Serious rant
So I got 84 percentile in jee this year ( 2.5 lakh rank) , I am very disappointed with myself and so are my parents. But somehow I still feel like I was capable of much more, I had been among the toppers up until mid class 11 and then I got really distracted. I had 98 percent in class 10 ( ik that doesn't matter) . Right now the situation is that my parents are sending me to an okayish college in ncr and I am not even getting a good branch there. My parents refuse to send me far away from home( for vit manipal etc) unless it was for a tier 1 college. I just have a feeling that I deserve a way better college and I am capable of much more, therefore I want to give it one more shot but are my parents are not at all convinced. I seriously cannot stand being that college and I just feel like I don't belong there, I just wanna give my best one last time so that I don't have any regrets, idk how to convince them, whenever I talk to them about it they suggest a partial drop but I don't think it's possible for me 😭😭😭😭
I am just so tensed and have developed a serious aversion towards going to a mediocre college like that