[L] overwhelmed about upcoming birthday
I am 36M turning 37 on the 24th of October. I feel overwhelmed and hopeless due to unbelievably high stress in all aspects of my life, and I am wishing that I get a heart attack and die before or on the 24th.
I have never had friends and have ko support group. I am autistic and have a laundry list of mental disorders so just looking to talk to anyone