u/Ritesh_INFP_4w5

I'd kiss myself, hug myself, get married to myself, have sex with myself and live happily ever after.

Personally, I love Shakespeare's works. For comedy, Midsummer Night's Dream. For tragedy, Macbeth.

If yes, am I vulnerable to interacting with demons and other dark energies the same as when I do astral projection? How come daydreaming is without the dangers of AP then? I daydream so frequently and so vividly and yet, I've never felt any demonic presence.

1. Eats breakfast after 12pm.

2. Bathes on alternate days or not bathing for days.

3. Plays grindy video games for hours.

4. Stays chronically online and inside home like a vampire.

Suggest your favourite demons. I'll play them all. Preferably anything except the extreme demons in GD that are in the demon list, as I'm not good enough to play them yet and I play on a 60fps mobile. Other extreme demons are okay.

Suggest your favourite demons. I'll play them all. Preferably anything except the extreme demons in GD that are in the demon list, as I'm not good enough to play them yet and I play on a 60fps mobile. Other extreme demons are okay.

Suggest your favourite demons. I'll play them all. Preferably anything except the extreme demons in GD that are in the demon list, as I'm not good enough to play them yet and I play on a 60fps mobile. Other extreme demons are okay.

Suggest your favourite demons. I'll play them all. Preferably anything except the extreme demons in GD that are in the demon list, as I'm not good enough to play them yet and I play on a 60fps mobile. Other extreme demons are okay.

I know I'm cooked but I don't wanna reincarnate. I'd rather turn into a demon or go suffer in hell. This life sucks more than anything. Life is the true hell and I don't want to experience this ever again.

I figured that AP is not for me, as I'm mentally unhealthy (possibly having some undiagnosed disorders) and very much negative by nature, which means I'd be an easy victim for malevolent spirits if I do AP. I already used to get worst deadly nightmares with sleep paralysis when I was at worst mental phase of my life few years ago where I proactively wanted to end my life. Dreams are already considered AP but like unconsciously, since it's a common saying that we project every night during dreams. So, yeah I'm an easy target.

But this question is not about AP. It's about the afterlife. Since astral reality is the true reality, does that mean I'd be attacked by malevolent spirits once I have actual physical death, considering I'm a very negative person by nature? What would be the implications of that?

Even though I don't believe in the supernatural, there's something that intrusively keeps scaring those who watch these kinds of movies. I mostly resort to watching psychological horror movies like A Clockwork Orange, Fight Club and American Psycho. I don't like serial killer movies and gory movies at all. I can handle all that stuff, in the sense that I have thick skin. I like watching Dexter, after all. But the intrusiveness of it all is not worth it. These are very much cognitohazards and I honestly don't get people who watch these supernatural horror movies and gory movies for just entertainment. These have harmful effects, regardless of whether one believes in supernatural or not. Same with all the gory movies; I don't think it's healthy to see so much gore even if it's just fake.

What's your experience with that? I personally have a tulpa named Melody who's based on a vtuber avatar I made in an app. But I'd love to be a dad someday and have a daughter. Realistically, that doesn't seem like it would happen. But I want to have a daughter like tulpa. Have you had one like that? What's your experience with such a tulpa?

I was an INFP mistype for a year. That was because I misunderstood cognitive functions like Fi. Then did some pretty INTP things like "I want to be like an ENTJ/ ISTJ/ ISTP by using my weaker functions"/ "I want to be like an ENTJ/ ISTJ/ ISTP by using my main functions to mimic the functions of my weaker functions." At that point, MBTI was no longer just a personality identification tool for me. It became a personality emulation training program. Unfortunately, it all failed because it's not really possible to act like some other type for a long time without burning oneself out. I eventually found out that I'm an INTP after careful analysis of each cognitive function.

Now I longer care about any of the MBTI stuff and I cannot really explain why I am what I am, and also many other stuff related to MBTI. It was more of an experiential learning for me to realise that I'm an INTP, through so much experiences. But then again, that's the flaw of MBTI. It's very much a pseudoscience, and MBTI cannot really be verified as it is hugely subjective.

What books or materials should I read to get started?

We live in a world where misogyny is so rampant, subtle and normalised. As a result, I too have been one of the guys who was part of something misogynistic without even realising. I want to overcome all the toxic brainwashing of misogyny, and rather learn to appreciate women as they are.