I'm gonna give an exam in 5 months and I still haven't started preparing properly, i want some subs that are gonna help me in the process like making it easier and obviously helping me crack that exam.
If you're aware of any techniques or subs please comment on it
Dear A
I know we are not that close you might not even consider me as your friend but when I called my friend yesterday, I did not expect to hear that you are no longer on this earth. I was surprised, confused, sad and nauseous. We hung out till 11 pm with our friend group, shared Ciggerates, went to a concert together with our friend group and even did a drama together and honestly you were an amazing person.
I have cried today thinking about you, thinking about the memories, it's 4 am and all I could think about is you. We might not have ever texted each other but we have talked sitting on the floor of your room about colleges and how excited you were to join your desired college. Im sorry that it had to end this way, it's sad I don't know what your friends must be going through especially since they were right there all intoxicated when you drowned, I don't know what to say. I wish this never happened I wish you were alive and well I really hope you're in a good place right now.
The entire town will talk about this, everyone will know, but I hope you realise you'll be immensely missed by your friends that cared and loved you. I don't really believe in heaven or hell but I hope it's peaceful where you are right now.
Rest in peace A, I'll forever remember you.
Is 3 days a week alright? Because I'll also be preparing for CLAT so I gotta take some off days just to prep for that.
I'm in a spot right now since I thought I would take a partial drop and prep for clat but all my plans failed I'm not getting any good colleges and the one I got has a strict attendance compulsion. So I'm confused whether I should take a full drop or not.
And also how do I proceed like what I start with I'm literally at square 1 so I don't know shit, Newspaper free resources, also is coaching really necessary ?I mean I'm willing to work hard and you know I don't want to put financial burden on my parents yet. So please guide me from scratch if you absolutely don't mind
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Living in a 3rd world country with parents that have no job, might be the worst possible thing a human has to go through, I did not want to be born I don't want to be here, my situation is so fucked, ik I'm young and I still got time but I can't afford shit, it's actually gut wrenching when I hear my parents complain about the smallest fucking things money related I get it we are poor but do something about it, my dad like a loser he is just slacks off and I don't know what the fuck he is surviving in so naturally all the burden falls on top of my mother, she obviously does not have a job and is self employed. It fucking ruins me whenever she tells other people how she barely was able to pay for my school fees, why I don't get it why the fuck did these two people have a child What for?? For society? Like can't you guys see you have no job no security we'll fall off. I can't even dream because of them because dreaming in the current world is expensive a good college would take tons of money that my parents would not be able to afford I'm sick and tired of this shit, of seeing how my friends all around me get into colleges and live their life not worrying about shit because they got money. How the fuck are my parents expecting me to get into a good college and secure great jobs if they don't invest in me first? I don't have the heart to sit down and tell them that it takes soo much more money than we possibly have to get something great in return.
This is stupid, i wish I could just vanish at least they would not have to pay for my shit afterwards, I feel like a leech , I could continue studying in a shitty ass college get a shitty ass degree and none of my dreams would be fulfilled and I'll die. I don't have anything and can't have anything everything is out of reach there's no point in working hard anyways
Have you ever given CUET because you wanted to get into a college so that you would not have to take a full drop and could prepare for clat, but your CUET marks comes out to be horrible and no good colleges would admit you, so you go for other colleges based on your 12th marks and get allotted one that's not of your choice and has an attendance criteria and needs you to be present within 4th July for physical verification but you're so fucking confused and scared because taking a drop and not cracking CLAT sounds like a nightmare while all your friends around you go to some college so you just stop and don't fucking do anything?
Never?
Growing up I was never a good student, today I'm 18 and honestly life feels like shit. I just got done with school, in my +2 I took humanities and scored 91% in 12th (Best of 5) now this is the first time after class 3 I'm scoring such marks, though I wasn't excited rather I made the mistake of hoping.
I hoped for good colleges, but I forgot that I'm a dumb ass fucking bitch that does not study and procrastinates like 24/7. I wanna do law but I think a stupid as girl like me does not deserve to get into a law college because itd be a waste
I gave cuet without proper prep hoping id score wonders, because I managed to score 91% in boards by cramping shit up in the last few days. Well as expected it went shit, it's hilarious cuz I really thought I'd get into atleast Du south campus or BHU main campus but even that looks out of reach rn.
I wanted to prep for clat but I again did not want to take drop because I feared that I might be unable to crack CLAT , so it's better to keep options.
Currently I have Zero desirable options. I got into this college that I have zero interest in, it's an okayish college that my parents are not really happy about and obviously neither am I. I filled out countless application forms but I did not get selected, The one I did, I don't wanna go.
You know times like this I wish my parents were crazy rich atleast then I would have been off to some private University not fucking worrying about colleges and shit, but unfortunately you can't have shit when you're poor and stupid.
I want to do law but I think its late the exam is in Dec, I don't know what to do, I need to prepare, i dunno if I should even go to a college what the fuck am I supposed to tell my parents. Where do I prepare from? What the fuck do I prepare?
I accept that this is all because of me, nd there's no point in crying over spilled milk but I feel hopeless
I know these are very low scores but is there a chance for me to get into good BHU colleges with these??
I first played this game years ago but since I was young and clueless I couldn't understand shit. So now I'm trying to play this properly.
I finished yoosung's happy ending route, and played his after ending which cost me hourglass , now I'm kinda conscious since to play deep story and another story I would require like 750+ hourglasses.
So should I just finish all the routes and then play the after ending?
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