Cxi tie la katastrofo de la nova homaro. La homoj forgesigxis. La homoj vivas laux la malapartenataj reguloj, la reguloj de malsana socio. La homoj ne vivas laux ilia propra estro. Cxar, ne forgesu, la ulo nur auxdas gxi mem.
La doloroj de uloj estas la doloroj de iliaj kasxitaj enaj ulidoj, kasitaj cxar la infanaj esprimoj ne konformigxas la nunajn normojn : oni devas silienti.
I feel like I am not connected to myself, to my body, I don't really know consciously who I am.
I tried self-hypnosis, hypnosis and these kind of things to know more about myself, but nothing worked.
Did yoga, or any other thing, helped you to be in your body, to be aware of yourself, to be alive ?
Because of modified states of consciousness. A child enters very easily without even thinking about it in a modified state of consciousness, where imagination is free, letting you incorporate everything you learn.
An adult can, in my opinion, learn faster than a child if this same person relearns to access to these states
the chart is here
I feel...nothing
compared to my childhood
I feel a lot of blockages, like I can't be myself truly and I can't express myself truly, if I even know what myself is
What to do ?
I am a 19M, and I feel nothing compared to my childhood. I feel dead, I feel sleepy, I feel blocked.
I don't feel my intuition, my imagination, my feelings compared to what I was in my childhood.
I feel amnesic, like I lost a part of myself during my growth.
What to do ?
What do you think of energy work ?
19M
I feel like I lost something while growing up, like I developed blockages, like I had an amnesia. I don't remember so much things about myself, who I am.
I feel like dead, no feeling, no intuition, no so imaginative.
I feel like incomplete, and lost. I feel like insecure.
I tried to meditate, the Gateway Tapes, and these kind of things to change the state of consciousness, but nothing happened.
How to open these blockages ?
What is Kundalini ? Could that be useful ?
If not, then what ?
What is energy work ?
I would like help.
19M
I feel like I lost something while growing up, like I developed blockages, like I had an amnesia. I don't remember so much things about myself, who I am.
I feel like dead, no feeling, no intuition, no so imaginative.
I feel like incomplete, and lost. I feel like insecure.
I tried to meditate, the Gateway Tapes, and these kind of things to change the state of consciousness, but nothing happened.
How to open these blockages ?
What is Kundalini ? Could that be useful ?
If not, then what ?
Yesterday, before sleeping, I prayed for AP this night, since the morning I always WBTB subconsciously. During this WBTB, i had a non lucid dream (like everytime) where i talked to people about AP and all of what i know of it, but it was just theorical.
I've already experienced weird expériences during dreams, and the fact that my subconscious heared me when I prayed about AP (this was the only moment of the day when I was thinking about AP) means that I could have experienced an AP, but I didn't.
Maybe it's a way to say to me that I am not ready for AP right now.
Do you think it's possible ?
Or do you think I should be more précise about m'y intention ?
There are no method, there are never been, there are no recipe
When you are in a dinner with friends, that you do a joke, and that everyone laugh, do you think repeating the joke in another context will cause the same issue ? No, you took an opportunity that was adequate to the frame, to the conversation, to the people you were talking to. You did not consciously thought about it, you didn't tried to create it, you just took an opportunity, you just assumed, you just took assumption.
This world is deterministic, but certainly not the rationalists intend it. There are more things that you cannot see, that we don't see, either by choice or... no, certainly by choice
To be aware of these unseen things, means firstly to be aware of YOURSELF. WHAT are you ? WHERE are you, in your head, in your mind ? Where is this so acclaimed awareness, which is in fact my true self as they say ?
You'll see everything will make sense when you'll see it.
i read the description at the bottom and there were surprisingly accurate, but i would to know more
how should i read this
what can you see from this ?
does the hour birth very important, i have putted something approximatively
Is it possible that you shut down, you block your sensibility while growing up ? Or learn to ignore it ?
