u/awkwardramengirl

maggi goreng telur mata tak nak sayur satu dan air kosong. terima kasih!

i’ve always wanted to know what it’s like to have real-life friends and to be loved by someone. but after spending so many years at home, i’ve started believing that no one could ever truly love me. i feel like if i ever have a boyfriend, i’d just be someone he’d date for fun, not someone he’d genuinely love and care about.

the hardest part is knowing my parents are financially comfortable, yet i’ve always felt like i’m completely on my own. they’ve made it clear that it’s their money, not mine. i never wanted to take advantage of them. i just wanted a chance to build a life for myself.

Do you see sex as something meaningful that you only share with someone special or would you be comfortable doing it casually?

i’m only 20, so maybe i just don’t understand it. but from my perspective, i’ve always wondered why some people prefer someone who has been married before instead of wanting someone who’s experiencing everything with them for the first time.

my dad’s a little too confident. me and my siblings have never really dared to correct him and i think that’s probably why he thinks he’s right about everything.