u/friendlyfire6677

I am 23 years old now, i don't mind being an alcoholic for the rest of my life anymore and idk where i am getting this courage of staying single for my whole life by being a drunkie i even justified myself saying that i am being responsible cause i have no plans to get married or be in a relationship so i can drink as much as i want to without anyone or anything there to stop me more like i feel like i am doing something good cause i ain't dragging someone into my fkup life

I am 23 years old idk i don't mind being an alcoholic anymore and idk where i am getting this courage of staying single for my whole life by being a drunkie i even justified myself saying that i am being responsible cause i have no plans to get married or be in a relationship so i can drink as much as i want to without anyone or anything there to stop me

a) A job near to your family less salary high work pressure type but closer to family growth is there but slower, closer to family comfortable lifestyle personally closer to family and friends.

b) A far away job from your family but good work culture, high salary and high growth potential, far away to people you love but you will live a better living standard in isolation.

Ik i might get cooked with racism and cultural difference stuff, i can always stay with the indians in poland but what's the use if i immigrated all the way to just with my own herd, i am a chalant guy the typical chill dude who never says no to alcohol on monday mrng lo,l just making sure before my immigration to poland what should i expect from the people of poland are they chill or nonchalant type, some views and tips and tricks to make frnds here would definitely help me😁🙏

Idk but i feel like i can't be the only one feeling like this right? i mean there is no relationship or friendship that can fix the empty feeling i am feeling inside i am very fine till the sun sets once it get dark it feel like my positive energy has been sucked out of me i had to drink everyday now just to stay happy and functional, is it some kind of vitamin D3 deficiency or lack of socialization? If you're dealing with same stuff what do you do to escape this maze? Don't say me to get into a relationship or connect with more people cause i feel like they are just distractions to deny whatever this feeling not an actual cure.

23m from india rerouting my career need a study partner hopefully we can build projects together in future🙌

I never been in a relationship cause i used to have low confidence, i even avoided conversations with female friends when they initiated the talk forst, i am that much afraid of girls but i want to be in love and experience it, but i am genuinely terrified 😭, need help on how to overcome this fear, i am terrified because i don't know a thing about love can't express much i have no creativity on gifting neither no talent or giving her butterflies, so need advices and tips to how to get into a relationship, if you think i am genuinely cooked say me i will avoid relationships🙂🙏