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I’ve been thinking about visiting Norway for a while now, and today I watched an absolutely amazing travel vlog about it. I’m now about 80% convinced I need to go! 😂

But honestly, I know almost nothing about travelling there, so I’d love some advice.

All I know is that I **MUST** see the nature. Wow. WOW. 😭 I absolutely love it.
Any advice, tips, or things you wish you knew before visiting Norway would be greatly appreciated! Thank you!

Sorry!! this is going to be a little uhm detailed, but I’m really in need of a book that feels like a journey! 😊

Amm something with a world I can discover and actually live in for a while! (Adventure, fantasy, science fiction, magic… I’m open to anything) as long as it has that sense of wonder and discovery!

I’m looking for something with a little of the feeling of The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe! perhaps with more depth and complexity uhm unm for someone in their uhm 30s!!! Not necessarily darker or more adult 😖! No no no! in the sense of explicit content ! just a story that feels rich, with characters and a world that aren’t 2 dimensional.

I’m not looking for something that’s mainly about romance, relationships, or a particular social issue! I want the story to be the thing that carries me!!

What books have given you that feeling?🤓

Tonight, I feel sad and uncomfortable in my own hope lamp~ and that's totally okay!

So, I'm allowing myself to feel it and cry!

Oh yeah, I feel soooooo sad, uh so tired, and the bitterness of being lonely! And I'm not able to see the light! Even though I stand with my belief that things are alright NO MATTER WHAT...

but today it is heavier! And it feels sooooo much better letting myself pass through!

I’m not calming myself nor trying to push hope whatsoever! I’m taking this so slow and taking care of myself despite anything
I made me good food
I enjoyed my day
I played games
I got new books
I did the home chores
I’m listening to ASMR before going to bed (if you want recommendations I could give)

Take care~

Like please I beg you for a book that will take me into an adventure! I miss reading something where in rich journey nature, moments and growing yesss I want fun and excitement please 🙏

They say everything has its own right time and right moment!

This prayer has been always there for me!
I asked constantly with so much hope and light and other times it was hard to get up yet I did stood up and prayed!!

I want to forget about
I was happy I finally got over but it’s here again
Meeting me again with its longing pain !!

But I thought
I don’t want to pray alone
I’m tired of it that I want it out of my mouth but here I will say it here

God I’m waiting for him! For the love of my life! The light of my life! The best friend! The lover and the partner! God I don’t know what to say more than what I’ve already told you but god I ask you begging to bless me with the one I always pray for!

I honestly don’t know what to say
I no more want to say it I’m tired …

I’ve been sick for 8 days now and I’m so proud of myself pushing through especially staying positive!
Tonight though …

It’s the 3rd day of inflation; I’m all time in bed with heaviness and aches ! It’s been a while since I had cold but the anxiety keeps telling me I’m not going to be fine! It won’t end !

Please assure me!
Tell me it’s okay and actually it will pass

I had trip !
I’m very careful; I got it all with me~ my food, my water, my mask and my sanitizer!
But it seemed so fine ! It’s really not easy to put on the mask all the way so I wasn’t wearing it for short of time ! We were just sitting up !! Then a mom came with her kids .. everything is soooo normal! We smiled ! Cute ! Yeay ! I’m fine the air is safe
it’s night trip so everyone was falling asleep
Then her older kid started coughing his lungs out I jumped wore my mask as fast as I can ! Histamine! Mast cell and coldddd noooo no no ! But
you have other kids ! Why don’t you ask your child to cough in towel or wear kids mask !
Okay at least tell others that your child is sick!

3 days my immune system has pronounced and called for war ! My histamine levels is strongly highly present now !!!!! My temperature is 39.31 !! Pain like if car has crushed on me and drove over ! I feel every lymphatic activity! I’m doomed I can’t leave the bed!
I was careful all the freaking holidays until this moment that I trusted A MOM WITH 3 KIDS

I’m sooooo angry while I can’t breathe from my nose ! I feel like I’m dying from my back pain
Stuck in the room so depressing
I break down every few hours after talking to myself it’s going to pass

My histamine making it even more intense! More present!

Oh wait I went to the ER ! Ha ha to my beautiful luck
The 1st the emergency I ran to look for someone I was in shocking pain I called the nurse I said please please help me I’m dizzy, blurry sight, my fever is 39.31 and I’m in sharp pain !! She stood up itching her head then said iiiIi doon’tt knoow hoow toooOo helppp ! She was useless more than me asking for any help ! She continued putting speech of some sort that my body moved by itself to another room and saw another foreigner nurse she saw me sobbing she sat me down and talked to me checking everything so she can send me to a doctor ! Next second the doctor came in !!! saw me twisting and sobbing my body is on fire she asked the nice nurse don’t send me any more patients!!!!! While I’m crying on the chair!!!!!!!!! I hate her so much I hate her I hate her to the point that might god never passes this to her ! Not that idiot nurse

The nice nurse got so nervous! she told me I might have to ask for another doctor which will take longer time ! I said no I’m going for more expensive hospital I can’t wait !!!! I thought more money will do something but they made me wait to pay 1st !!! And without me knowing I was biting my lips to endure pain while pressing on my arm and my face is so red !! she looked at my face and dared to ask me if I’m in pain !!!!! No, I’m dancing Ballet !!!!!!!!! Then she asked me to wait because there’s a line !!!

I cried I said I want to go home !
Just take me home now
I hate them so much

I honestly try my best not to believe the idea that I’m hard person just because people don’t understand what hyper alert and sensitive immune system with histamine intolerance means ! They don’t understand that our body tolerate pain badly ! I keep stopping myself from thinking it’s my luck and I’m just here to struggle! Because it’s been 3 days in my place and no one knows about me .. ugh it’s making me so emotional! I hope this is safe place to cry and open up because what the heck !!

I had trip !
I’m very careful; I got it all with me~ my food, my water, my mask and my sanitizer!
But it seems so fine ! It’s really not easy to put on the mask all the way so I wasn’t wearing it ! Then a mom came with her kids .. everything is soooo normal! We smiled ! Cute ! Yeay ! I’m fine the air is safe
it’s night trip so everyone was falling asleep
Then her older kid started coughing his lungs out I jumped wore my mask as fast as I can !
Didn’t Covid teach you something!!
Also you have other kids ! Why don’t you ask your child to cough in towel or wear kids mask !
Okay at least till others that your child is sick!

3 days my immune system has pronounced and called for war ! My temperature is 39.31 !! Pain like if car has crushed on me and drove over ! I feel every lymphatic activity! I’m doomed I can’t leave the bed!
I was careful all the freaking holidays until this moment that I trusted A MOM WITH 3 KIDS

I’m sooooo angry while I can’t breathe from my nose ! I feel like I’m dying from my back pain
Stuck in the room so depressing
I break down every few hours after talking to myself it’s going to pass

Oh wait I went to the ER ! Ha ha to my beautiful luck
The 1st the emergency I ran to look for someone I was in shocking pain I called the nurse I said please please help me I’m dizzy, blurry sight, my fever is 39.31 and I’m in sharp pain !! She stood up itching her head then said iiiIi doon’tt knoow hoow toooOo helppp ! She was useless more than me asking for any help ! She continued putting speech of some sort that my body moved by itself to another room and saw another foreigner nurse she saw me sobbing she sat me down and talked to me checking everything so she can send me to a doctor ! Next second the doctor came in !!! saw me twisting and sobbing my body is on fire she asked the nice nurse don’t send me any more patients!!!!! While I’m crying on the chair!!!!!!!!! I hate her so much I hate her I hate her to the point that might god never passes this to her ! Not that idiot nurse

The nice nurse got so nervous! she told me I might have to ask for another doctor which will take longer time ! I said no I’m going for more expensive hospital I can’t wait !!!! I thought more money will do something but they made me wait to pay 1st !!! And without me knowing I was biting my lips to endure pain while pressing on my arm and my face is so red !! she looked at my face and dared to ask me if I’m in pain !!!!! No, I’m dancing Ballet !!!!!!!!! Then she asked me to wait because there’s a line !!!

I cried I said I want to go home !
Just take me home now
I hate them so much

I honestly try my best not to believe the idea that I’m hard person just because people don’t understand what hyper alert and sensitive immune system with histamine intolerance means ! They don’t understand that our body tolerate pain badly ! I keep stopping myself from thinking it’s my luck and I’m just here to struggle! Because it’s been 3 days in my place and no one knows about me .. ugh it’s making me so emotional! I hope this is safe place to cry and open up because what the heck !!

I had trip !
I’m very careful; I got it all with me~ my food, my water, my mask and my sanitizer!
But it seems so fine ! It’s really not easy to put on the mask all the way so I wasn’t wearing it ! Then a mom came with her kids .. everything is soooo normal! We smiled ! Cute ! Yeay ! I’m fine the air is safe
it’s night trip so everyone was falling asleep
Then her older kid started coughing his lungs out I jumped wore my mask as fast as I can !
Didn’t Covid teach you something!!
Also you have other kids ! Why don’t you ask your child to cough in towel or wear kids mask !
Okay at least till others that your child is sick!

3 days my immune system has pronounced and called for war ! My temperature is 39.31 !! Pain like if car has crushed on me and drove over ! I feel every lymphatic activity! I’m doomed I can’t leave the bed!
I was careful all the freaking holidays until this moment that I trusted A MOM WITH 3 KIDS

I’m sooooo angry while I can’t breathe from my nose ! I feel like I’m dying from my back pain
Stuck in the room so depressing
I break down every few hours after talking to myself it’s going to pass

Oh wait I went to the ER ! Ha ha to my beautiful luck
The 1st the emergency I ran to look for someone I was in shocking pain I called the nurse I said please please help me I’m dizzy, blurry sight, my fever is 39.31 and I’m in sharp pain !! She stood up itching her head then said iiiIi doon’tt knoow hoow toooOo helppp ! She was useless more than me asking for any help ! She continued putting speech of some sort that my body moved by itself to another room and saw another foreigner nurse she saw me sobbing she sat me down and talked to me checking everything so she can send me to a doctor ! Next second the doctor came in !!! saw me twisting and sobbing my body is on fire she asked the nice nurse don’t send me any more patients!!!!! While I’m crying on the chair!!!!!!!!! I hate her so much I hate her I hate her to the point that might god never passes this to her ! Not that idiot nurse

The nice nurse got so nervous! she told me I might have to ask for another doctor which will take longer time ! I said no I’m going for more expensive hospital I can’t wait !!!! I thought more money will do something but they made me wait to pay 1st !!! And without me knowing I was biting my lips to endure pain while pressing on my arm and my face is so red !! she looked at my face and dared to ask me if I’m in pain !!!!! No, I’m dancing Ballet !!!!!!!!! Then she asked me to wait because there’s a line !!!

I cried I said I want to go home !
Just take me home now
I hate them so much

I honestly try my best not to believe the idea that I’m hard person just because people don’t understand what hyper alert and sensitive immune system with histamine intolerance means ! They don’t understand that our body tolerate pain badly ! I keep stopping myself from thinking it’s my luck and I’m just here to struggle! Because it’s been 3 days in my place and no one knows about me .. ugh it’s making me so emotional! I hope this is safe place to cry and open up because what the heck !!

Thanks

I have started reading An Ember in the Ashes
Novel by Sabaa Tahir; The idea of the book is so promising~ honestly, I picked it up because I only read the 1st chapter and I was like yess let’s take this one, which means I didn’t know what body the book has from events theme and genre even !

I loved the idea of fighting against control and power! For a freedom, survival! With twist of fantasy but ugh it has no depth! I’m so sorry to say the event are amazing but the knots are prosaic very predictable ! I do really dislike it when it’s ’she’s young, the most beautiful, brave, innocent …’ come oooon but I mean it’s YA novel as I later on knew !!
And I was never fan of Roman Empire!!

Anyway !
Please do recommend me a book that has this fighting for freedom ! with such strong characters

Thanks

I lost my old library!

But I remember there was this book that about two journalists traveling between planet, as they have nothing to write and report about so they were behind any news anything .

Until once they know about this woman who the gossip says that she can talk to plants! And yes she does ! she lives peacefully in her own house with garden because someone or something is after her and no one should know about this secret

I think one of the journalist will fall for her
Even played her piano ! I think

But those who’s after actually will find her

Cheesy maybe ! But what book was this ?
I think it was really really old book !

And why ?

I’ve always avoided such books; They often has an interesting promise a beautiful, intimate story ! especially slice-of-life ! But too often they never deliver. This book had a wonderful premise, yet it lacked the emotional depth to make it truly memorable! The characters felt flat, and instead of immersing me in their lives, it felt like someone was simply recounting events rather than telling a fully realized story.

The uncle's wife's story was touching and I appreciate it’s there. But for most of the book, I found myself pushing through instead of enjoying the experience!!

One thing that especially disappointed me was how empty the relationships felt. They had neither breadth nor depth; they seemed brought up together from a shallow surface of a formulaic mind !!!!! And no show of the complexity or emotional weight that makes relationships feel real. I also disliked the way finding "the right person" was portrayed as if it were simply checking boxes on a list. It’s definitely not for me at all.

Overall, this was a book full of promise but lacking the emotional richness I was hoping for! But I got it why many many people like this. Good story but bad building.

I lost my old library!

But I remember there was this book that about two journalists traveling between planet, as they have nothing to write and report about so they were behind any news anything .

Until once they know about this woman who the gossip says that she can talk to plants! And yes she does ! she lives peacefully in her own house with garden because someone or something is after her and no one should know about this secret

I think one of the journalist will fall for her
Even played her piano ! I think

But those who’s after actually will find her

Cheesy maybe ! But what book was this ?
I think it was really really old book !

nowadays I look to what need to understand of life so I can connect with book more! Stories fiction and good writing !!

And nowadays I’m facing some new changes being very challenging:
- being the only single 🥲 daydreaming while I really don’t want to mind being single and solo !! but I know it’s lovely to have your one !! I stressed my youth years enough about it !!

- no one warn me from caring too much or caring in wrong way ! I’m older sister and it’s been draining with my siblings as they don’t see me as their safe place but emotions dumping place ! it’s good notice yet too sad as I’m learning to show limits instead of emotions …