Alright I did it again but now it's solids now

Ok for the 4th I had a slice of cake and even unfortunately I can't have that.

What I'm guessing since I didn't look "p" before bed this is what I think happens.

For some reason for me the sugar+fat must activate whatever in my body to crave dopamine, so I'm guessing it's like the sugar +fat+ dairy must wake me up 45-1 hr later like a big amount of caffeine and unfortunately my mind is not al the way there when I wake up but this time I woke up and went right after it and "went" before I realized I was wrong in doing that.

So my conclusion is , somehow the background stress of just living and light walking must cause some sort of stress response and for some reason I'm not allowed to eat dairy, high fat or sugar before bed because I'm assuming I'm my body theirs a increase in insulin maybe(don't have diabetes) and that insulin maybe drops me internally background to.a lower state and then the drop in sugar must cause a internal craving to go up therefore in a hr time I'm woken up to the urge because normal insulin drops blood sugar and I'm guessing that why since I did it so many times is why my body goes into need a dopamine hit when I'm barely awake.

Because I know it can't be demons it has to be my flesh rising up since I fed it something triggering.

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u/QuincyTucker — 12 hours ago

I know what triggered my relapse

I accidentally drinked a sip of some light Gatorade like 2 oz and I know the sugar caused me to wake up less than hour later after going to bed.Now I did go to bed later approximately 40 minutes later but with this being said. It's my fault for quickly picking up that Gatorade bottle in store and thinking it's the sugar free version.

And no I didn't go on social media before I went to bed to look at women dressing in a softcore fashion.

I did after when I woke up to the urge .

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u/QuincyTucker — 2 days ago

How to deal with the flex temp power loss

Hi , I'm having a hard time going up 15 stairs 8 times in a day, sometimes carrying stuff and afterwards walking on level ground I feel so tired afterwards. This is also moving 6 foot ladders in tank, climbing up ladder both on a frame and permanent ladders.

I try to keep caffeine at 400mg but I'm just getting so tired

What do you guys recommend?

I also pull heavy welding cables as well

I'm not in the sun all day but I can tell like a jet engine where I'm at 90° degrees farenheight and above I notice not a sudden drop but a noticable loss in power(therefore I'm calling it flex temp like Commercial Jets encounter in 90 degree weather and above)

Besides hydration which I did about 48 oz still no power even after adequate hydration

What do you guys do when you have to constantly lift sometimes a lot and in the direct sun or indirect in a ventalated confined space?

I like to stay in the trades if I can because I'm used to sweating for a living and it will be a drastic change to leave the trades.

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u/QuincyTucker — 3 days ago

Is it ok to go to a church with a cemetery next to it

Hi, I been raised Pentecostal for 14 years and never experienced a church having a gravesite next or near its campus. I know the holy Spirit will protect me from demons if it's God's will but it kinda makes me wonder will a dead spirit attach to me. I know that all who get buried don't die right with the Lord so is this something I should be concerned or not.?

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u/QuincyTucker — 7 days ago
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How did you get your blueprint experience?

I went to trade school and was never tested on blueprints but a lot of the jobs I was looking at for welding requires blueprint reading and weld symbols but where I work, never use weld symbols but blueprints yes so besides saving up money and going back to another trade school how do you all get blueprint/ weld symbols experience?

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u/QuincyTucker — 9 days ago

How much is too little for dating

The reason why I ask this is because I can only spend $9 USD a day max for my personal budget and I was wondering is that too broke for dating a Christian woman in America?

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u/QuincyTucker — 9 days ago

Is it wrong to have a crush on a woman that works at a grocery store?

The reason why I'm asking is are my feelings just vanity and I should pray to push them away in Jesus name?

By the way I have to wear a face mask at stores so should I ignore this feeling in Jesus name and avoid that store if I can?

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u/QuincyTucker — 9 days ago

I'm having a problem at work.

Hello everyone, I need help with this, a guy at work is giving me problems because I stay after time to leave work to do things like putting things away.

Now should I ask him to apologize to me because he unfortunately said something years ago that unfortunately I have not let go. What he said years ago involving accusations of me not helping an employee who was seriously injured at work which this employee did to himself which led to his passing away.

Should I pull him aside at work tomorrow if he starts talking to me and remind him he needs to apologize for that? Also I've been letting him slide with some comments he's been talking towards me not every day but maybe a comment once a month and few times a year say vile stuff and I cannot help but to think of what all the unchrist like comments he had towards me.

Where I work I have to basically get along with everyone otherwise I'm gone. And no, I do not have a back up plan for another job I can get hired on with. I work blue collar. Please help me think of something godly I can say to him.

Because some months ago,two guys got into it and the boss got rid of him because verbal words from one guy turned into threatening to take it physical outside of the job.

And I'm trying my best to let these comments go but unfortunately I'm having some severe to extreme temperament problems trying not to verbally attack him when he comes after me.

It could be because I'm tired at the end of the day and him coming at me at my weakest physically and mentally is getting to me. Please help.

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u/QuincyTucker — 10 days ago

I almost lost self control at work today.

Will you please pray that I can take the verbal abuse my coworker I'm forced to work with is dishing out to me?

I work blue collar and it felt like I did a lot of work, and because I think (but I don't know) he thinks my supervisor is a demigod and he was telling me to hurry up like I'm some robot with a nuclear reactorwith a unlimited amount of energy. When he told me to hurry up I was about to get real loud at him and go off. I did slip a bit with my words but unfortunately where I live theirs not a job in my career field that I can get. And I absolutely cannot do white collar do to the inability to stay away while not doing anything physical for more that 5 mins Please pray I don't go ballistic on him and lash out thereby end my employment there?

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u/QuincyTucker — 12 days ago

Should I go to a dual pastor church

Trying to find a evening church service and wondering if it's a good idea to to go to a contemporary church instead of a Baptist Church?

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The pastor and wife are both pastors so is this in biblical or not?

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u/QuincyTucker — 14 days ago

Obedience is better than any sacrifice?

Question does that mean also when my Christian parents want me to wear a mask when going to church service in person?

So therefore I must be obedient to my parents command?

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u/QuincyTucker — 20 days ago

Does it help to have a song of praise to turn to in seeing a accidental temptation as I'm driving?

I recently been seeing women of the world as I drive and is it a good Idea to turn on a gospel song to take my mind on how looks can lead to destruction?

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For example this song by Marvin sapp "Running to and from, lost without a friend, on destructions road, designation life end"

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Is this ok so I can turn away from sin to keep the consequences of sin fresh when temptation comes up?

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u/QuincyTucker — 20 days ago
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Living with parents for the next 18 years due to finances

Hello, I did the math and unfortunately due to not being able to get a higher paying blue collar job, I have to stay to save money because a 12 months lease will take almost 8 years to save up with my current job's pay, I cannot drive long distance to another job because I will fall asleep while driving.

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I can't do white collar because fast food is customer service and retail is customer service

Also restaurants are tipped customer service so I definitely make more than a restaurant worker.

The other white collar jobs require some form of schooling which I cant financially do.

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So any advice on a situation like this?

I live in America.

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u/QuincyTucker — 20 days ago

Besides a fan and a water bottle on your side how do you survive tank work?

Recently I did some overhead welding with stick and the temperatures i.know were above 40c in the tank with a fan, how do you guy cope derated and welding in tank, not a confined space tank but a one way in tank welding at above 40c?

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u/QuincyTucker — 23 days ago

Do I upgrade to a higher charger

Currently on my 300w Power Station I can only charge 80 watts with pd100 usb-c charger, should I get a PD140 watt charger so it can charge up to max 100 amps through the USB-C port or will the 140watt charger fry the bms inside the Power Station?

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u/QuincyTucker — 24 days ago

Why did being in the xenon pit cause me to relapse?

I'm not sure what caused this but my preliminary report, I'm guessing is it possible to relapse stating at celeb women on TV that isn't wearing provocative clothing? It's either that or a Christian YouTuber talking about woman etiquette and unfortunately showing a full dressed Christian woman with a dress way too tight for 2 seconds may could have done it? Or do you think since I was in the xenon pit(valley of tiredness after work) I unfortunately did and I don't know where this thought came up but I had a thought I unfortunately entertained, where this woman who I used to like that I only saw online, I think because years ago I had a dream, blurry dream of having "relations with her" even tho I never met her in real life, but all of a sudden I'm guessing being in the xenon pit, I didnt stop myself and this is gonna sound REALLY weird but was thinking of her imagining having "intimacy" with her and asking her, (she's a high octave voice so I'm guessing she's a soprano) and tell her to talk deeper as "relations" are happening and unfortunately getting some sick "upper" of her in relations with her attempting to go to a lower octave while intimacy is happening between us. Now I know I'm supposed to arrest every thought but I guess being in the xenon pit, I wasn't thinking straight could one of these things caused my relapse?

I watched TV first waiting on my water to boil and saw those 2 celebrities who weren't dress inappropriately.

Then the thought came.

Then I watch this Christian pastor later on on woman dressing inappropriately, actual it was Gino Jennings on talking about should a woman wear pants, a Christian YouTuber was as reactiving to Gino Jennings.

That's the timeline of events I did look on Facebook for less than a minute because I was trying out the "dating" tab weeks ago and deleted the dating profile because unfortunately unless my future relationship is ok with a very price in dating, I may not be financially be able to date for the next 17 years, And I'm in my 30s now so that why I was facebook, did see 2 other women but for like 2 and 3 seconds.

Sorry I'm trying to get to the bottom of this so I can figure out how to stop this going to bed, waking up a hour later and "mo" ing.

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u/QuincyTucker — 1 month ago

Family reunion coming up with food

Hey um i don't think it's polite to not eat at upcoming family reunion function which I'm forced to go to, should I eat before the mini trip to family reunion in order to not relapse? Because where I live o can't just go out and run a untrained 10k at night because I may get kidnapped. Also can't go to planet fitness and attempt to "run off extra calories" to prevent relapse. I post here because I know certain food triggers me but not at the instance I eat it or an hour afterwards, it's when I go to bed, "the urge" "it" wakes me up wanting to commit self sexual imorality, and this will also happen even if i.go.to sleep listening to the Bible audiobook, so what should I do?

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u/QuincyTucker — 1 month ago

Am I tapping in peak current on generator

I can run only 240 30 amp circuit for 4 minutes before Breaker trip, is the breaker tripping because I'm pas 30 amps for those 4 minutes?

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u/QuincyTucker — 1 month ago

Is it a good idea to leave a job that I weld at for another blue collar job?

Right now with bills I make $90 USD saved per month or about max $9 spend max per day. I tack weld and weld a little bit mostly 99 percent of the time stick weld. Should I abandon my profession and go in to another trade? I don't have enough money for moving to another city for a potentially high paying job in welding. I also just started being allowed to weld out tacks since after Christmas of last year Also I cannot be a electrician because I sweat, A LOT. And do much better moving around and sweating since before I started blue collar 7 years ago, I was mini landscaping from summer 2008-2019.

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u/QuincyTucker — 1 month ago

Can I charge a PPS on dirty non inverter generator?

I only make 90 dollars USD a month and cannot afford buying a 3 cylinder 2 stroke Detroit Diesel, so I have to make due with my 2 cycle generator for the foreseeable future.

Now I saw that theirs a "line conditioner" and was wondering would that make it safe for use of the ac charging my pps, because, I don't want to run generator in night time just in case in a power outage some takes it while I sleep.

So is this a good Idea or no?

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u/QuincyTucker — 1 month ago