u/More-Cat9579

Firstly my big issue or annoyance is that I keep getting stray straight hair that stick out like a sore thumb and I have to keep pulling them out idk if that’s bad but I keep doing it.

Secondly, in the show I seem to malt like crazy and when I really comb through my hair sometimes I lose a lot a lot of curls because it’s so like knotted I think.

It may be the product I’m using. The main three I use but not always at the same time

-cantu custard
-cantu curling cream
-cantu leave in conditioner

I’m not really well read up on hair care but if anyone could suggest some things I can change to avoid these issues it’s be appreciated. Thanks.

If you need any more info just ask. I really need help before I go back to college 😭

It’s always the ones who don’t do any research and get all their info from insta memes and TikTok.

I literally did the tiniest bit of pushback on my friend because he was doing the ‘they shouldn’t come here illegally’ thing where they don’t have anything else to argue so they resort to that.

And nothing… he had no answer.

I wish people would just do some research. Like even the littlest google search would blow their minds

Like you could ask them why they like [insert any right wing leader] and the first thing is immigrant removal and…. That’s it.

Idk if this sounds mean but I wish I didn’t surround myself with people who can’t be bothered to read up on politics but love to run their mouth when Muslims are brought up

Recently I’ve been battling with the idea of just fucking letting go of my anxiety and being free and talking and being an extrovert and Being loud yk? I’m 17 and no one has ever seen me as anything other than stoic, nonchalant and sad or quiet for the past 8 odd years.

And with the whole nonchalance thing a couple years ago people think I want them to see me that way because alot of ppl around me did it for a trend but this is my life.

I don’t smile anymore I can’t. I can’t show emotions anymore I feel broken. I want to express my feelings but I just know I’ll cry to whoever I may speak to. Anytime I’ve revealed anything personal serious or not I can feel it coming like even telling my mum about my breakup, I was so over the breakup but simply telling her it happened almost brought me to tears.

I can’t laugh anymore, real atleast. People don’t make me laugh anymore. I don’t find things funny anymore. I hate that feeling of someone else telling a joke and someone laughs and look you dead in the eyes to see a soulless face and their face drops. I suck the fun energy out of any room I go to. I don’t leave the house for social benefits.

But back to the first point. I am my own worst enemy. I want to just be care free about things and become an extrovert and have more than 2 friends. But then anytime I think it the first corresponding thought is, what if I get judged for changing all of a sudden. And then now I’m in a loop.

I can never change, because I want or I can’t let myself change.

I just wanted to rant that’s all. I’ll be happy one day. Just gotta keep moving.

Like especially big ones like marvel. It’s like They can’t reveal anything about any behind the scenes stuff, and stuff that got left on the cutting room floor. What’s the harm if it never happened?