u/XawRae01

I fell from a 12 ft height on to the back of my head 14 years ago man I shouldn’t even be here.

i’ve alienated all the good people in my life, they don’t even want to be with me for more than an hour. There is no negatives to my death, only the end of my suffering and no more burdens on my family. I’m 22 with no college or job, I really wish euthanasia was more accepted in society

In the mission where you meet Little Jacob, Roman was originally suppose to drive him before he sent Niko to do it.

Jacob knows the situation might get bad so he gives Niko a gun which saved him.

I found this interesting because we never see Roman commit real violence in the story, you think he would’ve just made Roman a getaway driver or given him a gun too?

I think it was nice that Benny got a good ending with Wayne because it toned her down a bit. When George told her the truth she probably felt the same when she found out Manny was rich

4 years ago, a family member gifted me this 100% memory foam mattress, not a hybrid just a giant piece of memory foam.

At first it was ok with contouring and I needed the replacement as the old mattress was 10 years old. Fast forward 2 years i’m away in college and notice i’m always tired when i visit home and never felt rested but I thought it was merely due to the travel.

Now im back home fully and notice how constricting this mattress feels. I feel like an idiot for not noticing it sooner

So I quit caffeine for a few months and that was complete hell ngl. I was sleeping my normal 7 hours and taking the vyvanse with protein but I still felt less motivated to do stuff. So I tried small amounts of caffeine pills (25-50 mg) and things got kinda better but it wears off quickly since it’s so low. I really don’t want to go back on adderall because vyvanse is great for toning down mental noise without adderall’s anxiety crash.

I lost my father 3 years ago and my parents pampered me (22 M) growing up because I was kinda an only child (my sibling is way older than me). I was still in college when I lost him and technically still am but I haven’t taken any classes in a year, just suffering mentally day by day.

He was no role model but he did his job as a caregiver quite well. He had an unhealthy diet/habits eventually causing him to die after a surgery his body couldn’t recover from

I have no skills and have lost any resemblance of a routine in my life. Suicidal thoughts gives me a weird feeling of warmth/comfort. Death just feels like a better option than wasting my family’s money/time with my continued existence

I’ve been on vyvanse for a few months now but recently noticed that it’s the culprit of my heartburn. I’ve tried many different foods but eating anything while it’s in my system sucks. And I stopped taking it while sick and noticed I didnt have the digestive issues. I only stuck with it for so long because I loved how the comedown is barely noticeable.

I told my psych that it’s been fine because I didnt think the symptoms were due to the medication. I don’t wanna sound like a addict for wanting to go back on adderall xr lol