u/Ok_Inflation_5950

I'm half Egyptian, half white, and my partner is white too. I wanted to give my child an Egyptian name so she'd have at least a little bit of connection to her very little Egyptian ancestry. I chose the name " Habiba". I regret it; I thought it sounded really cute, and I loved the meaning, but now that I'm sounding it out, I realised that it's kinda silly. It's just three repetitive syllables. I'm worried that my daughter might end up disliking it -- which I would totally understand-- and can do nothing about it.

I just want to hear what you guys think of it because I feel like I've been around it for so long that it started sounding weird. PLEASEEEE I JUST NEED TO KNOW WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK OF IT!!!!! I NEED HONESTY!!

So I saw this guy on TikTok talking about his shock of the amount of mixed (half black/african and Ukrainian) Ukrainians and saw a comment explaining that due to the fact that Ukraine never had slavery or standard colonialism but we’re actually the ones to be colonized, they have little prejudice towards black people or other poc and don’t see them as inferior. And that a lot of doctors from various African countries came to Ukraine and ended up staying there and having children with Ukrainians.

I thought that was really cool so I am here asking if that is true!

In my defence I spend a lot of time studying and practicing but I got a really harsh teacher, she once lowered a girls grade because the girl only wrote the first letter of her last name.

Im extremely worried because I heard grade 11 physics and maths is a big jump. I did well in grade 10 science and do have a background or understanding of some physics but a physics teacher in our school is known to be very ruthless, my friend once heard him talking horribly of his students, calling them stupid and saying that they should only come into his class if their parents have a physics degree or something, so I’m worried I might get him as a teacher.

So I’m really looking for someone to make me feel better about next year because I already had a good start with English in summer school so I’m feeling optimistic and anxious. I REALLY EONT WANT TO HAVE A STRESSFUL YEAR.

Btw I’m taking math, anthropology, physics, biology, chemistry, film and cooking.

I’m fucking useless there is no reason for my existence everything I do brings me shame. I don’t have a good personality,i am not smart I am genuinely a dumbass and I’m ugly,I am not a good friend, i am a narcissist who is too sensitive to criticism so I don’t even improve,i have a high ego,I am not a good daughter, I feel like I’m waisting other peoples oxygen. And I’m not fishing for complements everything I say about my self is true.

All I do is embarrass myself or my friends I can’t even name a situation because of how often I humiliate myself. I am also very sensitive I feel every emotion intensely so you can imagine how annoying I am. I can’t even engage in normal activities like relationships or anything because I don’t want to burden someone with my existence, every time I like a guy I feel like a pervert or predator who is harassing them I feel embarrassed for them like I’m sorry I won’t let it happen again.

There is no future for me the only thing keeping me from killing myself is that it would be so embarrassing if I committed and everyone in school heard about it so I’m waiting till I graduate I mean it’s not like I have anything lined up for me I told u I was a moron who doesn’t even have one talent you can tell I’m a dumbass from the way I write.

I am so scared of being seen by everyone because it’s like why do they get special things about them and nothing was left for me. I am in a constant state of shame that I can’t get out of. And I don’t even know why.

I’m just waisting resources and peoples time. And if I kill my self I won’t feel any of that I won’t feel shame I won’t feel guilt or embarrassment. And I won’t even feel bad because there was nothing ahead of me in life anyways to miss out on and even if there was I would’ve made a fool out of myself immediately. And it’s not like something bad is happening in my life I have a good life I am just an ungrateful fuck

My face it self is gross it is a genuine misfortune to look at and there is no cosmetic procedure to fix it it’s so fucked to its core. My face pushes people away. If u are wondering where are the disgusting features that people luck out on they are actually all transferred into my face and put there when they run out of storage. I swear it’s like everyone was carved by god itself while I was made in a toys r us factory.

I can’t wait to kill my self and die, I’m not even sad about it it’s something I loook forward to. You never hear of dead people embarrassing themselves or being sad or anything. So I can’t wait to not feel feelings anymore. I am not exited to live nor am I exited to grow up. I just wanna leave.

My mom is watching this video of this Spanish guy who converted and is glazing Islam, and then she pointed out that you couldn’t change your religion or freedom of religion wasn’t a thing up until 1985 or something ( I’m not sure if that’s true or not) but ISNT THAT WHAT IS HAPPENING IN MOST ARAB COUNTRIES RIGHT NOW. I know we have established that they are hypocrites but damn meeting new things they is still shocking.

After I just wrote this I told her isn’t that what is happening in Saudi Arabia and a lot of Arab countries, then she was like “well they are changing that now” and said that that is way later than Spain did and we aren’t giving them half of the criticism and she just didn’t give me an answer. Obviously I went about his in a more calm manner because I didn’t wanna put myself.

I’m looking for
Over the ear headphones
Good sound quality (like bass)
Doesn’t leak sound horribly
Not more than 90~100$
Comfortable
Don’t look weird while wearing (especially when wearing slick backs)
Small
Will last me long like won’t break

PLSSS IF U HAVE ANY RECSSS TELL MEE!!!

I was thinking about how since the day I was born I was taught that Jin and black magic are real things and there is a whole supernatural world and stuff. And it has been a year since I left and I still haven’t made up my mind on either, because magic and ghosts are also in other cultures and is mentioned a lot and to be honest it is fun to believe in if it’s not taken seriously. I really wanna know what u guys think of both i personally am leaning towards their non existence.

I'M IN HIGH SCHOOL AND I AM TALKING FROM THAT PERSPECTIVE. I DO NOT KNOW HOW ADULTS INTERACT AND SORRY IF THIS ISN'T ORGANIZED

I think the segregation between girls and boys at a young age (especially during middle school) is one of the causes of a lot of sexism because it creates the belief that the opposite gender is this glamorised experience rather than a normal human being. Do you think we'd still have things like stereotypes and gender roles if girls and boys actually talked to each other rather than just hearing the echoes coming from this unknown and confusing group?

Not to mention, it would be much safer. If you look at super religious countries that have even implemented segregation in schools, they ALWAYS have crazy harassment rates. That's because they genuinely don't think the opposite gender is just another human being. All their ideas of the opposite gender come from directed and managed forms of media (movies, shows, porn, etc), and that the opposite gender is just for them and that they are entitled to them.

Our societies would also be way less annoying if we got rid of "heightism is worse than racism" dudes, "MY GIRL BETTER HAVE NO BODIES" incels, and " MY MAN GOTTA PAY FOR EVERYTHING" girls and misandry. And how do we do that? Have women and men interact normally so they can better realise these views are not realistic for the average person. The average teenage boy doesn't have the means to pay for everything, and a teenage girl is not gonna look like a fucking OF model.

In conclusion, WE SHOULD INCOURAGE PLOTONIC GIRL AND BOY INTERACTIONS.

I’m not even gonna lie the most important thing to me is my looks, I always wanted to be called pretty I don’t know if that is because I used to be ugly not long ago but beauty is all I want. I wanna have pretty privilege and stuff. And it’s not like I’m completely ugly I’ve had strangers come up to to tell me I’m pretty but I just don’t see like I genuinely don’t believe it. Especially how I look inverted like that is haunting me like people talk to me while I look like that. Every time I think I’m pretty I look at an inverted picture of me and I’m genuinely not a blessing to look at. I just wanna peel off my face and live with out it cuz it bothers me too much. I’m not smart I don’t have good grades I’m not funny I don’t think before I talk so I’m pretty awkward like just let me have this one thing. And I’m sure that I’m not that pretty cuz I’m 15 and no boy has asked me out or anything which I get it doesn’t matter and I don’t need men’s approval but like not even the old ugly men want me. I’m too obsessed with looks and neeed to do something I just wanna be ok with looking avarage.