just for recording in minecraft pvp 1.8 and 1.21.11 my pc specs intel i5 6th gen integrated hd Graphics 530 8gb ram
Dating these types can feel like im parenting instead of being in a relationship. theyre avoiding responsibility cant handle serious conversations and just stay silent like a brat and expected me to solve their problems.. an relationship should be between equals, NOT one person constantly taking care of the other.
17M my LES got weaker because of stress and eating mountain of junk to gain weight in my home gym in 2025 october. im recovering eating clean,
my workout routine is bad that i dont even bother recovering at that time because in my head keep whispering quotes "No pain no gain" and biggest rookie mistake ive done when starting
height 176
weight 42kg before gerd is 54 kg
my facebook is connected on my tiktok account but no links leading to my fb account and but my contacts are only my aunt, parents and relatives and most of my cousins are adults some had children, the commenter writing tone seems around my age
im instantly freaked out and deleted my tiktok account afterwards and locked my fb account. its impossible since i didnt sync my contacts on tiktok
i mostly sleep at 9 30 pm or 10pm if i had assignments, but my sleep gets interupted randomly at 3:30 and 4 am going back to sleep and wake up i felt sluggish
forgetting where i put my stuff?
i dont even use my phone during in 9:00???
my alarm is 6:am
Guys Unsay counter aning phrase "imong mama" para mo hilom ning kumag
Like the grammar is so bad that it causes a ton of misunderstandings
17m turning 18 lives in the philippines idk english isnt my native language,
Should i consider going to therapy? through out my life is just bullshit i kept dwelling the past i cant move on
i kept repeating the same loops that is unhealthy like my impulses is incharged of my actions and descisions ive asked for tips multiple times in reddit and other platforms its more like seeking validation and approval for answers and i still repeat the same unhealthy patterns with no change since 2023 its pathetic for me i cant change i kept blaming my parents and myself thats why i ended up like this im sort of bitter kind of a dude im also aware on my school im being labelled as crazy
i had a very bad childhood i had hard time fitting because when i was a kid i let my intrusive thoughts dictate my behaviour that no kid would ever wants to be friend and i use my little brother as a punching bag im so pathetic of a big brother just to cope of what is happening around me being neglected also i had a bit of victim mentality i could write many list of why i hate myself and it will be many pages
ive posted about afraid turning into a manchild months ago well it did im slowly turning this bum i despise my both parents are strict christian born again who lives through poverty when theyre a kid now an middle class this is the reason why im like this
im turning 18 im slowly turning retarded because of my screen time 10 hours a day mostly on tiktok and 18+ subreddits im aware of my grammar and vocab when speaking is off and degrading drowning myself with entertainment and shortterm pleasures
is this what a product of a poverish children growing up raising an kid ended up like this? if im still going to continue repeat this habit after making this post just like other posts ive made so far
i collected mine on my uncle and relatives pc parts that just sitting in their attic barely used
specs intel i5 6th gen
60 hz gpu meh ok
could ya peeps recommend which recorder works decently im playing cs1.6 and minecraft
well it does boot up but its temporary it shut down on its own in 20 minutes
laptop asus model x302l it has a deadbattery used it for 3 years even with dead battery only for school stuff and video games minecraft its recent my laptop shutting down on its own and sometimes boot up well when booting it up everytime it says automatic repair and it dosent show diagnostics it just shuts down on its own
17m im very skinny like im 5'9 51 kg before gerd now im 42 kg i got gerd last year oct 2025 because i overeat too much because im obsessed seeing results faster gain at the gym i kind of worked out and do cardio to increase my endurance and eat much any food i could find in the fridge, barely recovering from workouts and eat alot of junk. canned,veges,fruits,meats,tons of rice. also pair with it with online games at night and stress. or burnout but i kept going till the gerd show up in oct well its just ok its still managable when nov came and thats how this hell started
at january i could eat normal foods except no dairy, chocolates,spicy ,acidic/sour
currently the remedy ive taken since febuary is guava tea 2x a day but i want to recover my gerd?
im from southeast asia well i kinda miss eating pizzas and burger;-;
btw sorry for my bad grammar english isnt my first language