[L] overwhelmed about upcoming birthday

I am 36M turning 37 on the 24th of October. I feel overwhelmed and hopeless due to unbelievably high stress in all aspects of my life, and I am wishing that I get a heart attack and die before or on the 24th.

I have never had friends and have ko support group. I am autistic and have a laundry list of mental disorders so just looking to talk to anyone

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u/PurpuraFulminans1789 — 4 days ago
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Overhwhelmed as birthday gets closer

I am 36M turning 37 on the 24th of October. I feel overwhelmed and hopeless due to unbelievably high stress in all aspects of my life, and I am wishing that I get a heart attack and die before or on the 24th.

I have never had friends and have ko support group. I am autistic and have a laundry list of mental disorders so just looking to talk to anyone

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u/PurpuraFulminans1789 — 4 days ago

Birthday in 14 days, feel hopeless

I am 36M, turning 37 soon. My birthday is on the Saturday exactly 2 weeks from now. I am dreading my 37th birthday and feel like I do not want this birthday at all.

I feel awful and hopeless. Just wanting to talk, as I have no friends and thus no support system whatsoever.

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u/PurpuraFulminans1789 — 5 days ago
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Birthday in 14, days feel hopeless

I am 36M, turning 37 soon. My birthday is on the Saturday exactly 2 weeks from now. I am dreading my 37th birthday and feel like I do not want this birthday at all.

I feel awful and hopeless. Just wanting to talk, as I have no friends and thus no support system whatsoever.

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u/PurpuraFulminans1789 — 5 days ago

36, turning 37 in 2 weeks and feeling like a burden due to my conditions

I am 36M but turn 37 in about 2 weeks. I feel like I am a burden, given that I have a laundry list of mental problems. I can even count them:

  1. autism

  2. OCD

  3. GAD

  4. social anxiety

  5. MDD

  6. ADHD

  7. C-PTSD

  8. selective mutism

All of these i have formal diagnoses for. There are potentially more, as I have not been tested for those yet.

All 8 have caused me problems up to this day, but by far the worst ones which have screwed up my life so badly are the first two. I have never had friends in my whole life, so I have no support group.

The fact that I turn 37 soon, yet I feel like I am a 16 year old turning 17 instead hurts. I lost my whole 20s to these disorders, now I am nearing 40.

I just feel hopeless and awful, a burden to everyone who knows me, as well as feel like I do not want to live anymore.

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u/PurpuraFulminans1789 — 5 days ago

36, turning 37 in 2 weeks and feeling like a burden due to my conditions

I am 36M but turn 37 in about 2 weeks. I feel like I am a burden, given that I have a laundry list of mental problems. I can even count them:

  1. autism

  2. OCD

  3. GAD

  4. social anxiety

  5. MDD

  6. ADHD

  7. C-PTSD

  8. selective mutism

All of these i have formal diagnoses for. There are potentially more, as I have not been tested for those yet.

All 8 have caused me problems up to this day, but by far the worst ones which have screwed up my life so badly are the first two. I have never had friends in my whole life, so I have no support group.

The fact that I turn 37 soon, yet I feel like I am a 16 year old turning 17 instead hurts. I lost my whole 20s to these disorders, now I am nearing 40.

I just feel hopeless and awful, a burden to everyone who knows me, as well as feel like I do not want to live anymore.

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u/PurpuraFulminans1789 — 6 days ago

Struggling with stress, AuDHD and no friends

I am 36M with AuDHD, OCD, anxiety, C-PTSD. I turn 37 in less than 3 weeks.

I am under extreme stress this year, never had friends to talk to as this might be the worst hear of my life and the worst birthday of my life. Struggling and feel hopeless, not sure what to do

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u/PurpuraFulminans1789 — 9 days ago

36M struggling looking for friends to write to

36M, almost 37, from California, formally diagnosed with ASD, OCD, anxiety, ADHD, never had true friends in life. Interests include foreign language learning and travelling. Struggling and lost interest in life, looking to write

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u/PurpuraFulminans1789 — 11 days ago

Struggling and feeling awful

I am an autistic 36M who is turning 37 in 3 weeks. I have been struggling since June and have never had friends, so I lack a support system.

I feel so misunderstood, and my SI is spiking.

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u/PurpuraFulminans1789 — 11 days ago

Struggling, feel awful

I am an autistic 36M who is turning 37 in 3 weeks. I have been struggling since June and have never had friends, so I lack a support system.

I feel so misunderstood, and my SI is spiking.

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u/PurpuraFulminans1789 — 11 days ago

Cada vez mais sem vontade de viver

36H, mas faltam 3 semanas para o meu 37o aniversário. Todo o mundo odiam-me pelo meu autismo e os otros trastornos mentais. Nunca tive amigos e sinto-me solo, sem vontade de viver.

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u/PurpuraFulminans1789 — 12 days ago

Struggling, feeling hopeless and misunderstood

I am an autistic 36M who is turning 37 next month. I have been struggling since June and have never had friends, so I lack a support system. I feel so misunderstood.

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u/PurpuraFulminans1789 — 14 days ago

Struggling and want to talk

I am an autistic 36M who is turning 37 next month.

I have been struggling since June and have never had friends, so I have no-one to talk to about this.

I just want to talk, maybe make friends.

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u/PurpuraFulminans1789 — 15 days ago