u/Perfect-Persimmon-23

Their most famous excuse is, “but it’s different when I do it.” No, it’s not.

If you feel a way when your husband does it to where you get mad and insecure, you think it makes him feel good when you do it?

It’s probably because my life motto has always been “if I don’t like when it’s done to me, I don’t do it to others.” I wish everyone had that motto, the world would probably be a bette place.

I could say, “well I like this thing and these are the reasons why” and someone will get mad at that and say “why don’t you like x and y? I like x and y, do you think you’re better than the majority?” — that’s just an example but they come in all forms.

For another example, there’s this show called Love Island. I’ve never watched it but it pops on my fyp a lot — people talking about it. There’s a lot of people upset that an actress likes certain guys on the show, they’re making think pieces and all. I’m so confused, why does another person liking characters in a show bother you so much to where you making videos shitting on someone you don’t know? Do you not find that odd?

Idk why it’s so normal for some people to think that their opinions matter and that they need to make a think piece about every single situation. I just started blocking the accounts that pop up that labels their content as “yaps”

I probably got off topic, idk, I can’t really tell. I’m about to go to sleep so good morning.

I had surgery on Friday and so far, so good. The only complaint I have is the intense itching that comes whenever I wake up or move after a while. It doesn’t hurt, just itch.

To make it worse, the wound is right under my vagina opening. I want to itch it so bad but I can’t :( the sitz baths I take don’t even help.

I seen that itching is supposed to be a sign of it healing but omg, it’s so intense! It can last for minutes.

It’s a bittersweet feeling. I’m glad the cyst is gone but the itching still makes me feel like I have it.

I killed somebody and got a galaxy dream sprite and it activated something in me. I need more.

I heard angelic bells when it popped off the body. I want more of that high.

I’ve always played builds, it’s what I knew. I’ve tried zero build a few times but didn’t like how I couldn’t build to protect myself so swore it off.

Well, for the past 3 days I’ve been playing on my IPad and it’s easier playing zero builds, I got used to it. Stopped trying to build.

I just tried builds for the first time in 3 days and omg, now I see what people have been saying about ppl build battling themselves. For the first 10 mins, I forgot I was in build and just ran whenever I got shot at. The shield protection comes in handy too. I got used to it and wondered why I lost health so easy 😂

Plus the infinity shock waves are really nice. Tried to shock away too many times and got sad every time I couldn’t.

I’ve been with my health insurance for a couple of years now and I go to my needed checkups, I just wasn’t aware I would get money for going!

Today! I discovered $205 in my rewards program. I had surgery Friday and was scrolling around my insurance info and seen it.

Yes, I already used most of it. I can only get gift cards and I was able to get things I needed without coming out of pocket. Very nice in a time like this.

I’m just amazed because I would not have known that if it wasn’t for my surgery.

I always try to befriend enemies and they always kill me but I’ll never stop! Sometimes it does go good but it’s rare.

Wish the game had proximity chat! I lie, no I don’t. Hmm, well it depends. So maybe I do.

Maybe I just want another game mode like Delulu lol. I love exploring the map without having to worry about killing or being killed.

Sorry, I’m on pain meds and it’s making me talkative. I wasn’t even going to type this much but I’m bored so I’m going to get back on Fortnite now.

I want to go on a joyride with an enemy for a while, that’s honestly one of my goals.

I’ve been building my story for months, putting a lot of work into building my characters and their world. I want to publish it on Wattpad because I love it; been writing on there since I was 14.

Lately, I’ve been seeing a lot of post of people showing their story has been stolen and is being sold on different platforms and that’s so sad. It’s my biggest fear, releasing something I love, to share with ppl and some evil person just comes and steals it as their own.

I’m still going to post because I feel like my story will entertain and help people but this fear is just ringing loud!

I am Black American and I want to write a fantasy book about powerful black women and something told me to include mixed black women so I did.

I have a black and mexican woman, black and japanese woman, black and white woman, and a full black woman.

I’m not mixed but I still want to include them in my book because it’s going to show different stories, backgrounds and cultures. Also because for some reason, some people don’t count mixed members as black and I want to change that. We all deserve representation!

Super excited! I’ve been building this book since January! It’s coming together so beautifully.

What do you think about my quote?

It’s from the eyes of a husband talking about his wife who is quiet around others but around him, she talks about any and everything and he’s always there to experience it and loves it.

What do you think about my quote?

It’s from the eyes of a husband talking about his wife who is quiet around others but around him, she talks about any and everything and he’s always there to experience it and loves it.

I know this isn’t a new thing but the way I’ve been noticing it every time I’m on the road lately is sad.

There are so many impatient people. Can’t stop for 30s to let a car turn. They have to beep or swerve around crazy, putting themselves and others at risk because they don’t have the time to wait 30s!

A few weeks ago, this car tried to make time and turn onto a busy street I was driving down, didn’t see my car over the car that was turning and almost crashed into me. Luckily, I stopped before they could hit me but omg. There weren’t any cars behind me, if he would’ve waited 10-30s, that wouldn’t have happened.

I hate driving in Columbus. People do not care about other people on the road, only themselves. Always drive with others in mind. You’re not the main character on the road. Everyone has to make it home safe.

As someone who used to get annoyed by waiting, that wait could be saving me from something I can’t see.

Think about it.

People are racist because they don’t like a skin color.

Then they stereotype and that’s paranoia. They go around grouping ppl together because they think that’s how they all are. They’re paranoid. A lot of racist people don’t even KNOW a person they’re racist towards, don’t try to get to know them or anything but always, being racist for no reason.

They bring up the people they’re racist towards unprovoked all the time. That is not normal. Why do you want to sit and chat about the people you hate? It’s weird and it’s showing you’re obsessed which is another mental illness.

If you’re racist, you are not right in the head. You have a mental illness and you need to work on it.

I always try to polish what I say so it’s easier for people but it’s makes writing boring for me.

I am going to embrace the way I write. Some people may like it, others won’t. I am okay with that.

I was always told not to talk highly of myself or things because it will be taken away or something like that. Haven’t heard it in years but it scared me to where that became my silent life motto.

Whenever I was proud of something I did or had, I was scared to boost about it because I didn’t want anything bad to happen.

I’m 28 unlearning that. Be proud of yourself, brag if you’re happy you have a pretty smile. It is not conceited. It is okay to think of yourself as beautiful. You absolutely should think you’re the most good looking person walking this planet. I’d agree with you!

If you like your material things that you worked hard for, show it off. Don’t feel ashamed to show that you have nice things in fear that people will take it away.

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It is okay to brag and or flex things that you have physically and materially because…. You shouldn’t hide yourself to make others comfortable. I think that’s why it started anyways.

Now don’t get me wrong, some people do go overboard.

You can be humble while being proud of yourself too. When I say it’s okay to brag/flex, I mean compliment yourself, say “oh, I have that rare emote on Fortnite” without other ppl looking at you weird.

What no, that’s not why I made this post.

What’s your favorite song? (1986)

Last May, I got a Pap smear and it came back as abnormal. A few months after that, I got a colposcopy and was told it wasn’t HR and it will go away on its own.

It’s been 9 months since then, got my annual pap a few days ago and the results came back 2 days later, NORMAL PAP AND NEGATIVE HPV! WOOO YAHHH!

I know HPV is common so I wasn’t really freaking out but I do feel more free now that I know it’s gone. I don’t have anyone to share this news with because I don’t want personal people in my business but strangers? The more the merrier!