u/altgurl7

I have an extremely hard time regulating my emotions. I am unmedicated and was recently in a car accident which has made my bipolar spiral. Yesterday I was having a really hard time and I was super anxious and I was having anger issues bc it’s been really hard lately. I have a lot going on and I don’t see a doctor for meds until the 26th. I do my best to be chipper and fun around people but sometimes I really struggle. My mom was talking about me behind my back to my sister yesterday about how I was ruining the family outing, then my sister sent me a really rude text basically telling me “nobody cares about your trauma not everything is about you, grow up.” And my mom was the one who instigated it, when I addressed my mom she just lectured me about how people who are happy and at peace in their lives don’t wanna be around people who aren’t. My mom admitted she has literally been hiding out at her boyfriend’s house to get away from me bc she’s finally happy in life and doesn’t want to be around me while I’m struggling.
I have had trauma building up since I was a newborn. It doesn’t just go away, and truly I had to grow up the first time I was m* lested as a child so I absolutely hate being told to grow up. Or that my trauma is old and no one cares it’s super insensitive. This whole thing really hurt me and idk what to do moving forward except for grey rocking….

This dude has 7000+ followers on TikTok for lying about me and making fun of me. Hes never said my name in any of the posts but I know a lot of people know who he’s talking about and I’m just so tired of having this spread on the internet. I have like 2000 followers on TikTok and so many times I’ve wanted to expose him so people see he’s not a good person and he’s lying on my name. So many people have told me not to bc it just feeds into his ego. But he needs to move on and stop harassing me on the internet. It’s honestly embarrassing, he sung a song about “I hate my ex she left me everybody leaves me” and he can’t sing so that was actually hilarious to watch. But he’s even made fun of my videos and made videos mocking them. I am at a point where I really wanna post the videos I have of him during anger outbursts where he’s screaming and calling me names and telling me he hopes I can’t have kids … and I know I know I probably shouldn’t but I really am so sick of this and idk what else to do. People should know the truth.

Hey guys! I am looking for advice on what to ask for to be paid. I babysit for a family every other Saturday, for 6 hours. The kid goes to bed for 3.5 hours of the time I’m there so I’m basically housesitting til they get back for those hours and every Saturday I work for them I make $150. This past weekend , I house sat for them and watched their dog and two cats. I only left the house like twice and not for long periods. I made sure to take the dog out every two hours and I cleaned up a bit too. I was there from 4pm Friday to 10pm Sunday night. What do you think a good pay would be for this?