I have such a hard time leaving my house, I feel too ugly to be seen in the world, how can I feel better about myself?

I have such a hard time leaving my house, I feel too ugly to be seen in the world, how can I feel better about myself?
I get so many looks when I’m out, like I know people think I’m weird. Maybe even creepy idk. I try really hard to be friendly and not come off odd. I have a hard time marking connections though. People ALWAYS comment on me being quiet and “tiny” . I hate it. It’s not I. Like a cute way, it’s like “ ew, do you eat?” Oh yah also my posture. Anyways I look at myself in the mirror and I see the ugliest person in the world. How can I feel better about myself so I can be happier? I just want to hide.
I think I am actually terrified of people because I get so many looks and comments.

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u/Quiet_Improvement210 — 2 days ago

Woke up this morning and my stitch is hanging down and really bugging me.

I feel it on my tongue and it’s rly annoying. Has anyone else had this happen? Hopefully it’ll fall out soon.

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u/Quiet_Improvement210 — 2 days ago

I woke up thinking I need to look up the work ‘Kieko’ , what do you think that means?

Meant to say word instead of work , sorry!

So I can’t actually remember too much of my dream but I woke up thinking that I had to look up the word ‘ kieko’ . It was important in some way. I looked it up and seems like it’s a name. There was no more context to my dream that I remember. Do you think it is meaning good luck ( person, or baby) is coming my way? I don’t think I’ve seen it anywhere recently and I am only English speaking. Wondering if anyone had more context on this word… thanks ! 😊

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u/Quiet_Improvement210 — 2 days ago

Can I have a reading please? I would some guidance on what to do next?

I would love a reading please. I am trying to get away from my abusive husband and I’m not seeing any way out. Financially I just can’t leave. I’ve finally started taking care of myself for the first time in YEARS. I even overcame something I was TERRIFIED of. Anyways I’m starting to feel hopeless again, I just want to meet someone and it feels so hopeless with my husband around and I have kids. I’m so lonely and alienated from anyone. I’m told I’m crazy and stupid if I even try to stick up for myself. I would love to meet someone and be happy but what normal man would want to be involved in all this. I just feel so hopeless. So anyways I would love a reading and some guidance on what to do next. I need hope.

u/Quiet_Improvement210 — 4 days ago

I’m on day 3, I only had my top left tooth pulled, can I start eating solids, like toast or a quesadilla?

I’m just so hungry and I think if I eat
It in small pieces I should be fine. I’m not in too much pain and can keep it to one side of the mouth.

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u/Quiet_Improvement210 — 5 days ago

What’s the syringe for ?

I thought they said I was going to be prescribes some sort of cleaning thing to use with the syringe but when I picked up my prescription all it was antibiotics and ibuprofen. So should I just use the syringe with water to rinse the area?

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u/Quiet_Improvement210 — 6 days ago

Dream about a painting crumbling to pieces?

I was painting on this BIG canvas and it was a picture of a house (I think on a beach and possibly trees around). The house number I think was 713 ( maybe even 813, yesterday’s date?) I had started the painting along time ago and was fixing it up, adding more color and spots, it was rainbows and colorful. I asked my husband ( and my grandpa was there too ) what he thought, said it was a little too orange but I told him it was in the sunset, then I realized the sun light was coming in a different direction than where the light source was so I added more color to fix the orange. Meanwhile kids running around up to mischief ( besides the main point I think)… while trying to fix my painting it broke and started crumbling. I was upset but then remembered I had new canvas but it wasn’t big like this old canvas I was working on was. So I had a great idea to put the two canvas together and make a big painting with it and would be almost the same size. I was looking at the canvas wrapped in plastic and I haven’t even opened them yet. But I was thinking of all the ideas of my new painting.

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u/Quiet_Improvement210 — 6 days ago

How soon after the procedure did you take pain killers?

They say you’re not supposed to eat for an hour, did you wait an hour or take it right away? I’m hoping to be ok with just ibuprofen, only getting my top left decayed wisdom tooth removed tomorrow.

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u/Quiet_Improvement210 — 8 days ago

Decayed wisdom tooth just chipped down to my gums, appointment to get it pulled is tomorrow, will this complicate the extraction?

So I’m getting my top left wisdom tooth removed tomorrow and a couple days ago it chipped all the way down to the gums. I am assuming the roots are still there but I don’t feel anything in the hole except one pointy part. My question is will this make the extraction more complicated?

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u/Quiet_Improvement210 — 8 days ago

Decayed wisdom tooth just chipped down to my gums, appointment to get it pulled is tomorrow, will this complicate the extraction?

I am getting my one top left wisdom tooth removed, it is severely decayed and it just chipped, all the way down to my gums. I’m assuming the root is still there. Will this make the procedure longer tomorrow? Wanted to add I have bad dental anxiety and am just getting local anesthesia. So please tell me it’s not going to be a more complicated extraction.

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u/Quiet_Improvement210 — 8 days ago
▲ 1 r/Tarots

When will I get away from my abuser and find someone to share my life with?

So I asked my cards : When will I get away from my abuser and find someone to share my life with? When I pulled the ace of swords it felt so heavy, I have never felt a card that heavy before ( would almost describe it as a burn). Anyways here’s the deck I chose.

I’m not seeing an end to being with my husband, I’m disassociating and going into a deep depression because of his abuse. I keep dreaming of meeting someone, even just a friend. I am so lonely.

u/Quiet_Improvement210 — 10 days ago

My wisdome tooth fell out, I’m assuming roots are still there, will that make extraction harder?

I’m getting my top left wisdom tooth removed, but it was so bad that it fell out and I don’t even feel it anymore, just gums. I’m assuming there’s still roots in there, is that going to make the surgery harder to get out now? Or would it be easier because it’s mostly gone? I am worried about the surgery, I am only having local anesthetic too, just thought I would add that.

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u/Quiet_Improvement210 — 12 days ago

Has anyone had one wisdom tooth that almost rotted away pulled out with no anesthesia?

So I have a wisdom tooth ( top left) that has cracked all the way to the gum, I only feel one small piece of it. I’m having it removed on the 13th. I’m haveing it removed on the 13th. I panic with anesthesia, and I’m terrified in general. After reading posts and comments here, it’s gotten me scared to do it without anesthesia. Has anyone had a tooth similar removed? Is the numbness the same as a regular dentist would numb you? Does it feel the same? Am I crazy for not wanting anesthesia? Do you think it would be an easy procedure, I mean I imagine it’s mostly gone already. I’m considering canceling I’m so nervous now.

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u/Quiet_Improvement210 — 24 days ago
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I’m not sure what else to do with my life? Just a vent I guess.

I’m not sure what to do with my life. I have kids so that’s keeping me going. But I have no friends, no family. I do have a husband but we don’t get along and he makes life extremely hard on me. I’ve explained to him that I have no one to talk to ( other than my toddlers), no family, just nothing and I ask if we can just get along for the kids and he won’t even do that. I cry myself to sleep every night. I feel like I don’t even have freedom because he controls everything and I just exist in his mess. I’ve made an effort to make friends and I can’t seem to connect with people. I get weird looks from people all the time. I don’t understand because I do everything to be friendly. I also am starting to panic and have anxiety every day.

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u/Quiet_Improvement210 — 25 days ago

Did you grow up with friends that also had nystagmus?

Did you grow up with friends that also had nystagmus? How important do you feel like that is to have friends that have it as well? I am thinking of reaching out in my community to see if there are any other moms with young children with nystagmus.

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u/Quiet_Improvement210 — 27 days ago

What’s the next step if my dentist can’t get me numb?

I know it’s probably not their fault and my own body, so idk what to do next. I made an appointment with a new dentist because I wasn’t happy with my other dentist anyways. I’m feeling hopeless though, is it worth trying a new dentist? Is there a specialist of some sort I should ask for?

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u/Quiet_Improvement210 — 1 month ago

Wisdom tooth broke all the way down to my gums. Apt not till the 13th of august, will I be ok?

My tooth chipped and i can feel my gums now, so it’s pretty bad. I’m reading all these stories of people dieing within a week of their tooth chipping. I have an appointment to see an oral surgeon on august 13th. I can’t get in sooner because of work and my kids needing a babysitter ect. I’m terrified I’m going to die. Should I just be constantly salt water rinsing it throughout the day?

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u/Quiet_Improvement210 — 1 month ago

When do you tell your child he has nystagmus and how is a good way to tell him?

So my son is newly 4 and has nystagmus( diagnosed at 6 months old). We have never actually told him he has nystagmus or explained to him what it is. I was wondering when you told your kids or your parents told you? I’m sure he suspects something because we have been to the eye doctor and his siblings haven’t, maybe heard us talking in past as well. (I have told him we’re going to the dr to check your eyes).He’s never really asked about it and I was wondering when a good time to tell him is. I really don’t want him to feel like something is wrong with him so I guess that why I haven’t told him yet. My dad had it too so I always assumed when I didn’t tell him I would bring up ‘papa Tim’. My dad did pass away though so unfortunately he can’t have him in his life. Anyways any and all suggestions would be great? Thanks!

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u/Quiet_Improvement210 — 1 month ago