u/Smooth_Drama94

She tried to convert me into lesbianism by harassing me inappropriately and it completely ruined my love for woman and I have loved women since primary school but I genuinely can't look at a woman any way now the same goes for men when my male friend asked if I wanted to do him even though I am getting married at the end of the year, I feel so sick thinking about a man or woman and I feel like I can't feel proud of who I am anymore without a gross feeling with myself from these sad memories and I don't know who I am anymore and I cant think straightforward i dont even know if im bisexual anymore 💔

Need help please!

Absolutely felt terrible

They arent ready yet so every time I try to get them out nothing comes out :(((

It's driving me insane because my ear and throat hurts badly

They make my tounge itch and my stomach hurt

Eggs are something I interact with often, because it's in everything which sucks honestly

TL;DR i want to join the military its been a lifelong dream (I dont wanna hear anything about how it sucks I know and don't care)

Or go to college

He will be back eventually but I feel so left behind in the months that my love is gone and I feel so lost with myself and I honestly don't know what to do without someone that I spent 24/7 with, i feel so miserable that I even signed up for the military🤦‍♀️. But in all seriousness how do you guys stay so mentally strong? me and a friend both have military men we love and we have not been doing well mentally because they have been gone, personally I'm so mentally drained by it and for it to go on for another 8 years ouchie 💔💔💔