​I carry the feeling that two beings of profound love created me, and then placed me here and stepped away. I have no memory of them whatsoever, only the ache of the absence of their love, and that longing is the only thing that keeps me going.

Sometimes I think they left just so I could learn to find my way back to them.. Like parents stepping back letting their child stumble forward so she can learn how to walk.

​But god I miss it more than words could ever express.

​I have realised that no worldly thing can fill this this void. Not even love as people typically know it. It is grander than anything I’ve ever experienced, yet I know it exists.

I catch fleeting glimpses of it.. in the kindness of a random person, in a gentle way someone addresses me. But it is always fragmented, buried beneath human ego, attachment, and fear. It feels like a tease.. a cruel breadcrumb trail meant to keep me searching..

​I know it's out there, just beyond my reach.

I know I was once loved so completely and unconditionally, and somewhere in the fabric of reality I still am. But I can't feel it, I can't find it, and it hurts.

​I feel like a little kid left behind, but I know I will forever remain devoted to the love that once held me. It cannot ever be replaced, and I don't think my soul could rest until I find it again.

🐒 Become conscious 🐒

Most people are kinda sleepwalking through life majority of the time. So the first thing you gotta do on Earth is becoming conscious. Self aware. Aware of yourself, your mind, your patterns and beliefs etc.

This is where everything starts.

• Purpose - Becoming self aware gives you the ability to live consciously and choose intentionally instead of blindly following scripts handed to you by society, trauma, ego, survival habits.

🐒 Make "The Choice" 🐒

Earth is basically a polarity simulator.

One of the main things we are here to do is choose what kind of consciousness we wanna become :

Love or fear

Openness or control

Expansion or contraction

Unity or separation

Most actions, intentions and reactions stem from one of those energies at the core.

Both paths are valid btw. Nothing is really condemned. Earth is more like an evolution school than a punishment system contrasting to what most tyrannic religions teach oof 👀

• Purpose - determining the direction your consciousness evolves toward

🐒 Use catalyst to grow and polarise 🐒

Earth is designed to throw experiences at you that challenge you, to expose your patterns and force growth. These are called catalysts.

Catalysts are basically anything that emotionally impacts you.

And through those experiences, you are constantly being pushed to choose again : love or fear.

And also you get to gather wisdom through these experiences.

• Purpose - helping your consciousness evolve and polarise toward the next level. (There are levels yes)

🐒 Know who you are 🐒

We're here to rember who we actually are beneath all the layers (ego, conditioning, trauma, societal scripts of what you should be etc)

And the more authentic you are, the more powerful and coherent your energy becomes too. Cause when you deeply know yourself and what you want, your energy stops being scattered in many different directions.

• Purpose - Becoming authentic, integrated and internally aligned instead of fragmented so that you can become a pro creator (coming up on the list)

🐒 Integrate yourself 🐒

This means facing and accepting ALL parts of yourself instead of pretending only your "light / good" side exists.

Cause the more parts of yourself you reject, suppress or deny, the more fragmented you become internally.

Amd maintaining fragmentation takes energy

• Purpose - Becoming whole instead of internally divided so that you can be a pro creator

🐒 Remember unity 🐒

At some point you begin remembering that uderneath all the different bodies and identities, we are expressions of just consciousness experiencing itself from different perspectives. :D

Like basically the universe experiencing itself through billions of little human avatars.

• Purpose - Integrated sense of unity feels like you're vast, always loving and being loved, and never alone, so that feeling is worth it.

🐒 Recognising your impact 🐒

If we are all connected, then naturally our actions and intentions and energy affect the collective too. Every action creates ripple effects.

Again, there's no pressure to be perfect 24/7. You are allowed to mess up, be lazy, be emotional, make mistakes, act from ego sometimes. That’s literally part of being human.

But becoming conscious also means recognising that your state affects others and the world around you.

• Purpose - The more you include others (unity) in your intentions and actions, the faster and easier they'd evolve too.

🐒 Realise you are the creator (of your personal reality) 🐒

Your inner world shapes your experience of reality, through your focused attention, intention and feelings. This is basically manifestation, but people oversimplify it too much online obviously. The more coherent and aligned you are internally, the more efficiently you can create your life.

• Purpose - Becoming a conscious co-creator in reality instead of an unconscious reactor and create the life you wanna live :D

🐒 Faith and surrender 🐒

To trrust the natural flow of life even when you cannot fully see where things are going.. Cause humans love trying to micromanage every single thing. But excessive control usually comes from fear and resistance. I dont mean passive surrender, but trusting the flow enough to stop choking life trying to force everything instantly.

Faith is basically remaining open even in uncertainty.

• Purpose - Living more chilly

🐒 Have fun 🐒

Just seize the experience of being human for a little - the happy and the sad.

Existence isn’t only about ascending and escaping or transcendending humanity like some religions tells you. Part of the point is literally experiencing life itself consciously.

😺💬

And your journey doesn’t just stop after death either. Your consciousness continues evolving afterward too.. whether through more incarnations and more polarisation, or graduating into another level of consciousness.

💡Tip :D

The more conscious and aware you are of youself and the reality you are, the more fun and less unnecessary suffering you be creating for yourself.

Lazy summary 😺💤

1. Wake up

2. Choose

3. Grow through life

4. Know yourself

5. Integrate yourself

6. Remember unity

7. Recognise your impact

8. Create consciously

9. Trust life

10. Enjoy existence

🐒 Become conscious 🐒

Most people are kinda sleepwalking through life majority of the time. So the first thing you gotta do on Earth is becoming conscious. Self aware. Aware of yourself, your mind, your patterns and beliefs etc.

This is where everything starts.

• Purpose - Becoming self aware gives you the ability to live consciously and choose intentionally instead of blindly following scripts handed to you by society, trauma, ego, survival habits.

🐒 Make "The Choice" 🐒

Earth is basically a polarity simulator.

One of the main things we are here to do is choose what kind of consciousness we wanna become :

Love or fear

Openness or control

Expansion or contraction

Unity or separation

Most actions, intentions and reactions stem from one of those energies at the core.

Both paths are valid btw. Nothing is really condemned. Earth is more like an evolution school than a punishment system contrasting to what most tyrannic religions teach oof 👀

• Purpose - determining the direction your consciousness evolves toward

🐒 Use catalyst to grow and polarise 🐒

Earth is designed to throw experiences at you that challenge you, to expose your patterns and force growth. These are called catalysts.

Catalysts are basically anything that emotionally impacts you.

And through those experiences, you are constantly being pushed to choose again : love or fear.

And also you get to gather wisdom through these experiences.

• Purpose - helping your consciousness evolve and polarise toward the next level. (There are levels yes)

🐒 Know who you are 🐒

We're here to rember who we actually are beneath all the layers (ego, conditioning, trauma, societal scripts of what you should be etc)

And the more authentic you are, the more powerful and coherent your energy becomes too. Cause when you deeply know yourself and what you want, your energy stops being scattered in many different directions.

• Purpose - Becoming authentic, integrated and internally aligned instead of fragmented so that you can become a pro creator (coming up on the list)

🐒 Integrate yourself 🐒

This means facing and accepting ALL parts of yourself instead of pretending only your "light / good" side exists.

Cause the more parts of yourself you reject, suppress or deny, the more fragmented you become internally.

Amd maintaining fragmentation takes energy

• Purpose - Becoming whole instead of internally divided so that you can be a pro creator

🐒 Remember unity 🐒

At some point you begin remembering that uderneath all the different bodies and identities, we are expressions of just consciousness experiencing itself from different perspectives. :D

Like basically the universe experiencing itself through billions of little human avatars.

• Purpose - Integrated sense of unity feels like you're vast, always loving and being loved, and never alone, so that feeling is worth it.

🐒 Recognising your impact 🐒

If we are all connected, then naturally our actions and intentions and energy affect the collective too. Every action creates ripple effects.

Again, there's no pressure to be perfect 24/7. You are allowed to mess up, be lazy, be emotional, make mistakes, act from ego sometimes. That’s literally part of being human.

But becoming conscious also means recognising that your state affects others and the world around you.

• Purpose - The more you include others (unity) in your intentions and actions, the faster and easier they'd evolve too.

🐒 Realise you are the creator (of your personal reality) 🐒

Your inner world shapes your experience of reality, through your focused attention, intention and feelings. This is basically manifestation, but people oversimplify it too much online obviously. The more coherent and aligned you are internally, the more efficiently you can create your life.

• Purpose - Becoming a conscious co-creator in reality instead of an unconscious reactor and create the life you wanna live :D

🐒 Faith and surrender 🐒

To trrust the natural flow of life even when you cannot fully see where things are going.. Cause humans love trying to micromanage every single thing. But excessive control usually comes from fear and resistance. I dont mean passive surrender, but trusting the flow enough to stop choking life trying to force everything instantly.

Faith is basically remaining open even in uncertainty.

• Purpose - Living more chilly

🐒 Have fun 🐒

Just seize the experience of being human for a little - the happy and the sad.

Existence isn’t only about ascending and escaping or transcendending humanity like some religions tells you. Part of the point is literally experiencing life itself consciously.

😺💬

And your journey doesn’t just stop after death either. Your consciousness continues evolving afterward too.. whether through more incarnations and more polarisation, or graduating into another level of consciousness.

💡Tip :D

The more conscious and aware you are of youself and the reality you are, the more fun and less unnecessary suffering you be creating for yourself.

Lazy summary 😺💤

1. Wake up

2. Choose

3. Grow through life

4. Know yourself

5. Integrate yourself

6. Remember unity

7. Recognise your impact

8. Create consciously

9. Trust life

10. Enjoy existence

🐒 Become conscious 🐒

Most people are kinda sleepwalking through life majority of the time. So the first thing you gotta do on Earth is becoming conscious. Self aware. Aware of yourself, your mind, your patterns and beliefs etc.

This is where everything starts.

• Purpose - Becoming self aware gives you the ability to live consciously and choose intentionally instead of blindly following scripts handed to you by society, trauma, ego, survival habits.

Make "The Choice" 🐒

Earth is basically a polarity simulator.

One of the main things we are here to do is choose what kind of consciousness we wanna become :

Love or fear

Openness or control

Expansion or contraction

Unity or separation

Most actions, intentions and reactions stem from one of those energies at the core.

Both paths are valid btw. Nothing is really condemned. Earth is more like an evolution school than a punishment system contrasting to what most tyrannic religions teach oof 👀

• Purpose - determining the direction your consciousness evolves toward

🐒 Use catalyst to grow and polarise 🐒

Earth is designed to throw experiences at you that challenge you, to expose your patterns and force growth. These are called catalysts.

Catalysts are basically anything that emotionally impacts you.

And through those experiences, you are constantly being pushed to choose again : love or fear.

And also you get to gather wisdom through these experiences.

• Purpose - helping your consciousness evolve and polarise toward the next level. (There are levels yes)

🐒 Know who you are 🐒

We're here to rember who we actually are beneath all the layers (ego, conditioning, trauma, societal scripts of what you should be etc)

And the more authentic you are, the more powerful and coherent your energy becomes too. Cause when you deeply know yourself and what you want, your energy stops being scattered in many different directions.

• Purpose - Becoming authentic, integrated and internally aligned instead of fragmented so that you can become a pro creator (coming up on the list)

🐒 Integrate yourself 🐒

This means facing and accepting ALL parts of yourself instead of pretending only your "light / good" side exists.

Cause the more parts of yourself you reject, suppress or deny, the more fragmented you become internally.

Amd maintaining fragmentation takes energy

• Purpose - Becoming whole instead of internally divided so that you can be a pro creator

🐒 Remember unity 🐒

At some point you begin remembering that uderneath all the different bodies and identities, we are expressions of just consciousness experiencing itself from different perspectives. :D

Like basically the universe experiencing itself through billions of little human avatars.

• Purpose - Integrated sense of unity feels like you're vast, always loving and being loved, and never alone, so that feeling is worth it.

🐒 Recognising your impact 🐒

If we are all connected, then naturally our actions and intentions and energy affect the collective too. Every action creates ripple effects.

Again, there's no pressure to be perfect 24/7. You are allowed to mess up, be lazy, be emotional, make mistakes, act from ego sometimes. That’s literally part of being human.

But becoming conscious also means recognising that your state affects others and the world around you.

• Purpose - The more you include others (unity) in your intentions and actions, the faster and easier they'd evolve too.

🐒 Realise you are the creator (of your personal reality) 🐒

Your inner world shapes your experience of reality, through your focused attention, intention and feelings. This is basically manifestation, but people oversimplify it too much online obviously. The more coherent and aligned you are internally, the more efficiently you can create your life.

• Purpose - Becoming a conscious co-creator in reality instead of an unconscious reactor and create the life you wanna live :D

🐒 Faith and surrender 🐒

To trrust the natural flow of life even when you cannot fully see where things are going.. Cause humans love trying to micromanage every single thing. But excessive control usually comes from fear and resistance. I dont mean passive surrender, but trusting the flow enough to stop choking life trying to force everything instantly.

Faith is basically remaining open even in uncertainty.

• Purpose - Living more chilly

🐒 Have fun 🐒

Just seize the experience of being human for a little - the happy and the sad.

Existence isn’t only about ascending and escaping or transcendending humanity like some religions tells you. Part of the point is literally experiencing life itself consciously.

😺💬

And your journey doesn’t just stop after death either. Your consciousness continues evolving afterward too.. whether through more incarnations and more polarisation, or graduating into another level of consciousness.

💡Tip :D

The more conscious and aware you are of youself and the reality you are, the more fun and less unnecessary suffering you be creating for yourself.

Lazy summary 😺💤

1. Wake up

2. Choose

3. Grow through life

4. Know yourself

5. Integrate yourself

6. Remember unity

7. Recognise your impact

8. Create consciously

9. Trust life

10. Enjoy existence

🐒 Become conscious 🐒

Most people are kinda sleepwalking through life majority of the time. So the first thing you gotta do on Earth is becoming conscious. Self aware. Aware of yourself, your mind, your patterns and beliefs etc.

This is where everything starts.

• Purpose - Becoming self aware gives you the ability to live consciously and choose intentionally instead of blindly following scripts handed to you by society, trauma, ego, survival habits.

🐒 Make "The Choice" 🐒

Earth is basically a polarity simulator.

One of the main things we are here to do is choose what kind of consciousness we wanna become :

Love or fear

Openness or control

Expansion or contraction

Unity or separation

Most actions, intentions and reactions stem from one of those energies at the core.

Both paths are valid btw. Nothing is really condemned. Earth is more like an evolution school than a punishment system contrasting to what most tyrannic religions teach oof 👀

• Purpose - determining the direction your consciousness evolves toward

🐒 Use catalyst to grow and polarise 🐒

Earth is designed to throw experiences at you that challenge you, to expose your patterns and force growth. These are called catalysts.

Catalysts are basically anything that emotionally impacts you.

And through those experiences, you are constantly being pushed to choose again : love or fear.

And also you get to gather wisdom through these experiences.

• Purpose - helping your consciousness evolve and polarise toward the next level. (There are levels yes)

🐒 Know who you are 🐒

We're here to rember who we actually are beneath all the layers (ego, conditioning, trauma, societal scripts of what you should be etc)

And the more authentic you are, the more powerful and coherent your energy becomes too. Cause when you deeply know yourself and what you want, your energy stops being scattered in many different directions.

• Purpose - Becoming authentic, integrated and internally aligned instead of fragmented so that you can become a pro creator (coming up on the list)

🐒 Integrate yourself 🐒

This means facing and accepting ALL parts of yourself instead of pretending only your "light / good" side exists.

Cause the more parts of yourself you reject, suppress or deny, the more fragmented you become internally.

Amd maintaining fragmentation takes energy

• Purpose - Becoming whole instead of internally divided so that you can be a pro creator

🐒 Remember unity 🐒

At some point you begin remembering that uderneath all the different bodies and identities, we are expressions of just consciousness experiencing itself from different perspectives. :D

Like basically the universe experiencing itself through billions of little human avatars.

• Purpose - Integrated sense of unity feels like you're vast, always loving and being loved, and never alone, so that feeling is worth it.

🐒 Recognising your impact 🐒

If we are all connected, then naturally our actions and intentions and energy affect the collective too. Every action creates ripple effects.

Again, there's no pressure to be perfect 24/7. You are allowed to mess up, be lazy, be emotional, make mistakes, act from ego sometimes. That’s literally part of being human.

But becoming conscious also means recognising that your state affects others and the world around you.

• Purpose - The more you include others (unity) in your intentions and actions, the faster and easier they'd evolve too.

🐒 Realise you are the creator (of your personal reality) 🐒

Your inner world shapes your experience of reality, through your focused attention, intention and feelings. This is basically manifestation, but people oversimplify it too much online obviously. The more coherent and aligned you are internally, the more efficiently you can create your life.

• Purpose - Becoming a conscious co-creator in reality instead of an unconscious reactor and create the life you wanna live :D

🐒 Faith and surrender 🐒

To trrust the natural flow of life even when you cannot fully see where things are going.. Cause humans love trying to micromanage every single thing. But excessive control usually comes from fear and resistance. I dont mean passive surrender, but trusting the flow enough to stop choking life trying to force everything instantly.

Faith is basically remaining open even in uncertainty.

• Purpose - Living more chilly

🐒 Have fun 🐒

Just seize the experience of being human for a little - the happy and the sad.

Existence isn’t only about ascending and escaping or transcendending humanity like some religions tells you. Part of the point is literally experiencing life itself consciously.

😺💬

And your journey doesn’t just stop after death either. Your consciousness continues evolving afterward too.. whether through more incarnations and more polarisation, or graduating into another level of consciousness.

💡Tip :D

The more conscious and aware you are of youself and the reality you are, the more fun and less unnecessary suffering you be creating for yourself.

Lazy summary 😺💤

1. Wake up

2. Choose

3. Grow through life

4. Know yourself

5. Integrate yourself

6. Remember unity

7. Recognise your impact

8. Create consciously

9. Trust life

10. Enjoy existence