a dilemma or causing legal trouble.

Tengo la opción de no dejar y continuar mis estudios, pero solo haría que mis padres sigan tirando su dinero a la basura. Se que esto pone en jaque mis oportunidades futuras, pero no tengo futuro. A lo mucho me quedan dos años, por lo que no tengo que preocuparme por eso.

En si, no tengo necesidad de trabajar, pero me preocupa y duele ver como mis padres trabajan casi dia tras dia, mientras yo no aportó mucho a la casa. El trabajar me daría la posibilidad de apoyar con los gastos de la casa, los estudios de mis hermanos, y dejarles un guardado para cuando me vaya.

Soy un bueno para nada, y con el paso del tiempo me he vuelto más pendejo, pero al menos se un poco de varias cosas. Honestamente, no quiero trabajar (¿quien quiere?), pero es la única opción para poder apoyar a mi familia, y a terceros que lo necesiten. Tengo algunas condiciones mentales que podrían empeorar al verme bajo presión, pero en verdad quiero ayudarlos, e incluso podría ser un motivante decisivo.

Es muy triste ver el panorama laboral, incluso para aquellos que cuentan con estudios.

I wish they did, because it would be the last push I need for just kms, but at the same time I wouldn't want them to feel guilty about it. I really hate being alive. Forced to be born, compelled not to leave, and emotionally conflicted about leaving.

My grades have suffered a lot since my mental illnesses began. I went from almost always getting above 93, to 80, then 70, and now 20. My GPA took a big hit... I mean, I don't see why I should even care about it, but still.

I did all my assignments, but the final project was a group work, and I, being so stupid, was only going to affect my other classmates. I could have done it alone, but my brain is no longer what it used to be. I couldn't take the exam because I simply can't. If I had done it, I probably would have had a nervous breakdown during it.

I don't want to study anymore, but I don't know how to convince my family without worrying them about my well-being and future. I just don't see a reason why I should care about college anymore. Of course, it can help my future, but I don't have to worry about it.

I am thinking about simply getting a (sadly) low-waging job and trying to support my family with household expenses and help my siblings with their school expenses, because they do have a future and potential.

I don't know what to tell them. I can not tell them the whole truth, maybe I should just say that I need a break, and getting a job could help me? idk.

Edit: Thank you for your replies.

Sincerely, I really hate it. Why is selfishly bringing a kid into this world celebrated? Like, you put a crown on your head and you expect to be called a queen/king?

But at the other hand, my parents have done so much for me—a lot, even when I don't deserve it. I love them, so I feel conflicted about this. I guess I should just focus on everything they have done for me and, unfortunately for them, their endless support and love.

I’ve been trying to lose weight for a while now, and I’m finally making great progress, but my depression just keeps getting worse. Right now, I don’t have the energy to keep exercising. Is it possible to lose weight through diet alone?

I was gaining some muscle while losing some fat, but I can’t keep it up. To be honest, I don’t care about my health—I just want to look good. And not being able to move around or stay healthy when I’m older is something that’s not going to happen to me.

I’ve stopped exercising, but I’ve worked really hard not to give in to the temptation to eat cakes and stuff like that. I’ve managed to stick to my diet, even though cooking takes so much time and it’s a drag having to eat the same thing every day, but it’s helping me reach my goal.

So, is it possible to lose weight without exercising? I’d love to avoid losing muscle while doing it, but I really doubt that’s possible.

Every time I talk to my family, friends, or teachers about my decisions, almost everyone tells me I should think about my future. That I should eat healthy so I can live a long life, exercise so I can stay mobile when I’m older, study to get a good job, or save money for retirement. The truth is, none of that is going to happen, because I’ll be dead before this decade is over.

In fact, I think about my future every day and wonder if I’ll have the strength to kms. I’d like to tell them the truth, but that would only put me in a psychiatric hospital for the rest of my life and cause them distress. Is there any way to be honest without telling the whole truth?

I'm thinking about dropping out of college and looking for a job. What excuse could I use to justify my decision? I'm only doing this because I don't want to waste more money from my parents, and there's no way I'm finishing it.

Yesterday I was thinking about how my parents used to be proud of me and bragged to their friends about my accomplishments and grades. And now they don’t say a word about me; at most, they say I’m doing okay, but that only makes me feel more depressed. They had high hopes for me and my future, and now they just hope I don’t kms :(

It's been a while since my last playthrough of Three Houses, but I remember it taking place in a sad and cruel world. It has many lighearted moments, but its overall tone is somber. That world is still there, but not at the same level. Many characters, specially Count Bergliez, Hevring, Gloucester and so were portrayed as imposing and ruthless figures in the OG game, but that changed to some degree in Three Hopes. They were great additions to the cast, and they finally got an amazing design as well, but there's a notable contrast in both tone and characterization.

Like how, in Three Houses, Count Gloucester was involved in the dead of Raphael's parents and the heir of the Riegan House. That paralogue was very shocking to me because it showed me how ruthless this world was, even with innocent people. In Three Hopes they told us that it was involved in that murder, but he didn't mean to. I get he still took a big part in that event, but saying it was an accident lessens the impact of the original game.

Or how in the 2019 game, Count Bergliez and Hevring were more apathetic with Edelgard, but still ended up working together. How they took part and instigated the Insurrection of the Seven along Lord Arundel and Duke Aegir, and thus, ruined Edelgard's life (The emperor Ionus IX was somewhat at fault too when he tried to centralize the power and attacked House Hrym for trying to join the Leiscester Alliance, according to Three Hopes). They were portrayed as power hungry authorities who just looked after themselves. It sounded like Caspar's relationship with his father was cold and difficult, and even Edelgard told him something about how this is related to her goal of changing the system. In Three Hopes, Count Bergliez looks like a difficult and yet, "caring" father. He looks after Caspar and works closely with Edelgard and Hevring, despite his differences with the last one.

Another example is Bernadetta's father. He sounded so menacing and cruel in Three Houses. Especially during her supports with Dorothea. Maybe he still is like that in Three Hopes, but he ended up being a weak character with zero imposing presence. I get they were trying to make a parallel between her and her father, and yet...

Three Hopes added some good stuff too, like Monica, and it even made her dead way sadder in the OG game, or showing the lengths Claude is willing to go to for victory, but overall, I feel it ruined that "opressive" feeling from Three Houses. Maybe the developers wanted to make a more light-hearted story based on a what if scenario. Those are not bad changes by themselves, but they don't fit tone-wise in the original universe.

I love both games so much, but this gives me a massive cognitive dissonance, so if you have any headcannon that explains this difference, please share them. I have to gaslight myself and tell me both games are totally different narratives, in which the inclusion of Arval ended up changing the timeline and that stuff. And again, I'm probably wrong about what I wrote, so sorry for any error.