u/Quiet_Protection_750

constructive crictism are welcommed

في امتحان اونلاين ولا من الجامعه الامريكيه ولا بتقيمو نفسكم؟

بصراحه مش عرفه انزل فين غير هنا بالزات ان مؤدين الصوت العرب نادرين جدا لو حد مهتم يبعتلي او لو حد يعرف حد يقول

My 21f friend 21f had been neglecting me responding late to my texts it may take her weeks to respond while she text others and is online i used to act like her and respond late too until i thought that i don't want to be a side kick anymore and ill just stop responding without saying anything becouse i am just tired of this loop. But anyway i know regret it becouse i am afraid that it may have hurt her alot more than late responses had hurt me and i am thinking of apologizing just becouse i don't want her to think that i don't care becouse i actually care too much and love her alot thats why her behavior annoyed me, but she doesn't like usually hard conversations and it overwhelms her and i am scared of her possible responds (yeah ghosters are cowards) idk what to do

need:

2 male voice actors

A sound designer

A musician

اي نوع من الكتب حيكون حلو جدا علشان اثقف نفسي و اتعلم عن مجالات تانيه و شكرا مقدما

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Our relationship was pretty good until she got depressed and ig the way I was trying to help was making things worse for her. She lost passion in everything and every time I talk to her she shuts me off. I would give advice of self improvement i would encourage her to go out or do productive stuff together. Maybe it'll help her mood, but she gets too defensive every time, and gets annoyed at my action-driven spirit which makes me feel bad about myself, so I stopped reaching out. I feel guilty, and I wish we could go back, but I don't know what to do or how or what is best

انا بنت و عيزه بنت نشجع بعض على القراءه او التعلم بصفه عامه انا الحاجه الشغوفه اتعلم عنها هي الاقتصاد و الماليه بس المجال معقد فمحتاجه حد يشاركني فيه

مش حتكلم عن الفقر و الجهل و التخلف و العقد و الامراض النفسيه البنطلعها على بعض و لا على ان مفيش اي حقوق انسانيه ولا في الصحه ولا في المأكل ولا في المعيشه ولا في اي حاجه و وجودنا عبئ على المجتمع لاسباب حقيقيه

حتكلم عن الناس نفسهم و مش قصدي التعميم لان اكيد كل مجتمع في الوحش و الحلو بس الوحش العندنا كتير اوي

الناس صعبه و مفتريه لو كان ممكن ناكل بعض كانو عملوها الناس معندهمش أخلاق او تربيه و الدين عندهم الحجاب و الجنس ولا كأن الإسلام جه ليكمل مكارم الأخلاق

النفاق و الغش و التماطل و الكذب و الشهاده الزور و القذف و العنصريه بأقذر انواعها بقو حاجه عاديه و يا عم عديها

الصحافه عندنا من أقذر الحجات الفي الدنيا مش عباره عن حاجه غير تضليل و نميمه و نشر الفتنه شوفو الفرق بين الصحافه المصريه و اي دوله تانيه حتفهمو الفرق...

شوفتو واقعه الاهالي الضربو المدرسه علشان مردتش تخلي العيال تغش؟؟ مفيش حاجه بتمثل المجتمع اكتر من دي

الواحد لما بيبقا عايز يطور من نفسه بيتابع صبات اجنبيه يقرء و يتعلم من كتب اجنبيه يتفاعل مع مجتمعات اجنبيه اول ميقلب الsocial media بالعربي بيلاقي اكتر حجات محبطه ممكن تتلاقى.

لو حد جرب يكلم اجانب انتو عرفين سمعتنا عمله ازاي ؟ الواحد بجد سعات بيتكسف انه مصري و دي اكتر حاجه بتوجع

ليه محدش مهتم ليه كل كلامكم عن الجواز و الجنس الاخر الكلام اليفقع المراره و يخليني اعمل ميوت لكل الصبات المصريه

ليه نادر جدا محد يتكلم عن الصداقه؟ الانسان محتاج يتواصل مع بشر علشان يبقا انسان.

بالنسبالي الصداقه اهم من الجواز بمليون مره بس للاسف مش كتير حيفهمو وجهه نظري

احنا كنا قريبين جدا بس بعد محصلي موقف وحش موقفتش جمبي زي ما انا كنت متخيله (هيا عملت الواجب بس اكنها واحده بعيده و انا لو مكانها و هي حصلها الحصلي كنت وقفت جمبها اكتر من كده) , عموما من بعد ده و انا بقيت بتجاهلها و بقصر في الكلام و رغم ان لسه بحبها بس كنت فعلا عيزه وقت و في الوقت ده بقا عندها صحبه مفضله جديده و انا بغير بس مش ببين فكنت ببعد اكتر و كانت بتحاول تتقرب بس بسطحيه و انا مش بقدر استحمل السطحيه في العلاقات... فدلوقتي احنا بعاد جدا بس لسه بشوفها معاها و بتعب نفسيا و ندمانه و حسه بالزنب اني بعدت منغير تفسير في نفس الوقت حسه بالغضب و القهره و بقول يمكن كده احسن لينا

زي

little prince , peterpan مثلا

سوال للستات و الرجاله هل اصحابكم نسيوكم بعد متجوزو او هل انتم نسيتوهم بعد متجوزتو ؟ أصلها ظاهره مؤلمه جدا بشوفها

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i was having a hard time in my life, so I spent a lot of time alone and i was distancing myself from people. She didn't ask, she gave me space, and then she replaced me. My toxic trait is that I am trying to show her that idc and that I have many other friends and that she is not even that important to me, she probably believes its true which is not what I want but... we have communication issues and i am so jealous that i am no longer her n1.

We have a very push pull relationship sometimes she talks i get exited and talk alot but then she talks in a way that shows me we arent close like that anymore anf i feel like she isn't comfortable so i distance and we keep repeating that. Sometimes i feel like its better if she just told me she hates me, i hate the stage we are in i feel like i want us to either be close or not and also I HAVE NO IDEA HOW SHE FEELS ABOUT ME she never communicates and when our conversations start to get abit deep she runs. And in return i act like idgaf and distance. Maybe thats what an avoidant x avoidant relationship is like?

Anyway idk what to do did anyone experience that?

i was having a hard time in my life, so I spent a lot of time alone and i was distancing myself from people. She didn't ask, she gave me space, and then she replaced me. My toxic trait is that I am trying to show her that idc and that I have many other friends and that she is not even that important to me, she probably believes its true which is not what I want to... we have communication issues and i am so jealous i feel disgusted with myself. I want to be normal and a good friend

I know that its ok people change and you don'thave to always be close to a certain person. i am trying to be closer to other people too and my toxic trait is i am trying to show her that idgaf even tho i am so jealous and resentful and i am acting wierd becouse of it. I want to stop that becouse i know this is toxic for both of us