u/chainmailnchill

Cyclops is my favorite member of the team and I’m looking to read more of him! Any comics that are more Cyclops centered or just have him doing cool shit?

I thought I had some good friends, people who cared about me and genuinely liked me for who I am, but I started to notice a pattern. 90% of the time when I interact with someone, I’m the one who reaches out. The other 10% is when someone wants something for me. I decided to see if anyone would invite me over, ask to hang out, see how I was doing, normal friend stuff. It’s been 3 months and nobody has so much as sent me a reel on instagram. Nobody texted me. No calls. Nothing. My birthday came and went.

I know it doesn’t sound like much writing it out but I feel like total shit, and I’ve been realizing all my relationships ever have been like this, and it really hurts. I can’t turn to my parents, who are emotionally and verbally abusive (I don’t want to get into it here but it’s led me to some pretty dark places) and my therapist recently got diagnosed with cancer and is naturally unavailable.

I’m sitting overlooking the beach as I write this. I think this is the only time I’ve felt peace in many months.

I’m going to university overseas in the fall, and I really hope I can make some friends there, but I’m worried I’m incapable of being loved.

I faced extreme bullying when I was younger and it has made me afraid to talk to anyone about anything. I keep skipping meals and then binge eating and hating myself. I can’t even cry.

I feel like such a dick saying this, but I get sad seeing people spend time with their friends or be in happy relationships, because it makes me scared I can never feel the same kind of love

I mostly stay at home all day - I get out to take my dog on walks and I’ve tried to keep myself busy with yard work and the like, but it’s hard. I’m going to my favorite Chinese place now. It’s quiet and open late.

Thanks to anyone who read this, I just needed to write it down I guess

There’s this one corner store kind of in between Fort Mason and the presidio and I haven’t been able to find it for the life of me. It has a blue awning and is operated by a Somalian lady. They have really good piroshki and it’s on the northeast corner of its block. I believe it has blue tile and no it’s not Christa’s wonderful market although that place is great

There’s this one corner store kind of in between Fort Mason and the presidio and I haven’t been able to find it for the life of me. It has a blue awning and is operated by a Somalian lady. They have really good piroshki and it’s on the northeast corner of its block