u/ir028cn

Self description:

I am a classics student and I like to read about ancient history especially. Recently, I have been reading about Gnosticism. I also like cartoons and video games (Resident Evil, Rusty Lake games, Mario games, Donkey Kong, Omori, Yume Nikki, Legend of Zelda, Off, and Ace Attorney to name some).

As a person, I could be described as too honest and hyper. I love meeting new people and I will go out of my way to talk to strangers. I try to be considerate and nice as I dislike liars and the rude. When it comes to faults, some of my friends have said that I overshare, I am insecure, I believe that everyone is out to get me, I take things too personally, and I drink too much.

I can only really work if I become hyper-focused and avoid distractions, but this is hard. I tend to procrastinate a lot. Approximately once a week, I do not sleep due to procrastinating on this too.

Romantically, I tend to romanticise the other person to the point that I often would rather think about them than spend time with them.

I am fairly bad at gauging what someone is actually like from a first impression, I guess I either take too many things at face value or create a narrative for them based on their attitude and demeanour.

I was looking at the posts on here but I already use primer (Elf), setting sprays (Urban Decay and Loreal), and powder (shu uemura) but within an hour outside (not in direct sun), all the makeup on my t-zone has come off. Can anything be done?

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This is the fifth time this has happened. My past relationships have ended because the other person started liking someone else. Also, whenever I have a crush, I find out they like someone else.

I have been on five so far and the last two have only lasted 15 minutes.

My friends are more attractive than me and so is every person online apparently. I have tried deleting social media but there’s no real way to escape it.

Whenever I try to approach men that I like they are not interested and on dating apps it seems that way as well.

Are you supposed to get over it and accept it? How do you treat this?