According to the astrologers i watch and read, we are between two eclipses and also other astrological events that cause all the above. For scorpios and tauruses especially today was a day of intense conflict (which personally i experienced). Are you experiencing too any of these?
I wonder if there is anyone else who is experiencing the same issue. I had a classmate in university that faced the same issue with seeing her bullies from school at sleep. The people i see in my subconscious are people who have deeply hurt me and to be honest, broke me. I avoid thinking about them in day to day but the subconscious persist in torturing me.
Currently i have very disruptive sleep, i feel enormous exhaustion and I'm about to burst into tears. Does anyone else experience this?
First of all, i think that Reddit users are mostly from the US and especially in the salsa - bachata world, we (Europeans) share completely different experiences. I'm here to let this off my chest and hope to meet non judgemental and thoughtful comments.
I started around 2016 when i accidentally went to a latin beach party and that was the moment i understood that this is my call, my purpose, what makes me utterly happy. It unlocked my real self. Unfortunately, starting the classes came the problems... I've been to all the good salsa - bachata schools and everywhere the same story: the female dancer was jealous of me (female) and started psychological war against me (ignoring my questions, not tagging me in the videos, cutting me off the videos, literally dragging the male students that were hanging with me on the breaks, even literally hit me in the head - pretending this was a warm-up of the whole body!).
The other female students ignored me like i didn't exist, completely isolated me, tried to accidentally punch me, talked over me, step on my sneaker with the heel and destroyed a part of them ect.
The male students only wanted to sleep with me. Both male and female teachers indirectly obliged you to always go the weekly party, to all the festivals they attended, to the seminars of the foreign dancers they brought to their school, to do pr for the dance school ect. If you didn't, you'd be ignored in classes and they would openly call you out and give you the side eye during all the classes.
When I went to the parties, both teachers and students pretended they didn't see me or know me!!!!! That only can send you to the crazy house and it ruined my nervous system. I even got physically ill many times.
There were one male dancer and dj who were friendly with me and i supported them wholeheartedly for years, only to realize that they never saw me as a person but only as money. He (the dancer) never told me come sit in our table (even though he was seeing that i was always alone), never said happy birthday, merry Christmas, happy name day. The tipping point was when in another party also pretended to not know me!!!!! I was so furious that i sent him a message on how ungrateful he was.
Regarding the social dancing, the clique of the pros - advanced only danced with each other. In my country the best dancers are treated like kings, they could treat people like garbage and have zero consequences, because you can only learn by them, improve if you dance with them, take medals because of them (they are the judges in the national championships) ect. You have to kiss the ring and they think they are gods!
Many pros who organize parties, flirt with you in order you to attend. If you don't know how things work you are heading for big heartbreak. The female social dancers can be very cruel, narcissistic and snooty. The males mostly want to have females in bed and that's why they go to socials. They can be very selfish and even dangerous to hurt you when they don't know the proper technique. They get offended when you tell them that they hurt you.
Both male and female dancers wanted exclusively to go to that specific party and if you didn't obey the command goodbye! My way or the high way. No matter how much i tried to form acquaintances to go to the parties, the same story.
Personally I'm a very polite, gentle, forgiving and smiley person that has never done anything to provoke this kind of behaviours. I don't even consider myself that good looking. I do have a nice body and i am a very good dancer. I believe the latter could be the reason but again there are far better dancers than me. The one thing that they don't possess though is that I dance with my whole heart and reach ecstasy and that captivates when I'm on the dance floor.
Dance was literally the only thing that made me happy but the people around it made me so sad and heartbroken for years that i can't take it anymore.
Lately I'm watching again and again, for more than a year the same choreography, in every video they post, by the top ranked bachata star couples (i won't mention names, just based in Spain) danced only with different songs. All this social media frenzy - pressure to constantly upload new videos - choreography in order to get likes, followers, become viral, have naturally burnt out them and their creativity. They only care to become influencers because dancers is not (considered) enough.
Their socials also are so self absorbed, having no real connection with the partner, only looking sexy for the camera, looking exclusively on the camera. Again with the goal of virality, likes, followers.
And this has been transmitted to the students as well. It's so sad, actually devastating to see social media destroy everything and even worse, people refusing to see it.
EDIT: I am surprised that most of the comments didn't understand what i wrote, even though I'm very clear about it. If you did read the body, read again with the intention to understand because the comments are totally unrelated to what i wrote...
Κάθε μέρα πριν βγω από το σπίτι μου έχω ταχυκαρδίες για το τι θα συναντήσω σε λίγα λεπτά στον έξω κόσμο... Μηχανάκια μια ανάσα πίσω μου στο ΠΕΖΟΔΡΟΜΙΟ με κανονική ταχύτητα, μηχανάκια να τρέχουν σε ΠΕΖΟΔΡΟΜΟ, σε στενό πεζοδρόμιο να έρχεται η άλλη με φόρα κατά πάνω μου από την απέναντι πλευρά (του ίδιου πεζοδρομίου) και είτε χτυπά στην καλύτερη το σάκο μου ή τον ώμο μου (καμία συγγνώμη, μόνο μένος από το πουθενά στο πρόσωπο), αυτοκίνητα - μηχανάκια που σου λένε πέρνα και συγχρόνως έρχονται κατά πάνω σου, πιάνουν τις διαβάσεις πεζών και δεν έχεις πού να πατήσεις, στα μέσα ή απόλυτη ΑΠΟΚΤΗΝΩΣΗ! Σε χτυπάνε με τους σάκους, τσάντες, κλωτσάνε, πατάνε, περπατάνε σέρνοντας μόλις ανεβαίνουν τις κυλιόμενες (δεν έχεις πού να πατήσεις και θα δημιουργηθεί ντόμινο), κλείνουν με ποδήλατα, βαλίτσες τις εξόδους (πόρτες), δεν σε αφήνουν να βγεις από το ασανσέρ (τελευταία παράνοια βάζουν τα καρότσια με τα μωρά στην έξοδο του ασανσέρ! Πώς θα βγω, θα εξαϋλοθώ;), απλώνουν τα πόδια στο διάδρομο των βαγονιών και δεν μπορείς να περάσεις (πλησιάζεις και τίποτα, πρέπει να καθαρίσουν το παπούτσι τους στο πόδι ή παντελόνι μας), ξαπλώνουν πάνω στο στύλο και δεν έχεις πού να πιαστείς, τέρμα ηχεία, βιντεοκλήσεις. Τις προάλλες δεν έβγαιναν για λίγο αυτοί που βρίσκονταν στις πόρτες του μετρό, προκειμένου να βγει ο κόσμος στη στάση, έσπρωξαν οι τελευταίοι αναγκαστικά για να βγουν και κάποιοι από τους πρώτους έπεσαν! Έχω φτάσει στο σημείο να σταματήσω να πηγαίνω σε οποιαδήποτε εκδήλωση γιατί δεν μπορώ άλλο να εκνευρίζομαι. Στο σινεμά μιλάνε φωναχτά και ασταμάτητα σαν να είναι σπίτι τους, το ίδιο σε θέατρα, συναυλίες. Στις παραλίες τέρμα τα ηχεία, σούπερ επιθετικές ρακέτες δίπλα σου (που αν σε πετύχει αλίμονο), μπαφουάζ φουλ, ουρλιαχτά από γονείς - παιδιά κοκ. Στο κολυμβητήριο, γυμναστήριο καμία άμιλλα, κανένας σεβασμός, μέχρι επικίνδυνες συμπεριφορές, περνάνε από κάτω σου στην πισίνα, τεντώνουν το βαράκι ένα χιλιοστό από εσένα και πάει λέγοντας. Καμία παιδεία, καμία αγωγή, καμία λογική. Και όποιος τα έχει, υποφέρει, ενώ αυτοί περνούν καλά...
I recently bought a microwaveable rice with peppers that expires in 2027. No preservatives on the label! It's OBVIOUS that there are preservatives in it, why you do not mention them and hide this information from the consumers???? Unacceptable.
Personally I'm all nerves, very irritated, agitated. They say it's a very significant period for the fixed signs. Also my south node is in leo and my north in aquarius.
I not only like everything to be super clean and tidy but it's also a turn on for me. It gives me security and safety in my personal space. Once i was dancing with a fellow scorpio and i could smell the softener of his sweater and it drove me crazy! Unfortunately i wouldn't hire anyone to clean my house because no-one will do it as good as i do and the tidiness doesn't last long perhaps because of my pisces rising. Regarding to men (I'm f), cleanliness is the first thing i notice and especially the breath! If i smell anything "suspicious" is a definite no! I go crazy also for a nice male cologne and i make sure to smell good too, preferably with colognes that are not well known or commercial. Is any other scorpio like this?
They say that there is a pre and post shadow period which lasts at least seven days each. Personally not only i see no difference, i feel very down (i have lots of reasons for this), thinking about the past a lot, dreaming about people from the past and having zero energy to the point of exhaustion.
How is the shadow period for you?
There is literally nothing that brothers me more than people who are in relationships and act like they are singles! As a scorpio female, it's inconceivable to me. Lately, i was substituting for a day and a half and i met the most charming, elegant (in moves, style, gestures) and gracely flirtatious man. As per usual my pisces rising didn't help but fall a bit (or a lot) for him. I didn't even know his name and i wouldn't substitute again there, so there was no chance i meeting him again. As a scorpio though, i couldn't forget and i put my detective skills in action to find him online. Unfortunately in one social his wall was with his wife and his status was married... I guess i was "lucky" not having to see him again. Yes, his flirt wasn't explicit (to someone watching us) and obviously didn't cross any line, but still he was definitely attracted to me and flirted with me straight away. Why give hopes and maybe create feelings to someone else while you appear to be happily committed and maybe never betray carnally but still engage in this emotional activity with someone (or many) else? To boost your ego only? The worse is that many times at work I've seen two commited people (with other partners), explicitly flirt with each other in front of everyone, even massaging each other in front of us! Disgusting people and behaviour! I'll never, never understand.
A few days ago i read in the astrology site that i visit an article on the signs that will hurt you without a care in the world, just to boost their ego. They were aries, leo, libra. He was a leo with libra placements also... A relative of mine was a leo man and he had an army of admirers who he made fun of, when they weren't present. From your experience, which signs acted like this?
Does any of you at a young age (30s) happen to discover numerous cherry angiomas appearing in every part of your body? No doctor can give me an answer to the cause. I was also explosed to chemicals, relentless stress and i sun bathe. I can't find online any direct connection with my specific autoimmune disease.
An astrologer had said that a scorpio either texts back right away or after days depending on whether he/she likes you or not. Personally when i was younger, i used to answer right away to anyone because i had my hand on the phone and secondly i wanted to complete this task and move on with my day. How innocent i used to be! The first guys i dated (taurus, virgo), some university students (cancer, taurus), the majority of the students in my hobby and later in the years that followed, almost everyone uses late responses (from hours to days) as a power game, to show who has the upper hand. It's inconceivable to me! And if you dare to mention it to anyone, they go furious... Imagine that i was in the same group chat with a fellow scorpio "friend" who was always active on the chat and she chose not to open my message for a long time. I simply asked her, why are you ignoring me, did something bothered you? With her answer she showed her true colours and i was shocked. I was only her online psychologist, sending me all day messages about her crush with her married boss! In a year we went out once. When i spent some good time in my vacation not only didn't she feel happy for me too, she started ignoring me and then that...
In conclusion these mind games have really negatively influenced my nervous system and also made me not wanting to respond right away because they will take me for granted and make me feel like a fool. Also when someone takes a day to respond to me i get super triggered and i may take days to respond, or just read it. I mean of course respond after a day with no explanation, when i see them online. In this stage of my life, if someone doesn't have a normal flow in our message conversation, i cut him/her off. How often they text you is very indicative of the place you hold in their lives. And to clarify, i am a person that sends just a few messages. So, the astrologer was on point regarding me.
They say that scorpio is the toughest of them and the others are so sensitive and fragile. Biggest bs of all times! The most sensitive of the three water signs is scorpio by far. They say "oh, scorpio is so manipulative", i laugh! Cancer may be the cruel predator and paint him/herself as the poor victim and literally everyone will fall for his - her (well crafted) cuteness - innocence... They play people like a violin. As co-workers they are huge bootlickers, go under the radar, chase your friendship and then will sell you in a sec to be with the strongest. Will also spit some harsh things without even thinking them twice. They don't engage emotionally. As for dating (males), love bombing, mind games to extremes, stuck with an ex, hurt you deeply on purpose, extremely hot and cold, take days to reply to make you obsessed.
Pisces is the most resilient of all of the three. At work they are the best in pr. They gain the most money by just being good at being liked and pretending the polite, good, helpful person. What a joke! Also bootlickers of course. They may one day feel a bit rebel and say something in favour of the worker or help some co workers but next day will bootlick and again along cancer, will support the working bully. I was literally the only person who stood up against the bully (m aqua, who i believe had a little crush on me). The pisces f while we had excellent relationships, one day she supported me in my quarrel with him, from the next day and after she suddenly completely changed towards me. In friendships, the males one day out of nowhere disappear, ths females are two-faced frenemies, digging your grave. In dating (males) they are people who are unable of being faithful and can say and do things that will break you forever.
Ps i have terrible experiences with every single zodiac sign, including mine, so don't feel offended... I just chose to roast two today.
I've never had a worse month in my life than July. I thought June was horrific but then July came and i understood that things can always go even worse. This is a living hell. I'm seriously wishing on a meteor to free me from this unending torture. Is it a curse (which i definitely believe), or are they any transits, aspects ect that create all this?
As a female scorpio, I've noticed that in my life only 2 men lovebombed me early on to the extent of even indirectly proposing (marriage), showed that were crazy in love with me, begging me, telling me exactly what i wanted to hear (no it's not the classic stuff every girl wants to hear), made me feel hypnotized and then when i showed a bit of reciprocity, boom ghosting. Both of them were aquarius men. Their behaviour seems pure insanity, but they almost lead me to the crazy house... At first they appear to be what you ever dreamt of and then they become distant, disinterested, ghost and they have the nerve to send a message once in a year for years to see "how you are doing", awakening anger, frustration and not letting you forget. Obviously i ended blocking them. But let me tell you, they love the block - unblock game and they both created fake profiles to follow me! What about you? What's the sign that has lovebombed you and then changed their behaviour completely?
I (f) would instantly be connected with other (f) scorpios but sooner or later and without any reason (!) they would either use, betray, abandon me, show their true colours and things would end like that.
I am many times attracted by scorpio men but they prefer the air signs, especially gemini - libra women who play them like a violin... I had a few male friendships with scorpio men but they had a secret crush with me so in the end these friendships would also end after a while.
I have noticed that when we reveal that we share the same sun (both f + m scorpios) they seem to dislike that fact. Personally after so many negative experiences with this sign i get triggered when i realise that they are scorpios. What about you?
Since i was a child i am dealing with abuse, trauma, bullying, attacks out of nowhere, betrayals and so much hatred. While I'm just minding my business. Recently i listened to an astrologer that scorpios even if they are really kind, polite and helpful cannot be liked and i felt it so deeply. Because despite being all that i face the actions I've mentioned everywhere.
The hardest part of life is no one believing me telling the truth. They always take the side of my abusers, the bullies, the liers and manipulators. Even my therapists and lawyers don't believe me or defend me! It's insane. The only thing that kept me through life and I'm here writing this, was one man. One man that finally recognised all my suffering and believed me without even having to go into details. But guess what, even he betrayed me because his mistress didn't like the friendship that we had and pulled him away.
Have you experienced similar events? Could it be a scorpio thing?
Since i remember myself, in my life all i have experienced from family - friends - everyone is abuse (physical, emotional), bullying, aggressive behaviours out of nowhere, injustice, disbelief (no one believes me, they always prefer the liers, my bullies, my abusers), betrayal, poverty, unemployment and absolute loneliness - isolation. My only solace was dance but i was also bullied - ostracized from the scene and now severe bone problems occured that dancing would worsen them so I'm afraid to practice even on my own.
The people who i was unlucky to have as family believed we are cursed. Now i believe it too. No matter how hard i try to change my life, all i encounter is the loop i mentioned above.
When i was a kid the only thing that made me survive was the fairytales. I too believed that the good mistreated girl will at the end be happy with a life full of love. In this life though the wicked witch is the one who gets the prince, family - friends who adore her and of course a successful career and a healthy body.
My doc said life will make them pay and that was my only solace. He was wrong. The moment you realise this, is life changing. All hope dies and everything becomes meaningless. As Hermann Hesse said in Stepenwolf, you are still alive because you don't have the courage to "end it all". Also a Woody Allen film comes to my mind, "crimes and misdemeanors", where the man who "ends" Angelica continues to live his life peacefully, successfully like nothing happened and that leaves the narrator helpless.
Me too i have to endure all the happiness of my torturers, while i, who i have never intentionally hurt anyone and still after all i have endured i only want to give love to others, live a constant and endless hell.
Many many years ago i had one cupping session for cellulitis that left permanently some little veins on my thighs. Has it happened to anyone else?
Also the anti cellulitis massage was not something i would do again, since it was an unpleasant experience for me. Please check with your doc before if your health can handle it.