Has dissociation made me dumb, or am I just dumb?
I swear to god, I am an embarrassment. I make mistakes all the time. My reaction time is bad, I need things repeated, and when I am assigned a task, even the most basic step needs to be demonstrated infront of me (tho this is more of a fear of messing up). I always do something, then im like oh wait I forgot this thing! Then I get it and walk, but then im like oh wait I forgot this other thing! Like wtf. Why am I so dumb. Also i constantly knock over things. What js wrong with me... wish I could be aware and focus, but Im dissociated basically look the time.