u/RuachReader

I’m not thinking Mario Party, just fun casual games that you can play with people not on your friends list. I’m always looking for that rather than the ultra competitive

Breakfast I had 3 boiled eggs, 100g of salmon and a protein bagel. Felt incredibly hungry within 2 hours

For lunch 200g of chicken, 400 grams of mixed veggies (carrots, brocoli), 200 grams of potato. And now I feel so hungry, I’ve drank 2 litres of water today and still I’m starving.

Just seen Spider-Man Homecoming on iplayer. 2 hours and 2 minutes there but the official run time is 133 minutes meaning 11 minutes has been cut. I’ve seen the film before and couldn’t remember anything different to my watching it in cinema.

Just want to say that CPAP therapy has made sleep enjoyable and something I look forward to again. Not every night is easy, and even a year on I can have nights I struggle with the mask being comfortable or getting a seal. But I’m very very thankful that most nights I’m not choking up to 50 times an hour anymore.

As I’ve started a Hulk reading journey Planet Hulkcis unanimously the most reccomended work. I didn’t really like it though? It’s cool, but doesn’t have that dramatic edge I like form the Hulk and what I loved about Hulk Gray. It doesn’t feel particularly like it’s a story only the Hulk could tell. I don’t know I’m pretty dissapointed, why’s it so revered?

Have a friend host a bbq today. He’s providing no meat, just sundries. I have never heard of such a thing in my 31 years of life the host has always provided some meat. Normally basic but something at the least. I understand bringing something a bit more specific. But never had no meat provided. When discussing this everyone in my group of 10 have said this is perfectly normal. I am perplexed

I don’t want to phone, would feel much more comfortable typing. I’m struggling with my mental health and honestly just need an ear. I’ve looked at CALM, but seems to be specifically targeted at male suicides and I’m not currently suicidal. I can’t really find any other chats when I search .

I’m also aware that it’s no substitute for counselling, I’ve done that and currently waiting for the GP again to discuss. I honestly just want a shoulder tonight