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I've been astral projecting for 6 years since i was 13 years old.
I never tried it on purpose, but after i got depressed i was only getting paranoid about the astral realm and i would always go into lower astral because of my mental state.
I'm mentally really okay now for years, but i have some kind of blockage because deep down i'm probably convinced that bad things are gonna happen so i see my fear projecting. I think that if i do a protection spell or something to protect my body i would feel protected and less paranoid.

I'm new but i've been astral projecting for 6 years.
I never tried it on purpose, but when i got depressed i was only getting paranoid about the astral realm and i would always go into lower astral because of my mental state.
I'm mentally really okay now for a while, but i have some kind of blockage because deep down i'm probably convinced that bad things are gonna happen so i see my fear projecting. I think that if i do a protection spell, i would feel protected.

My country is so poor and i don't even know what to do. I can't sell on etsy since Serbia is not in EU, i can't sell digital products either...

Zvaću ih Mateja i Mila da ne imenujem nikoga.
Mila ima dečka sa kojim je 4 godine u vezi i krenula je da se druži sa Matejom. Bili su bliski i ja sam krenula da izlazim sa njima skoro svako veče.

U početku je sve bilo okej, ali onda je Mila počela da se sviđa Mateji. Mateja je postao jako opsesivan i „naterao“ je da mu deli lokaciju. Mila je osoba kojoj je krivo da povredi nekoga, nije ga zavlačila, više puta ga je odbila i nadala se da će prestati sa tim.

Kad je videla da on i dalje pokušava da bude sa njom, udaljila se od njega i prestala da priča sa njim. On pokušava da joj „brani“ da ima muško društvo iako nisu zajedno, a čak i da jesu, nema pravo na to.

Krenuo je da prolazi pored njene kuće autom bar 10 puta dnevno. Kad smo u školi ili kad krenem sa njom napolje, on krene za nama i bukvalno stoji pored nas, a ne priča ništa. Meni je to bolesno. Čak i kad se vraćamo kući, on se vraća sa nama.

Mila misli da može lako da se „odljubi“ od nje i da mogu da nastave da se druže, a krivo joj je da ga povredi. Čak je našim drugarima pričao svašta i drkao im se ako pričaju sa njom, pa primećujemo da im je neko vreme bilo neprijatno da budu u njenom društvu.

Pre neki dan su mu baš oni govorili kako njegovo ponašanje nije okej i kako je to sa lokacijom bolesno, a on je na sve samo rekao "dobro“ i nastavio da je uhodi. Često izađemo bez njega sa društvom i on samo dođe s nama, ćuti sve vreme jer ona priča sa drugim muškarcima i kvari atmosferu.

Ne razumem da li se ona plaši da isključi lokaciju ili joj je samo žao, ali on svakako sazna gde smo kad god izađemo.

Pre neki dan je drug hteo da nas vozi kući, jer zna za njihovu situaciju, a Mateja se iznervirao, zalupio vrata i požurio do svog auta da ga okrene kako bi odvezao mene i nju kući, samo da je ne bi vozio drugi lik.

Meni je neprijatno što svaki put kad ostanem nasamo sa njim, on počne da mi se žali kako njih dvoje nisu pričali, pita šta joj je bilo tog dana(nervozna zbog njega), da li je raskinula sa dečkom jer se ponadao, i kako ona više ne priča sa njim.

Pokušali smo da joj objasnimo da njegovo ponašanje nije normalno, da treba da se distancira od njega i da njihovo prijateljstvo više nikad neće biti isto. Na njenom mestu bih isključila lokaciju i oterala ga u pm. On je sitan i realno ne može mnogo, a kamoli njoj koja je viša od njega.

I would like to watch good videos on occultism and not on modern witchcraft
thanks :)

Imam 18 godina i otisla sam s mamom u posetu kod babe, dede i ujaka na selu. Ujak ima sizofreniju i nije mi prijatno pored njega jer ne pije svoju terapiju. Sve vreme su cutali i ujak je gledao nesto na telefon i smeskao se. Otisla sam da pijem vodu, mahinalno pogledala u telefon i imala sam i sta da vidim. Gledao je neki porno lajv sa zamaskiranim istetoviranim muskarcem u boksericama dok mu se digo. Slogirala sam se i zelim da pobegnem od mojih, niko nije normalan, verovatno i placa te lajvove. Ajde sto mi je ujak peder, nego sto to gleda pored mene, koji kurac. Baba i deda su se izolovali s njim na selu i pokusavaju da ga "izlece" na svoju ruku, ja sam i dalje u srednjoj i i dalje dolaze kod nas s ujakom...

My uncle that studies occultism told me that i need to know physics

I’m interested in whether it’s worth working in a casino in Sofia and what the salaries are like there. I speak Bulgarian at an intermediate level, I’m female and 18 years old. In about 2 years I’ll also get citizenship.

The minimum wage in Serbia is around 47,000–50,000 Serbian dinars (around €400–430), and I feel like working in Bulgaria could be much more worth it financially

Hello, I’m an 18-year-old female from Serbia and I want to escape my toxic family. My father was a criminal and he disappeared in 2013. He probably got killed by his enemies, and I last saw him when I was 6 years old. My mother, brother, and I moved into my mother’s family house. My mother is bipolar and doesn’t want to take her medication, and she takes her anger out on me all the time. She’s manic from time to time, and a lot of times she got hospitalized and people called the police on her. Her brother, my uncle, is schizophrenic and he’s not doing well either. He had a restraining order against me for 3 months because he wanted to take a knife and stab my family, and I was scared of him. He doesn’t want to take medication, and their parents (my grandparents) won’t send him to a mental hospital because in Serbia, since last year, they are taking every person’s driver’s license away if they’ve been in a mental hospital, and they think that’s a good choice. I can’t do anything about that because every time someone else called the police or a hospital on him, my grandparents would throw a tantrum at us and yell at me. At one point, my uncle would not talk to anyone else but me (I was 16 years old), and my grandparents were using me to talk to him and tell them what he was telling me. They thought that I was going to “cure” him. He would not let me out and he would talk to me about God for 4 hours straight. I didn’t want to listen to him since he was in psychosis, and I didn’t have a choice. I’m currently living under my uncle’s roof on his floor, and he’s able to move me out if he’s not mentally stable enough, and I’m scared that I’m going to have to live with my mother again. My uncle doesn’t live with me, I’m alone on my floor, but I’m in the same house as my mother, brother, my grandpa’s brother, and his wife.

My grandpa was whining to me about my uncle and he was really depressed. After that, he couldn’t sleep and all of a sudden he started to “see God” like my uncle. They would debate about God and yell in our house for hours, throw glasses at each other, etc…

Currently, my grandparents moved to a village with my uncle and they are trying to “cure” him on their own. None of them are doing well at all. From time to time they come to our house, and my uncle is never mentally stable. He’s always putting me down and comparing himself to me, telling me that I’m stupid because I don’t believe him about God and that he’s the “chosen one.”

So that means that I have to listen to him once or twice a week for a few hours. I always have to be careful about what to say around him, and if I say something wrong, he and my grandparents are going to yell at me. My brother is 13 years old and has really bad anger issues just like my mother, and they fight all the time. He hits her and my mother hits him too. My mother can’t defend herself from him because he’s strong. He hates me, and my mother is letting him gamble online, and he’s already developing a gambling addiction. I’m still in high school and I’m going to finish in 2 weeks. I don’t know what to do. I want to stay in my town, but I want to find a job and buy a house somewhere. My country is giving away houses in villages that cost up to around 12,000 euros.

The only thing that I have to do is renovate it so that they don’t take it away from me. I would like to try to get a house. I just want to leave this house and live a good life. I don’t want to go to college, and I don’t even have the money to go. I can’t go anywhere without my cat, I love her. Does somebody have any advice? Thank you :)

Zdravo, imam 18 godina i želim da pobegnem od svoje toksične porodice. Moj otac je bio kriminalac i nestao je 2013. godine. Verovatno su ga ubili njegovi neprijatelji, a poslednji put sam ga videla kada sam imala 6 godina. Moja majka, brat i ja smo se presilili u kuću porodice moje majke. Moja majka je bipolarna i ne želi da pije terapiju, a svu svoju ljutnju stalno iskaljuje na meni. Povremeno ima manične epizode i mnogo puta je bila hospitalizovana, a ljudi su zvali policiju zbog nje. Njen brat, moj ujak, je šizofreničar i ni on nije dobro. Imao je zabranu prilaska na mene na 3 meseca jer je hteo da uzme nož i izbode moju porodicu, a ja sam ga se plašila. Ne želi da uzima terapiju, a njegovi roditelji (moji baka i deka) ne žele da ga pošalju u psihijatrijsku ustanovu jer u Srbiji od prošle godine ljudima koji su bili u psihijatrijskoj bolnici oduzimaju vozačku dozvolu, i oni misle da je to dovoljan razlog da ga ne pošalju tamo. Ne mogu ništa da uradim povodom toga, jer svaki put kada bi neko drugi zvao policiju ili hitnu pomoć zbog njega, moji baka i deka bi pravili haos i vikali na mene. U jednom periodu moj ujak nije želeo da razgovara ni sa kim osim sa mnom (tada sam imala 16 godina), a baba i deda su koristili mene da razgovaram sa njim i da im prenosim šta govori. Mislili su da ću ga ja „izlečiti“. Nije mi dozvoljavao da izađem i pričao bi mi o Bogu po 4 sata bez prestanka. Nisam želela da ga slušam jer je bio u psihozi, ali nisam imala izbora. Trenutno živim pod krovom mog ujaka, na njegovom spratu, i on može da me izbaci ako psihički ne bude stabilan, a ja se plašim da ću morati ponovo da živim sa majkom. Moj ujak ne živi sa mnom, sama sam na svom spratu, ali sam u istoj kući sa majkom, bratom, dedinim bratom i njegovom ženom.

Moj deda mi se stalno žalio na ujaka i bio je veoma depresivan. Nakon toga nije mogao da spava i odjednom je počeo da „viđa Boga“ kao i moj ujak. Raspravljali bi o Bogu i vikali po kući satima, bacali čaše jedno na drugo i slično.

Trenutno su se baka i deka preselili u selo zajedno sa mojim ujakom i pokušavaju sami da ga „izleče“. Niko od njih nije dobro. Povremeno dolaze u našu kuću, a moj ujak nikada nije mentalno stabilan. Stalno me ponižava i poredi se sa mnom, govori mi da sam glupa jer mu ne verujem u vezi sa Bogom i da je on „izabrani“.

To znači da moram da ga slušam jednom ili dva puta nedeljno po nekoliko sati. Uvek moram da pazim šta govorim pred njim, jer ako kažem nešto pogrešno, on i moji baka i deka će vikati na mene. Moj brat ima 13 godina i ima ozbiljne probleme sa besom, baš kao i moja majka, i stalno se svađaju. On udara nju, a i ona udara njega. Moja majka ne može da se odbrani od njega jer je fizički jak. Mrzi me, a moja majka mu dozvoljava da se kocka online i već razvija zavisnost od kockanja. Još uvek idem u srednju školu i završavam je za dve nedelje. Ne znam šta da radim. Želim da ostanem u svom gradu, ali želim da pronađem posao i kupim neku kuću. Država daje kuće na selu koje koštaju do oko 12.000 evra.

Jedino što treba da uradim jeste da renoviram kuću kako mi je ne bi oduzeli. Volela bih da pokušam da dobijem kuću. Samo želim da odem iz ove kuće i živim dobar život. Ne želim da idem na fakultet, a nemam ni novca za to. Ne mogu nigde bez svoje mačke, mnogo je volim. Da li neko ima neki savet? Hvala :)

Hello, I’m an 18-year-old female from Serbia and I want to escape my toxic family. My father was a criminal and he disappeared in 2013. He probably got killed by his enemies, and I last saw him when I was 6 years old. My mother, brother, and I moved into my mother’s family house. My mother is bipolar and doesn’t want to take her medication, and she takes her anger out on me all the time. She’s manic from time to time, and a lot of times she got hospitalized and people called the police on her. Her brother, my uncle, is schizophrenic and he’s not doing well either. He had a restraining order against me for 3 months because he wanted to take a knife and stab my family, and I was scared of him. He doesn’t want to take medication, and their parents (my grandparents) won’t send him to a mental hospital because in Serbia, since last year, they are taking every person’s driver’s license away if they’ve been in a mental hospital, and they think that’s a good choice. I can’t do anything about that because every time someone else called the police or a hospital on him, my grandparents would throw a tantrum at us and yell at me. At one point, my uncle would not talk to anyone else but me (I was 16 years old), and my grandparents were using me to talk to him and tell them what he was telling me. They thought that I was going to “cure” him. He would not let me out and he would talk to me about God for 4 hours straight. I didn’t want to listen to him since he was in psychosis, and I didn’t have a choice. I’m currently living under my uncle’s roof on his floor, and he’s able to move me out if he’s not mentally stable enough, and I’m scared that I’m going to have to live with my mother again. My uncle doesn’t live with me, I’m alone on my floor, but I’m in the same house as my mother, brother, my grandpa’s brother, and his wife.

My grandpa was whining to me about my uncle and he was really depressed. After that, he couldn’t sleep and all of a sudden he started to “see God” like my uncle. They would debate about God and yell in our house for hours, throw glasses at each other, etc…

Currently, my grandparents moved to a village with my uncle and they are trying to “cure” him on their own. None of them are doing well at all. From time to time they come to our house, and my uncle is never mentally stable. He’s always putting me down and comparing himself to me, telling me that I’m stupid because I don’t believe him about God and that he’s the “chosen one.”

So that means that I have to listen to him once or twice a week for a few hours. I always have to be careful about what to say around him, and if I say something wrong, he and my grandparents are going to yell at me. My brother is 13 years old and has really bad anger issues just like my mother, and they fight all the time. He hits her and my mother hits him too. My mother can’t defend herself from him because he’s strong. He hates me, and my mother is letting him gamble online, and he’s already developing a gambling addiction. I’m still in high school and I’m going to finish in 2 weeks. I don’t know what to do. I want to stay in my town, but I want to find a job and buy a house somewhere. My country is giving away houses in villages that cost up to around 12,000 euros.

The only thing that I have to do is renovate it so that they don’t take it away from me. I would like to try to get a house. I just want to leave this house and live a good life. I don’t want to go to college, and I don’t even have the money to go. I can’t go anywhere without my cat, I love her. Does somebody have any advice? Thank you :)

Hello, I’m an 18-year-old female from Serbia and I want to escape my toxic family. My father was a criminal and he disappeared in 2013. He probably got killed by his enemies, and I last saw him when I was 6 years old. My mother, brother, and I moved into my mother’s family house. My mother is bipolar and doesn’t want to take her medication, and she takes her anger out on me all the time. She’s manic from time to time, and a lot of times she got hospitalized and people called the police on her. Her brother, my uncle, is schizophrenic and he’s not doing well either. He had a restraining order against me for 3 months because he wanted to take a knife and stab my family, and I was scared of him. He doesn’t want to take medication, and their parents (my grandparents) won’t send him to a mental hospital because in Serbia, since last year, they are taking every person’s driver’s license away if they’ve been in a mental hospital, and they think that’s a good choice. I can’t do anything about that because every time someone else called the police or a hospital on him, my grandparents would throw a tantrum at us and yell at me. At one point, my uncle would not talk to anyone else but me (I was 16 years old), and my grandparents were using me to talk to him and tell them what he was telling me. They thought that I was going to “cure” him. He would not let me out and he would talk to me about God for 4 hours straight. I didn’t want to listen to him since he was in psychosis, and I didn’t have a choice. I’m currently living under my uncle’s roof on his floor, and he’s able to move me out if he’s not mentally stable enough, and I’m scared that I’m going to have to live with my mother again. My uncle doesn’t live with me, I’m alone on my floor, but I’m in the same house as my mother, brother, my grandpa’s brother, and his wife.

My grandpa was whining to me about my uncle and he was really depressed. After that, he couldn’t sleep and all of a sudden he started to “see God” like my uncle. They would debate about God and yell in our house for hours, throw glasses at each other, etc…

Currently, my grandparents moved to a village with my uncle and they are trying to “cure” him on their own. None of them are doing well at all. From time to time they come to our house, and my uncle is never mentally stable. He’s always putting me down and comparing himself to me, telling me that I’m stupid because I don’t believe him about God and that he’s the “chosen one.”

So that means that I have to listen to him once or twice a week for a few hours. I always have to be careful about what to say around him, and if I say something wrong, he and my grandparents are going to yell at me. My brother is 13 years old and has really bad anger issues just like my mother, and they fight all the time. He hits her and my mother hits him too. My mother can’t defend herself from him because he’s strong. He hates me, and my mother is letting him gamble online, and he’s already developing a gambling addiction. I’m still in high school and I’m going to finish in 2 weeks. I don’t know what to do. I want to stay in my town, but I want to find a job and buy a house somewhere. My country is giving away houses in villages that cost up to around 12,000 euros.

The only thing that I have to do is renovate it so that they don’t take it away from me. I would like to try to get a house. I just want to leave this house and live a good life. I don’t want to go to college, and I don’t even have the money to go. I can’t go anywhere without my cat, I love her. Does somebody have any advice? Thank you :)

Hello, I’m an 18-year-old female from Serbia and I want to escape my toxic family. My father was a criminal and he disappeared in 2013. He probably got killed by his enemies, and I last saw him when I was 6 years old. My mother, brother, and I moved into my mother’s family house. My mother is bipolar and doesn’t want to take her medication, and she takes her anger out on me all the time. She’s manic from time to time, and a lot of times she got hospitalized and people called the police on her. Her brother, my uncle, is schizophrenic and he’s not doing well either. He had a restraining order against me for 3 months because he wanted to take a knife and stab my family, and I was scared of him. He doesn’t want to take medication, and their parents (my grandparents) won’t send him to a mental hospital because in Serbia, since last year, they are taking every person’s driver’s license away if they’ve been in a mental hospital, and they think that’s a good choice. I can’t do anything about that because every time someone else called the police or a hospital on him, my grandparents would throw a tantrum at us and yell at me. At one point, my uncle would not talk to anyone else but me (I was 16 years old), and my grandparents were using me to talk to him and tell them what he was telling me. They thought that I was going to “cure” him. He would not let me out and he would talk to me about God for 4 hours straight. I didn’t want to listen to him since he was in psychosis, and I didn’t have a choice. I’m currently living under my uncle’s roof on his floor, and he’s able to move me out if he’s not mentally stable enough, and I’m scared that I’m going to have to live with my mother again. My uncle doesn’t live with me, I’m alone on my floor, but I’m in the same house as my mother, brother, my grandpa’s brother, and his wife.

My grandpa was whining to me about my uncle and he was really depressed. After that, he couldn’t sleep and all of a sudden he started to “see God” like my uncle. They would debate about God and yell in our house for hours, throw glasses at each other, etc…

Currently, my grandparents moved to a village with my uncle and they are trying to “cure” him on their own. None of them are doing well at all. From time to time they come to our house, and my uncle is never mentally stable. He’s always putting me down and comparing himself to me, telling me that I’m stupid because I don’t believe him about God and that he’s the “chosen one.”

So that means that I have to listen to him once or twice a week for a few hours. I always have to be careful about what to say around him, and if I say something wrong, he and my grandparents are going to yell at me. My brother is 13 years old and has really bad anger issues just like my mother, and they fight all the time. He hits her and my mother hits him too. My mother can’t defend herself from him because he’s strong. He hates me, and my mother is letting him gamble online, and he’s already developing a gambling addiction. I’m still in high school and I’m going to finish in 2 weeks. I don’t know what to do. I want to stay in my town, but I want to find a job and buy a house somewhere. My country is giving away houses in villages that cost up to around 12,000 euros.

The only thing that I have to do is renovate it so that they don’t take it away from me. I would like to try to get a house. I just want to leave this house and live a good life. I don’t want to go to college, and I don’t even have the money to go. I can’t go anywhere without my cat, I love her. Does somebody have any advice? Thank you :)

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I want to buy old books and they're available with fast download, but i can see that these books are not for beginners. What should i start with first?

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Pozdrav, imam 18 godina i u vezi sam sa dečkom oko tri godine.
Na početku smo imali odnose skoro svaki dan, dok se sada to dešava otprilike jednom mesečno, i to uglavnom zbog mene.

Iz nekog razloga više ne osećam seksualnu želju prema njemu. Ne radi se o tome da me privlači neko drugi, već jednostavno nemam želju za odnosima, ali imam ih kad sam sama.

On mi je prvi dečko, dok je on imao iskustva pre mene. Zaista ga volim. Imali smo uspone i padove u vezi, i dešavalo mi se da nakon svađa izgubim interesovanje. Poslednja svađa mi je i dalje u mislima i on je bio kriv, izvinio mi se i oprostila sam mu. Nije bila u pitanju prevara, ali sam se tada osećala jako loše psihički i moguće je da je tada sve ovo i počelo.

Takođe, često nemam prirodnu vlažnost, pre sam imala i zbog toga kada pokušamo da imamo odnos, osećam bol, pa obično prekinemo.
On je razuman oko toga i prestanemo ukoliko krene da me boli.

Zanima me da li je ovako nešto uobičajeno kod ljudi u dugim vezama i brakovima — da li se i kod njih vremenom smanji ili nestane strast? I dalje ga volim, ali ne znam kako da se nosim sa ovim problemom u budućnosti.

Ne, ovo nije zajebancija, neironično se plašim zvuka WC šolje i ne znam šta nije u redu sa mnom. Imam 18 godina i počela sam da se plašim tog zvuka kad sam imala oko 9–10 godina. Kao mala sam se plašila Krvave Meri i kupatila, i mislim da je ta fobija povezana s tim.

Zapravo, plašim se samo uveče kada pustim vodu (kad sam sama), dok je preko dana sve okej.

U redu je da se smejete, i meni je smešno😭