If you had something genuine to say I’d hear you out and try to believe that the version of you I originally met still exists. But after the last 7 months I don’t think I’d even believe you.
Is it weird I actually miss when my ex used to watch my stories when he didn’t even follow me lol
I don’t know why I’m writing this because I know you won’t ever see it, but it doesn’t matter, I still think of you and how it felt with you, even though I felt so bad afterwards. I don’t suppose you think of me or ever wish to reconcile but if someone said we could go back to the beginning I would still say yes.
After ghosting me for a second time and giving you another chance you never apologised. You didn’t have the perspective or capacity to see it from my side, how much it hurt. Even when you were watching my stories without following me, you still couldn’t bring yourself to apologise or state any regret. Maybe one day you’ll realise I genuinely liked you for you and the connection we had.
So we dated for only a month earlier this year and it was a really intense instant connection, then his communication dropped off and after confronting him about it he ended it, we still stayed mutual and he did the usual avoidant breadcrumbing and liking even when he was with his rebound.
We ended up being on good terms again after I wished him happy birthday and he said he wanted to see me again, we spoke everyday for 3 weeks (he was travelling at the time) he came home then ghosted me so I cut him off, unfollowing him and removing him as a follower.
Since then he still watches my stories periodically ( I’m on public) and he knows of course that I can see he has viewed it, he also unfollowed my best friend ( knew her from school and had her on instagram for 10years) after we posted memories together!
Is there any real meaning to him still watching my stories? As an avoidant is he wanting me to reach out?