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I've tried to learn a bit and I think dewy and soft glam ,and no make up makeup , types actually fit how I prefer my make up and all . the problem is I don't know what to buy . Like I have literally nothing and I don't know what to do . I really do wanna try dewy type of make up or soft glam . I think I'll be only be buying 3 products considering my budget . For reference I have oily sensitive acne prone skin . I'll be considering that while I buy . What do you think I should buy ?

Okay soooo.....I've been addicted since 13 yo maybe even before that ,and I've been trying to stop since then . I had OCD as a kid and omg , How much did the sexual pleasure sedate all of my worries . No one around me would believe my head hurt me every time I woke up because of my OCD once I finally understood what porn / sex is , I was finally saved . I depended on it since then . Stress ? Do it . Can't fit in ? do it . Nerves before an exam ? do it . Alone with your thoughts and you might start crying because of OCD otherwise you need to 'confess' ? Do it . ALL my worries would vanish using it . I didn't even realize I was addicted until now . I've been trying hard to stop associating sex with porn , so I stopped watching but started mastrubateing once any of the above arises . I genuinely can't stop . My OCD seems to spike once I stop . I hate myself when I stop . Is it affecting my life . Yes. Yes . Yes . I think I can't have sex , I might try to my best to satisfy the other party but I don't think I'll ever be satisfied and I don't think having a sex partner can help . I hate objectifying people but to me sex is just a way to stop feeling so depressed . Literally . it's the only thing that can get me back to study when I hate me , my life and everything . Without it I wanna cry 24/7 . Tried to stop before . ended up SH . haha long story . but now I really don't know what to do please help......

so (Sigh*) I studied really really really hard okay ? and I could swear I could retain all the information . my mocks and tests were all good too and my score were really really well okay but then ( tries not to burst out crying ) I stepped into the final exam hall and it was all okay . I had studied and I had done everything in my power and I was really confident . I got a C even though my predicted grade was an A . Is this because of my ADHD ? I really don't know what went wrong . I had been studying with an ADHD friendly way and did everything right and it was showing in my mocks . Like I used to get a 50 /60 now it's a 27 and it's all because of concentration . What can I do ? Pleas help

I'm not sure which sub I should post on but I figured I could post here . I'm ENFJ btw . I....I've been planning my whole life to get into medicine . My grades . They're out and every time I try to improve ....they fall short . I feel a tightness in my throat . I might travel so far away from my family only to be in a uni that doesn't teach well and I might start failing to become a doctor . What's worse is not matter how hard I try my grades are not improving . I was called a gifted kid when I was young , now it's all gone . I'm sorry to my parents who spent money worth two people to get me into the university of my dreams . I'm sorry to myself for working my ass off when I could've been living my life instead of being locked up to study at home . And finally , I'm sorry for every sick person I thought I could help once I'm older and for every war survivor I wanted to help them live their life normally again . But I've failed and it's my fault . I should've never dreamed of becoming a doctor .

if you read though all this , thank you for your time .

So for short . I took my second session and got bad grades . and then did the same in the 3rd session but managed to get 1 subject okayyy. Now I took 4 subjects Chemistry , physics and Environmental and AS biology . I did my best . But my parent is kinda of making me feel really bad . I'm really really really scared . In my second and third session . I couldn't handle the pressure and SHd and ...I had a depression etc . Do know any way I could cope . Either with the pressure , or with me (hopefully hopefully not )/ not getting my grades ? I'm really desperate . I've been working on my own healing through out this summer but I'm afraid it all will go to waste ........

I'm in high school but let me tell you - this was the most intense year of my life . My grades dropped and I had to boost them again. But now it's vacation! I'm going to travel with my family and do some of my many many hobbies. I have 5+ books to read and more than one project to do (it's not for school ) . It's only one month but I'm gonna do my best to make it feel like a yearrrr.

At the beginning , we didn't really display it but now she drifts occasionally for a few days (we used to talk everyday) and I get full time anxious. When we reconnect it becomes harder and harder to talk. As an anxious what should I do? I try to not be anxious but so hard to get out of the spiral. On the other hand, I've broken down a couple of times and she didn't reply because she was drifting away for her occasional few days, and didn't really know what to say when she came back and it passed. So what do you think she should do?

Everything is so much better now. Much more stable. But I still feel out if place . I still feel like breaking down. I've been 6 months clean but it's feels like I'm gonna relapse any minute. I can't understand myself. I took interest in psychology to be able to understand myself in moments like these but I failed again and I need someone to understand me for myself and explain what I'm going through but again no one really understood me until I explained everything. I relapse every six months . Please help

Everything is so much better now. Much more stable. But I still feel out if place . I still feel like breaking down. I've been 6 months clean but it's feels like I'm gonna relapse any minute. I can't understand myself. I took interest in psychology to be able to understand myself in moments like these but I failed again and I need someone to understand me for myself and explain what I'm going through but again no one really understood me until I explained everything. Please help ​

.Girl, I've looked up so many ceilings

and gave to many greetings

Among all that I tried to find a

meaning.

Girl, I've seen so many bloodstains

and wondered: where are my pains?

I've drawn too many scars on my body

I lowkey startled believing I've

become too rusty ... to live.

I was a moon and I didn't

mind looking for the stars

Until I found you ...

In my darkness, as my sun has

left me

I've wondered if this world has

cursed me

with loneliness

But now is as bright as can be

Because you were there to help

me see ...

What do you all think? I'm willing to discuss context behind the poem .

Okay, so this has been eating at me for a while. My best friend and I are really open about so many stuff. There is no sensitive topics between us. I mean it. So it's not so hard for us to talk abt ​​wrong stuff we do that usually is self destructive . Any how, I was breaking down when she texted ​​​and she asked if I was okay. And all.the convo shifted to what I'm doing rn and if I'm still crying.i have a history of SH so her asking was expected but I told her that I'm reading romance books where as I wanted to say I'm reading smut but chickened out . I have already told her before about how I use sexual pleasure for relief saying I really want it the night of my exams because I would be so stressed and stuff she was understanding. When I said I read romance books she was alright until I said I was addicted and explained myself but then later on told her I used to SH to stop reading.i literally can't stop. I'm so scared she'll look at me differently if I ever mention it in real context . She hadn't connected the dots yet but like "what if ?" Yk?​​​​​​​​​​

So in p3 As 9700 32 . I did everything but the experiment. There was no time to actually do it. So I entered my values at random and the invigilator was staring at me the whole time. Especially that I started q1 early cause I finished q2 early. I'm so scared. Everyone is telling me it's alright. Especially that I poured the dcpip on vitamin c. Like just used it it you know. But after the exam was finished. I'm so scared. Please help

Please help

I mean after the exam was finished. During the investigation the invigilator kept staring at me all the time

Hiii. How are you? How is everything? How are the kids (if there are any 😂) ? List of things you can talk about to your heart's content :

1- Do you read? If yes what do you like reading?

2- are you a cat person or a dog person

3- do you like going out or staying at home?

4- do you perhaps have an exam tomorrow like me 😭

5- what's your favorite dessert?

6- Do you watch anything?

7- do you have any therapist people in your life you genuinely think they should become a therapist (I'm told that a lot though I'm not a therapist 😄)

8- what do you do when people withdraw due to stress

9-Do you have any hand made things you made that make you feel happy and full filled

10-What's a good quote you can't forget? Me: you drew stars around my scars and now they're bleeding -Taylor Swift. I don't like Taylor Swift though

I hope this didn't sound rushed to anyone 🤗. My friend here is going through a depressive episode and while I continue to be supportive of them I need support myself 🙃. Hope this list found you!

Thank you in Advance!

So basically, I have an online friend. I didn't really have anyone -ANYONE- to talk to other than family for a whole year and a half, so when I formed an online friendship. I can't seem to stop texting. Like at all. I mean my friend doesn't hate at all, we discussed that, but I still feel like it's too much especially if it takes too long to reply to and I feel bad. My friend is depressed so when she's overwhelmed she doesn't reply, but I keep texting to check on her, she says these texts pull her out for real but I still feel bad. I also have a nagging feeling that if I stop texting we're not gonna talk again. But I feel like she's depressed and I can't do that to her. What do you think I should do? Most of my earlier friendship before my isolation were all one sided from me so I don't wanna repeat that again

So... I'm a retaker and I was so focused on p3 last time and didn't score high due to stress and panic and totally bombed p2 because I was preparing for p3. Now I prepared so well for p2 and I use my previous knowledge of p3. I have two days before the p3 exam and I was gonna do revision to lock in and remember everything and solve a few past papers and for sure practice drawing and stuff. Any tips? Am I lost for please help.

So I'm 16 and every time we try to celebrate something at home , my dad gets really angry and ruins the mood . At our holidays, at our graduations, at the celebration of anything literally. He gets angry out of the blue and then the mood is ruined . He does have some sudden angry days but it hits the hardest when we're celebrating something. I mean I try to understand something might have happened at work but during holidays there's no work. Why is he suddenly so angry? Please help. My mom is an empath and I hate to see her try to make everyone happy every celebration and he just ruins it and makes her feel like she did everything for nothing.

Title . And it's a big part of the plot and makes you feel all happy and fuzzy