u/julienrosebaker

I literally have no clue where to start this but I got outed as lesbian to my (thankfully accepting) parents when I was in 6th grade. Though I eventually realized I identified as bi soon after that, and still do.

I (17F) just started my senior year of hs and I’ve been talking to this guy (17M) for a little while. We are planning on hanging out but we’ve only really talked over text. I am having such a hard time internally because I DO have feelings for him, but I feel wrong for actually liking a guy.

I’ve never been in a relationship or even had a talking stage, nobody has ever showed interest in me so I have NO experience.

I have no clue wtf is going on, I know I’m not lesbian anymore (and haven’t been for years). I’ve had crushes on several guys but nothing has been even close to being reciprocated, so now that this guy made the first move and is flirting and stuff I know there’s potential for an actual relationship.

He’s genuinely amazing and we want to go to the same college across the country and have similar plans for the future, but I still feel wrong for having feelings for a guy?

Like yes he has songs about him but the way people talk about Carlo make them sound like they knew him personally. I think it’s just weird idk!! I feel the same way about the Aubrey girl who committed suicide and people make like fanpages of her and call her “aubs” (obv very different but they’re similar)

Rest in peace

How come every time a new cookie above super epic automatically is just like THE BEST? It’s impossible to take breaks from CRK if you want to actually play in the arena. I didn’t play for like 6 months and my cookies which were GREAT at the time can’t win a single battle because EVERY. SINGLE. TEAM. Is a variation of dark enchantress, millenial tree, timekeeper, ananas, sugar swan, silent salt, venom dough, and providing iodine. I hate to sound like “back in my day” but when I was consistently playing crk 2021-2023 it wasn’t just based on having the newest cookies, it was based on actually building your team and stuff. I’m not saying to cap the ability of a cookie at a certain point, but it makes the game kind of suck. I disagree with people who say it’s pay to win, though every time a new cookie comes out I agree with them a little more.

I’ve had terrible urges to sh and my normal coping methods aren’t helping (temperature and intense exercise from TIPP method) one of the friends I used to vent to stopped talking to me and the other one is busy and can’t see texts most of the time and I’m too embarrassed to talk to her.

My mom always says I can talk to her because she saw fresh cuts but I know she would get mad at me. I’ve asked my therapist for other coping strategies but she kinda sucks (I’m working on trying to get a dif one but insurance is being a bitch lmao)

I’m doing okay right now but just really wanna know what helps for people <3