u/floral-joudi

Has dissociation made me dumb, or am I just dumb?

I swear to god, I am an embarrassment. I make mistakes all the time. My reaction time is bad, I need things repeated, and when I am assigned a task, even the most basic step needs to be demonstrated infront of me (tho this is more of a fear of messing up). I always do something, then im like oh wait I forgot this thing! Then I get it and walk, but then im like oh wait I forgot this other thing! Like wtf. Why am I so dumb. Also i constantly knock over things. What js wrong with me... wish I could be aware and focus, but Im dissociated basically look the time.

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u/floral-joudi — 4 days ago

I saw people shipping Silver and this NPC on Twitter

Apparently, it is because not only he tolerates him, but he is also supportive of Silver, which you wouldn't expect from how mean NRC students can be. He must have some fondness for silver at the very least.

u/floral-joudi — 6 days ago

Does anyone else hate how they draw their f/o?

My f/o is Chenya from Twisted Wonderland. No matter how much I draw him, I just can't get it right. It feels like I cannot capture his essence, and he just doesn't look good. My sona always looks better. Anyone have this issue?

u/floral-joudi — 7 days ago

Why do people act like being gay is worse than kuffar

I am not ex muslim, but I know I'd never be able to post this in other subs. I am typing in English because it feels more comfortable. Anyway, I've noticed alot of hypocrisy specifically with Arab muslims. I know being gay (or more accurately acting on it) is forbidden. But people act like it is the worst sin you can commit. It doesnt even matter if you acted on it or not, they will insult you and make you stray from Islam. And the funny part? You will look at their profiles and find them sharing music, posting uncovered women, watching content that includes Gods, not praying, etc. They are committing sins themselves but judging others. They also act like the west is this disgusting, wretched place while ignoring the problems in our own society. I even heard someone say "I wish we can still throw gay people of cliffs"... what?? This is literally psychopath type of thinking. So killing people is halal now? I genuinely cannot believe it. Anyway, that is all I wanted to say. I feel sympathetic towards lgbt muslims.

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u/floral-joudi — 8 days ago

I hate what cozy horror games have become

It seems like every cozy horror games have the same story, and it's so freaking boring. They always have the first act be something very mundane, and have a character always going (usually a neighbor or a cashier) "bE cAreFul" and telling you about some killer on the loose or disappearances. Sometimes the villian is just some guy. Nothing interesting at all. I just don't like it.

u/floral-joudi — 10 days ago

Chenya Heartslabyul Housewarden AU

I thought it was a fun idea. In this AU, Chenya was a student of Heartslabyul from the start, and he conducted the dorm in a chaotic way, which is something I took from Cater's dream. It was mentioned in the dream that Heartslabyul used to be like that before Riddle came. Speaking of Riddle, he is quite peeved at the way Chenya is handling things and he has tried challenging him, but as stated by Trey in the canon, Chenya can just make his head vanish as to not get hit by his magic. I'm not trying to debate if Chenya can beat Riddle, but it's just an AU. I still don't have all the details.

u/floral-joudi — 12 days ago

Yuu x Chenya (pls dont flop)

I never thought I'd ship my Yuu with anyone, but that's because I was only thinking about possibilities with the main cast xD. Im also gonna be working on a chenya heartslabyul housewarden au!

u/floral-joudi — 14 days ago