u/Orange-green-flower

I'm [25f] currently at the beginning of my death year, it's not even a month since I turned 25 and my life is already falling apart, I'm having a full blown life crisis and I am spiraling, I'm about to get my masters degree and I'm terrified about the future as the field I've chosen is extremely niche and competitive and I'm just afraid I've lost years of my life studying for something that's not even gonna end up being my future. On top of all that I started doubting my healthy relationship and screwed up, dumped my bf thinking that he would have kept me from having the future I want for myself but now I'm lonely and I think I made a huge mistake by letting go of such a beautiful connection and hurting him. It feels as if everything in my life is falling apart, literally crumbling all around me, pls someone tell me it's gonna get better and I'm going to be okay. Also tips on how to manage the death year without going insane would be very appreciated. My next year is going to be a 7

I have been working with Moldavite for a few months now and I'm definitely going through the hard part of the journey where everything I thought was stable is just crumbling around me. I try to keep a positive mindset as I know all these changes are leading me to a better reality but I feel extremely confused and sometimes anxious so I'd like to be able to see things more clearly and understand the reason behind all that's happening.

I have tried to pair my Moldavite with Herkimer diamond but it didn't work for me as it only amplified my anxiety.

Do you have any other suggestions, for crystals that can help one cut through illusion and see things more clearly and see the bigger picture?

I'm here looking for advice, so I started my Moldavite journey in February, I own two small pieces of Moldavite and got used to wear my small one around my neck 24/7. I most definitely have reached now the hardest part of the journey where everything I thought was stable in my life started crumbling and I feel so confused, I try to keep a positive mindset and I know all these changes are leading me to a better reality but I still struggle to see the bigger picture here.

I mostly just wear Moldavite on its own, some days if I want to carry a particular energy with me I'll put on a crystal bracelet or carry a tumble from my collection, but every day it's different.

I've tried pairing my Moldavite with Herkimer diamond hoping it could help me gain more clarity and perspective on all the changes but it didn't help for me, it only made me anxious (which makes sense since Herkimer basically is clear quartz and clear quartz amplifies energy, Moldavite is pretty intense on its own for me, it doesn't need to be intensified), I have also tried to purchase Lybian desert glass but it went wrong and I never actually got it, I have no access to trusted LDG sellers as of now with reasonable prices so that's not an option for me.

I assume it's normal to feel a bit lost when everything you've ever known is just flipped upside down but does anybody have any suggestions of pairings that work with Moldavite to gain clarity and see what the reason behind those changes is and where they're leading me?

Me [25F] and my bf [25M] have been together for three years now, lately I have been distancing myself a bit because I started thinking that maybe we had outgrown our relationship and thinking about a future together felt very scary. That's because we took different life paths (not necessarily incompatible but we don't share as many things as we did in the past) he chose to give up in education and started working although he hasn't really had much luck with it, I kept studying and now I'm about to get my masters degree and I've been working a bit on the side to save some money.

Our emotional connection is the most beautiful I've ever had, he literally is the perfect bf, loving, attentive, compassionate... and overall he literally is the best person I've ever known. I started resenting him because I think he wasted so much potential and he could have chosen a much better life path for himself (that may be a bit of a cocky thing to say especially bc there's no guarantee I'll actually get a great job considering my niche field of studies but at least I'm trying).

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We talked about this, he was sweet and understanding with me even though I literally told him I wasn't sure about him anymore and everyone, especially him, deserves to be chosen by their person, he was patient for months while I was hoping to get more clarity on this, but the distance between us kept growing and growing, yesterday we had a very heartfelt conversation considering the possibility of ending our relationship, this man's emotional maturity moved me deeply and that's when it hit me, why on earth would I ever even consider giving up on such a strong connection? Can't we try to make it work?

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It might very well just be the intensity of the moment and the pain it came with to make me think this (I was "fine" with the idea of breaking up the day before) but I started spiraling, did I mess everything up? Was I too presumptuous thinking that we wouldn't have a happy future even tho I still don't know what my life will look like? Or is it the right choice to let go of this relationship even if it's going to hurt like hell? And it may sound catastrophic but I know it's going to be very hard for someone else to match the connection I had with him.

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TLDR: I've been distancing myself from my bf because of fear of incompatibility on a practical level and different life path choices but letting go of such a perfect emotional connection doesn't seem right either

Me [25F] and my bf [25M] have been together for three years now, lately I have been distancing myself a bit because I started thinking that maybe we had outgrown our relationship and thinking about a future together felt very scary. That's because we took different life paths (not necessarily incompatible but we don't share as many things as we did in the past) he chose to give up in education and started working although he hasn't really had much luck with it, I kept studying and now I'm about to get my masters degree and I've been working a bit on the side to save some money.

Our emotional connection is the most beautiful I've ever had, he literally is the perfect bf, loving, attentive, compassionate... and overall he literally is the best person I've ever known. I started resenting him because I think he wasted so much potential and he could have chosen a much better life path for himself (that may be a bit of a cocky thing to say especially bc there's no guarantee I'll actually get a great job considering my niche field of studies but at least I'm trying).

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We talked about this, he was sweet and understanding with me even though I literally told him I wasn't sure about him anymore and everyone, especially him, deserves to be chosen by their person, he was patient for months while I was hoping to get more clarity on this, but the distance between us kept growing and growing, yesterday we had a very heartfelt conversation considering the possibility of ending our relationship, this man's emotional maturity moved me deeply and that's when it hit me, why on earth would I ever even consider giving up on such a strong connection? Can't we try to make it work?

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It might very well just be the intensity of the moment and the pain it came with to make me think this (I was "fine" with the idea of breaking up the day before) but I started spiraling, did I mess everything up? Was I too presumptuous thinking that we wouldn't have a happy future even tho I still don't know what my life will look like? Or is it the right choice to let go of this relationship even if it's going to hurt like hell? And it may sound catastrophic but I know it's going to be very hard for someone else to match the connection I had with him.

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I have a question for all the people who are into manifestation, what's the line between manifestation and ungratefulness?

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For some context, I have been into manifestation, crystals and spirituality in general for a little over 5 years now and many of my manifestations have become my reality but there's one specifically that still hasn't come true despite being the one I've tried to manifest for the longest time.

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I live in a small, isolated town and my friend group has been the same since I was a child, the problem is that, growing up we evolved in very different ways, they are party people who like going to clubs and getting drunk, I'm more of a nature girly and all I dream of is quiet walks in nature, deep convos and things like that. I don't think of them as bad people but they are very superficial and I just felt like I didn't belong there anymore so I started thinking that maybe I needed a change and just stopped doing things I didn't enjoy, we still see each other very rarely and I feel extremely excluded as they obv talk about things they did together and without me.

For a long time (we are talking at least 3 years) since feeling like this I've tried manifesting the fried group of my dreams made of truly aligned people, I've tried to overcome my shyness and put myself out there, going to places where I could meet people with the same interests, forcing myself to talk to people and form connections but so far I only managed to make one new friend (she's amazing and I am extremely grateful for her but she's still not a group)

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Last night I was a little sad and thought that I often FELT lonely in the past because I was different but now I actually AM alone most of the time. Maybe I was ungrateful to think my friends weren't good enough and to hope for more aligned connections?

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