ist not that i hate myself i just gen wanna live be happy have friends

but the more i expect the more dissapointed i ll be i lost my bestfriend in 1 night

people can leave so quickly that it seems that they never cared in the first place.

i ve came to peace w ppl leaving my life but i am still attached to some people and i fucking hate

how much my mood depends on their attention i want to be able to go through my day and them just being a add on

not the center of my day.i fucking the hate that all i do is talk cause whenver i take action it ll be for a week-month max then

i go back to the same habits.

how tf do i get better

ist not that i hate myself i just gen wanna live be happy have friends

but the more i expect the more dissapointed i ll be i lost my bestfriend in 1 night

people can leave so quickly that it seems that they never cared in the first place.

i ve came to peace w ppl leaving my life but i am still attached to some people and i fucking hate

how much my mood depends on their attention i want to be able to go through my day and them just being a add on

not the center of my day.i fucking the hate that all i do is talk cause whenver i take action it ll be for a week-month max then

i go back to the same habits.

how tf do i get better

I feel too attached to my hg its been a while since we meet in person like 10 months and i ve meet here recently and we ve gotten back to talking and i realized how much i am dependent on her sometimes and i hate that because being attached never ends plus she is avoidant so sometimes i can't help but overthink that i being a burden.i feel like i should distant myself if i wanna actually get better. but she means alot to me and gen care about her but idk if she feels the same way.i only see her as a friend tbh but my problems is that i care about my friends deeply so tbh i don't what to do.
to give more info
i ve meet her like 15 months ago and we really clicked at the time we were talking nearly everyday but after time we started talking less and less till it become like once a month and then i moved aboard and now that ive came back for a bit i see that the pattern is gonna repeat and i wanna prevent that. how do i stop being such a needy fuck and actually become a good friend worth keeping.

I feel too attached to my hg its been a while since we meet in person like 10 months and i ve meet here recently and we ve gotten back to talking and i realized how much i am dependent on her sometimes and i hate that because being attached never ends plus she is avoidant so sometimes i can't help but overthink that i being a burden.i feel like i should distant myself if i wanna actually get better. but she means alot to me and gen care about her but idk if she feels the same way.i only see her as a friend tbh but my problems is that i care about my friends deeply so tbh i don't what to do.
to give more info
i ve meet her like 15 months ago and we really clicked at the time we were talking nearly everyday but after time we started talking less and less till it become like once a month and then i moved aboard and now that ive came back for a bit i see that the pattern is gonna repeat and i wanna prevent that. how do i stop being such a needy fuck and actually become a good friend worth keeping.

I going to this new gym tmrw and will stay for like a month before moving thats the best split .i quit the gym 3 months ago

hello i am studying gen phy 1 i got an exam in two days that ill most likely skip since i am not ready yet(didn't finish the materials)
-kinematics of point mass and projectile motion
-Newton's laws : statics and dynamics of point mass
- work, energy conservative forces and potential energy
-angular momentum
i studied these and what i have left is
-statics and dynamics of system of point masses
-rigid body statics and dynamics
-fluid mechanics
-– Heat, temperature, and the first law of thermodynamics
-ideal gases and kinetic theory
-Thermodynamic systems, Thermodynamic cycle and engine
-Entropy and its properties

-Statistical Interpretation of Entropy
the exam will be an oral where you solve a problem they ask (no calculation needed)and explain the theory behind
i would like to ask if theres some good youtube sources? because studying with ai aint it tbh its too shallow and dosen't give enough knowledge and the read the 100s of slides can be overwhelmling any advice? because i under stand the material but when i have to solve problems i feel stuck thanks

hello i am studying gen phy 1 i got an exam in two days that ill most likely skip since i am not ready yet(didn't finish the materials)
-kinematics of point mass and projectile motion
-Newton's laws : statics and dynamics of point mass
- work, energy conservative forces and potential energy
-angular momentum
i studied these and what i have left is
-statics and dynamics of system of point masses
-rigid body statics and dynamics
-fluid mechanics
-– Heat, temperature, and the first law of thermodynamics
-ideal gases and kinetic theory
-Thermodynamic systems, Thermodynamic cycle and engine
-Entropy and its properties

-Statistical Interpretation of Entropy
the exam will be an oral where you solve a problem they ask (no calculation needed)and explain the theory behind
i would like to ask if theres some good youtube sources? because studying with ai aint it tbh its too shallow and dosen't give enough knowledge and the read the 100s of slides can be overwhelmling any advice? because i under stand the material but when i have to solve problems i feel stuck thanks

hello i am 20 m and i am kind of losing my shit in uni its exam season and i failed the exam i was the most sure about and now i Il have to stay for another month and retake everything since i am staying anyways i just don't feel like doing anything to be honest. it was my bday yesterday and tbh it just made me feel worse realizing how small my presence is to the ppl i "care about" i don't wanna let this affect my career/academic prefomance. whats the best way to deal with this? thanks

sorry if my grammar sucks

hello i am 20 m and i am kind of losing my shit in uni its exam season and i failed the exam i was the most sure about and now i Il have to stay for another month and retake everything since i am staying anyways i just don't feel like doing anything to be honest. it was my bday yesterday and tbh it just made me feel worse realizing how small my presence is to the ppl i "care about" i don't wanna let this affect my career/academic prefomance. whats the best way to deal with this? thanks

sorry if my grammar sucks

hello i am 20 m and i am kind of losing my shit in uni its exam season and i failed the exam i was the most sure about and now i ll have to stay for another month and retake everything since i am staying anyways i just don't feel like doing anything to be honest. it was my bday yesterday and tbh it just made me feel worse realizing how small my presence is to the ppl i "care about" i don't wanna let this affect my career/academic prefomance. whats the best way to deal with this?
thanks
sorry if my grammar sucks

i usually go the basic lethal tempo/resolve into normal match up and fleet foot work for ranged ones. does the build change w the runes or nah?
i build brok/Phantom Dancer
atk spd boots and immortal shieldbow
i saw some ppl say that storm razor works very well vs poke champs
any tips?

i would like to ask about advice since i kind of struggle w self worthy it kind of comes in waves like 2 days i am alright and the over i feel completely shitty.i am trying my best to keep myself incheck don't let it affect because its exam period and uni doesn't help at all i don't want my own issues to affect my career yet i don't want to keep ignoring it.
thanks for reading sorry if its kinda shallow i just dk how to put it into words

i would like to ask about advice since i kind of struggle w self worthy it kind of comes in waves like 2 days i am alright and the over i feel completely shitty.i am trying my best to keep myself incheck don't let it affect because its exam period and uni doesn't help at all i don't want my own issues to affect my career yet i don't want to keep ignoring it.
thanks for reading sorry if its kinda shallow i just dk how to put it into words

I am a 19m student in italy i am looking for someone who will help me w learning Italian since i noticed that its kinda hard to live hear without and i also need to learn to pass the oral in uni

i have finals in one month and i am really lacking in 4 out of 6 subjects i guess i just want someone that will t share / encourage each other to study (studying computer eng if your curious)