help pls

I fell in love with this experimental hair render by cherrym, but I have no clue where to even start and what steps there are 😭 I'm completely lost

I tried to recreate it twice and failed

The red and brown ones are my failed tries

u/ParamedicReady6770 — 8 days ago
▲ 16 r/VeganDE

Ein Schritt näher!

Komplett vegan sein ist für mich grad nicht möglich, da ich noch nicht Selbstversorger bin und meine Mutter dagegen ist (es sei ja so ungesund 🙄 obwohl ich mit so ziemlich 0 Fleisch die einzige in meinen Kreisen bin ohne Eisen Angel oder zu hohes Cholesterin ect)

Aber ich ersetzte was ich kann.

Ein großes Problem war für mich Tofu, da der nie was wurde. (bin überzeugt das war auch, weil meine Mutter den nie gewürzt hat und ich deshalb als ich jünger war den nicht mochte)

Jetzt hab ich aber endlich einen Weg gefunden wie ich den mag! Und ich bin ssosososososossosooooo happy darüber.

Vegane Faschiertes ist bei mir schon länger Alltag, aber ich bin einfach so happy, dass ich jetzt Tofu mag. Ich musste das einfach teilen.

Und falls ihr andere Rezepte habt, sehr willkommen 😭🙏

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u/ParamedicReady6770 — 10 days ago

First pushup ?

Heyaaaa, I would like to get my first pushup and I tried doing negatives, but every time i try to push upwards (which is very difficult already) my abdomen just cannot stay straight. It always just drags upwards with my shoulders, even when I really really try to stay straight.

Any suggestions ok what to do to fix that?

I went from wall to knee negatives instantly, since i don't have a surface stable enough for incline in my room.

Yes I do have a counter, but my mother doesn't allow me to do that on there, because I could "damage it" (with my 61kg)apparently.

So I'm kinda lost on what to do

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u/ParamedicReady6770 — 13 days ago

Same effect as running?

I want to start running, for cardiovascular health's and stamina, but I this heat I physically cannot go outside without nearly collapsing.

At home I can atleast put on a fan.

Is there anything I can do at home to improve my cardiovascular health and stamina until the cooler months come?

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u/ParamedicReady6770 — 15 days ago

Is this ai? I'm staff in a community and we don't allow a, but I'm having problems deciding if it is.

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I think it is, because the eyelid is completely screwed + the horn has a render that doesn't match at all.

I'm waiting for my fellow staff members to take a look at it, but I decided more eyes are always good

u/ParamedicReady6770 — 18 days ago

Tofu recipes?

I am not vegan, simply because it is not possible in my household, but I want to atleast do what I can while I am dependant on my mother. Like tofu.

I only have access to two kinds of tofu. Extra firm natural tofu and extra firm smoked tofu

So far I want to like it, but I have had no success in preparing it well

So i hope yall can help out a tofu beginner? 🙏

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u/ParamedicReady6770 — 20 days ago
▲ 2 r/acne

Finally found something that works for me!!!

Oldest to newest

Oldest was juli 15th

Newest is 10 minutes ago

I am a skin picker (unfortunately), especially when I m focusing

u/ParamedicReady6770 — 28 days ago

I am not ready

My mom is still pretty healthy, but today we were at the doctor's office. Some of her arteries/veins are starting to show sediments.

She is about 61 years old. I am 19.

The last few years I've been panicked about her dying and now more than ever, because it's becoming more real.

I'm not ready to loose her. She's the only light in my life. I have no on else. I love her too much.

I dont think I can survive her leaving me in this godawful world. I don't know what to do with myself.

I know the likelihood of me being the one to find her dead are near 100% and I can't

I Just can't oh my god

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u/ParamedicReady6770 — 1 month ago

Finished a fic

Just finished a Fic of my new all time favorite pair

Probably the best one

I laughed, cried and wailed today like I haven't in a while

And the way it hurts that the Fic is finished and the author said there will be a 2nd part in the story

But they deleted their account and all their works almost 2 years ago. So I'll never get to that, if it was ever written

Its common for me to feel empty after finishing a beloved Fic, especially when I'm so emotionally invested. Even after years of reading, I still don't know how to cope. Especially when the ship is pretty dead.

I need a nap.

Man I wish I had mutuals

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u/ParamedicReady6770 — 3 months ago

Update

OK, my last one was a mess

Idk If it has to do with the tutorial or smth

But now I deleted that character and just freestyled a Ciri FC and it slays

u/ParamedicReady6770 — 3 months ago