u/akzcarnage

Life is shit, i wanna change

M tryna make fitness content on Yt, Ig and socials. But i feel kinda stuck where i am and no ideas. I don't have much resources or equipment for editing and stuff.

Selling a Sports Cycle Roadster 21Gears (7x3)

Bought in Nov2025

For 12K.

(Non-negotiable) Plz don't dm me with bargain prices.

I started watching porn back when i was 12, yea really really early, i js randomly stumbled upon a pornsite thru ads and clicked on a video.

The first time i watched a porno it made me wanna vomit cause it looked so gross but then over time curiosity grew and with it my tendencies to look up naughty stuff online.

Didn't realise how damaging that was until years later now addicted i stood in my washroom with my dick in one hand and phone in another staring blankly at the screen of twerking pixels.

Over the years i tried to quit many times but couldn't, told myself if i ever get a girlfriend i would quit for good.

Maybe found the one but my lust and stupid addiction kept getting in the way and when she found out she was heartbroken.

Relationship deteriorated quickly after that and she ended up cheating, i was angry mostly at myself for letting it all go.

and 6 months later i was back in the restroom with phone in hand.

I feel empty everytime i do it, but since it has been such a long addiction getting off it is way way harder than i initially thought.

i never wanna mastubate again, i don't need this in my life anymore and I'm trying to change with all i can into a better person i can be proud of.

i never wanna be the same guy with a dick in his hand staring at souless pixels on the screen wasting his life and potential away.