How can i motivate when I am the type to procrastinate?
Hello, all!
I am a college student and I've got 3 weeks til I leave for a 2-month internship in Japan where I will be part of a video team for a marketing/PR company. I need to study Japanese everyday, edit photos (I am a photographer and have some last pics to finish up), and read through all the information provided to me by CIEE. I also need to workout and follow a diet to lose weight.
However, I really suffer when it comes to self-set goals. I work extremely well when I've got a team, people counting on me, coworkers, a real-life work environment. Not just my house.
I am seriously unable to push myself to meet the deadlines I set for myself and to follow any type of set schedule. I definitely try, but it feels like something seriously is pushing against me, mentally, when I try. I'll even sit down and START stuff but quickly want to stop.
When I was at college for the first weeks of summer, I was easily able to follow my own schedule since I could leave the apartment to do work, and wasn't distracted by my dog. And because I had friends on campus to hang out with, and thus, I needed to get work done during to day so I could see them at night.
At home, no friends. No managers or workers. And I figure, "I can cuddle with my dog a little bit. I have no plans tonight anyway." But that just leaves me panicking later about how I've accomplish none of my goals.
What can I do? Please.
Thanks