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Do u guys know any website where i can get free prep ladder lectures ( pls don’t suggest telegram channels )

most of u r probably gonna find this weird but pls hear me out n tell me genuinely what u think 😭
so me n my cousin my phuppos son have a whole history not in a weird way chill 😭 hes like 2 3 yrs older than me when i first made my account back in 8th grade we started talking for a bit but our family has always been like super strict about cousins talking especially online they r fine when everyone is together irl but texting was apparently a whole crime 💀then we got caught n he literally took all the blame saying its not her id its his friends account n i still got the lecture of my life 😭
fast forward to 12th grade he texted me again we talked for like a month n then it just died out
btw my parents r divorced but my dadi side has always been really nice to my mom so keep that in mindthen like 2 yrs ago he texted me again n we reconnected but i kept telling him we probably shouldnt talk bc i couldnt get that middle school drama out of my head i was always thinking what if the family finds out again n i end up getting cooked for it 😭 after that we both talked to other people n had our own situationships but his was actually a full on love story everyone knew about it 😭 (btw this happened when he was in 10th grade and i was in 8th and he was talkjng to both of us ididnt know abt this girl and at that we didnt have any feelings we j chatted out of curiosity)they met in evening coaching both families knew n everything then he left abroad for mbbs while she went for her university
i wne t to med school too n then out of nowhere he started trying again texting calling me from his number n even his friends numbers 😭
i got into kpop n bro literally made a kpop stan account bc of me 😭 n even made another insta account with my name in it just to get my attention then family stuff happened again everything got messy n after that he never texted me again ( this time the khanndans situation is marna jeena khatam ) n before anyone says anything yes i also had like 2 or 3 situationships after him but none of them ever felt right i just never felt that connection so they all ended
then randomly i saw his tiktok from a vacation n his hoodie said ya allah give u ur love bc we’re tired of hearing her stories 😭 and i couldn’t help but think abt “us” all over again 😅n my brain immediately went back to that coaching girl
idk why but i still wanna talk to him i keep thinking maybe if all the family drama wasnt there maybe we actually would’ve had a chance
i know the cousin thing is gonna sound weird to a lot of ppl but he was literally the first guy i ever opened up to about my feelings😶‍🌫️
n after that huge family fight he never reached out again idk if i should just let it go or if this is one of those what ifs thats always gonna stay in my head 😭

1- lowkey let him win if he loses i’d be worried about the 1 crore and the trophy going missing🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺😔😔😔

2-give him the trophy because i dont think the internet can survive another week of his fans ( alleged powered by wifi instead of oxygen ) acting like the supreme court needs to intervene over a reality show 😖🥺😔🥺😔🥺😔

3- lastly manifesting his win because we cant risk netflix going bankrupt because 12 fan accounts decided to stop watching the show 🥺🥺🥺

Cabinet meeting postponed because Yogesh got eliminated 🤯🤯🤯🤯😱😱😱😱😱😱😱💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

hey guys i am honestly at a point where i am scared for my life so please listen to me
i belong to a family where girls are always expected to adjust even if their husbands are cruel they are told to tolerate everything and never come back home they have this mindset that once a girl leaves for her husbands house she should only return as a dead body
the sad part is that these are not uneducated people they are educated yet they keep passing this generational trauma on to the next generation
i have a cousin who is a doctor and she was married to a man who was a teacher in a government school not even a lecturer just because her parents wanted it and because he was from our own family
after they got married he had a very high sex drive but she wanted time because it was an arranged marriage and she was not comfortable rushing into everything because of that they separated and she came back home
now everyone blames her from every conversation i have with my mother or other relatives it is obvious that they believe the girl should have adjusted no matter what
i cannot agree with that mindset i believe that if my future partner ever shouted at me or god forbid ever raised a hand on me i would leave because i refuse to accept that kind of treatment
you can call me a feminist or even a misandrist if you want but these are my thoughts and this is how i genuinely feel
what scares me the most is that i have no support from my family when it comes to this and because of that i am genuinely scared of getting married

hey guys i am honestly at a point where i am scared for my life so please listen to me
i belong to a family where girls are always expected to adjust even if their husbands are cruel they are told to tolerate everything and never come back home they have this mindset that once a girl leaves for her husbands house she should only return as a dead body
the sad part is that these are not uneducated people they are educated yet they keep passing this generational trauma on to the next generation
i have a cousin who is a doctor and she was married to a man who was a teacher in a government school not even a lecturer just because her parents wanted it and because he was from our own family
after they got married he had a very high sex drive but she wanted time because it was an arranged marriage and she was not comfortable rushing into everything because of that they separated and she came back home
now everyone blames her from every conversation i have with my mother or other relatives it is obvious that they believe the girl should have adjusted no matter what
i cannot agree with that mindset i believe that if my future partner ever shouted at me or god forbid ever raised a hand on me i would leave because i refuse to accept that kind of treatment
you can call me a feminist or even a misandrist if you want but these are my thoughts and this is how i genuinely feel
what scares me the most is that i have no support from my family when it comes to this and because of that i am genuinely scared of getting married

tl;dr so i need advice whether i am over reacting and are j inspired by the western culture or i need to move out asap because i cant seem to make my parents understand what i want/think in my own life

hey guys i am honestly at a point where i am scared for my life so please listen to me
i belong to a family where girls are always expected to adjust even if their husbands are cruel they are told to tolerate everything and never come back home they have this mindset that once a girl leaves for her husbands house she should only return as a dead body
the sad part is that these are not uneducated people they are educated yet they keep passing this generational trauma on to the next generation
i have a cousin who is a doctor and she was married to a man who was a teacher in a government school not even a lecturer just because her parents wanted it and because he was from our own family
after they got married he had a very high sex drive but she wanted time because it was an arranged marriage and she was not comfortable rushing into everything because of that they separated and she came back home
now everyone blames her from every conversation i have with my mother or other relatives it is obvious that they believe the girl should have adjusted no matter what
i cannot agree with that mindset i believe that if my future partner ever shouted at me or god forbid ever raised a hand on me i would leave because i refuse to accept that kind of treatment
you can call me a feminist or even a misandrist if you want but these are my thoughts and this is how i genuinely feel
what scares me the most is that i have no support from my family when it comes to this and because of that i am genuinely scared of getting married

Atp point i m done w my parents i want to complete my degree asap and leave this hell hole so i was w my mom in her room and we were alone in the house she walked out and i thought she just went to the kitchen or somewhere so i didnt think much of it i had my legs up against the headboard just relaxing then all of a sudden the door opens and there she is standing w my cousin mind u hes in his forties i immediately sat up and started fixing my clothes then i got up and left while they both sat on the bed after he left i told my mom that next time if shes coming in w anyone especially a man she should knock first instead of understanding why i felt uncomfortable she started arguing saying hes older than u he has a wife and kids but that wasnt even my point it was never about him it was about me my privacy and my comfort im so tired of this patriarchal mindset and mind u my mom is a doctor shes educated but i guess education doesnt always undo the beliefs people grow up with you can take the girl out of a patriarchal system but you cant always take the patriarchy out of the girl

Hey guys i literally had a panic attack today at a wedding and i had to run away as fast as i could so the thing is when i was atound 8-9 i uaed to hear these gossips that i m adopted at that time i used to get so scared and hide in washroom all day long but after few years i forgot about the whole adoption thingy buy few months ago a relative of mine blatantly asked my mother is she the daughter u adopted i ran away from there and idk what my mother told that lady but after that moment i can’t seem to go to public places or places where my relatives are as the whole adopted thing keep on revolving in my head i dont feel like i belong with them i feel so awkward and idk i cant seem to digest the fact that i am adopted ( i m sorry if i offended someone ) the thing is i never had this conversation with my parents and i don’t know how to initiate it i think i need serious help

Hey do u guys know any page from where i can get zara cocoa and latte