u/cuteloser777

i had an abortion april 17th and got my period around 4 weeks later on may 13th, it was longer than my usual period and lasted a little longer than a week with heavy bleeding and foul odor (sorry for the tmi), now it’s june and i’m more than one week late on my period, i took a test on the first day of my missed period and it’s negative but i still haven’t gotten my period. i get random cramps and random shooting pains in my uterus but not often and my breast’s aren’t sore other than random feelings of tenderness that go away within a couple of minutes. has this happened to anyone else?

i had an abortion almost two months ago now. yesterday my boyfriend and i had a fight and we’re in seattle on vacation and i just kept seeing pregnant women everywhere and it just brought the waterworks, in front of crowds of people watching the sunset on mt rainier, a place where i was supposed to be happy. i just couldn’t help but imagine what it’d have my baby, i think about them everyday. i feel like a girl that was supposed to be a mother. i wish i had listened to my gut and kept my baby but it wouldn’t be the right time to bring them into the world, and i know it sometimes never feels like the right time, but i just didn’t know. i feel so lost in this big world and i just wish i had my baby. i love them more than anything :/ just ranting i guess, it’s harder seeing a smaller pregnancy bump on women my age because i always picture what it’d be like for me. my heart feels torn, i don’t think i will ever fully be okay about it, and maybe that’s okay.

appointment yesterday at 7 am and just got my passport back today at 12 pm for my international cruise on june 14th!!

also i used chatgpt to make the background white for my picture and change the color of my shirt and a lot of people said it wouldn’t be accepted but it was! i would not for anything else obviously but yeah it worked lmao

My boyfriend and i are spending 2 days in seattle before a cruise and we want to go hiking near the seattle area. we’re renting a car so we don’t mind driving less than 2 hours to go hiking, since we don’t have enough time i wanted to ask which areas would be the best for hiking and sight seeing? i have some options in mind

1. snoqualmie falls
2. Mt. Rainer National Park
3. Lake Twenty-Two

If any of these are a must or if you have any other recommendations that would be great!! Thank you :)

i’m starting to have a difficult time processing my abortion and what happened. my abortion was a month and a half ago and i feel major panic at the thought of not being pregnant anymore, i regret it so badly and wish i just kept on with my pregnancy. i am grieving the child that i did not have and not handling this well. the thoughts occupy my brain all the time, i just want to know im not alone and that this will go away. i feel like i just always hear women say how they know they made the right choice but no one i know that has had an abortion regrets it like this. i wish i just listened to my intuition

i had a SA a month ago. I feel like i was so numb to it for a while and i guess it was a way of protecting myself. i had a conversation with a close friend last night that opened the flood gates to everything i’ve suppressed. i drove home crying and cried to my partner and as supportive as he is, he just doesn’t get it. to him, it didn’t have a soul yet and it was so tiny, i still looked the same and had no bump, that it was almost as if like it wasn’t real. for me it’s the opposite. a part of me regrets it but i also know it was the right choice. i wish someone in my life had told me to keep it. i know i would’ve loved this baby more than anyone on earth and i still have the love and it’s overflowing in my chest, it feels unbearable. i miss my baby so much, i feel so pathetic for feeling this way. i’m thinking about how one day ill be pregnant and it won’t be the same baby. i miss that specific one, it’s such an odd feeling. i just wish i could have my baby in my arms, protect them, love them right.

My boyfriend was a heavy fentanyl user for a year, tried to detox on his own behind everyone’s back including mine, failed and took him to detox facility in may 2025, was using suboxone and tapering himself off because his doctor didn’t want to help with that, relapsed october & november 2025, and has been supposedly clean from what he tells me since nov 2025. now he’s been using kratom as well and assures me he has everything under control. our relationship has been heavily affected by his suboxone because of his nonexistent libido and other problems (i don’t like that he takes kratom because i feel like that’s just another drug he’s taking) he says he wants to substitute suboxone with kratom and ween off kratom so that he isn’t dependent on suboxone or any other substances anymore, i don’t know if that’s a good idea or if anyone has any personal experience with it, he wants to be able to be clean of every substance within a year. any advice is appreciated, thank you

My boyfriend was a heavy fentanyl user for a year, tried to detox on his own behind everyone’s back including mine, failed and took him to detox facility in may 2025, was using suboxone and tapering himself off because his doctor didn’t want to help with that, relapsed october & november 2025, and has been supposedly clean from what he tells me since nov 2025. now he’s been using kratom as well and assures me he has everything under control. our relationship has been heavily affected by his suboxone because of his nonexistent libido and other problems (i don’t like that he takes kratom because i feel like that’s just another drug he’s taking) he says he wants to substitute suboxone with kratom and ween off kratom so that he isn’t dependent on suboxone or any other substances anymore, i don’t know if that’s a good idea or if anyone has any personal experience with it, he wants to be able to be clean of every substance within a year. any advice is appreciated, thank you

my bf and i both in our mid/late 20’s are going to be in seattle for two days. where are the best places to stay in seattle? i found an airbnb in north beacon hill but idk if thats a good area

Hi everyone! i’m super interested in becoming a flight attendant and have been looking into it for a while and doing research. I know that the applications open up on a rolling basis and was wondering if anyone had an idea on how I could be on top of knowing when Delta opens up their next applications so i can apply asap. Also, does anyone know the bases they’ll be offering for new hires? I’m willing to commute and i know Delta has a small base in FLL which is where I live and was wondering how long it’d take me to be able to transfer. I apologize for coming across as ignorant i’m just now starting to look into the process, thanks!