u/komiwah

eu não sabia em que sub colocar isso então kk

eu tenho 18 anos, meu namorado tem 19. meus pais desde sempre foram meio protetores comigo em relação as pessoas q eu me relacionava, mas agora em especial eu tô ficando cada vez mais estressada com isso até porque em novembro eu faço 19 anos.

eu reconheço q por morar na casa dos meus pais ainda, eu tenho que seguir as regras deles, mas vamos lá:

1. eles querem me privar de ter relação sexual pelo menos até eu colocar diu. eu perdi a virgindade escondida no começo desse ano.

2. eu sempre me cuido quando eu e meu namorado temos relação sexual (usamos proteção, etc). por sinal, eu tomo anticoncepcional também.

pelo menos minha mãe tá mais tranquila com isso, tanto que ela vai me levar na casa do meu namorado hoje. mas tipo, ela queria FICAR LÁ pra "não ter q voltar pra casa e dirigir duas vezes" (sendo que ela claramente queria impedir a gente de ficar sozinho)

sei lá, isso só é bem chato, não sei se alguém entende isso...

okay so, i noticed it's been a while since I haven't posted here. here is a list of things that have happened between me and my significant other recently.

- about the title: he came to my house yesterday. we were lying in bed, cuddling, and out of nowhere he started whispering things in my ear like "you are mine and only mine", "you're my little doll and you like it" AND I COMPLETELY MELTED 😭💕

- we're not officially dating yet, but when I asked him if he was single, he said no. I asked him who he was with, and he said, "with you, duh!!", so I think this is one of those cases where two people start dating spontaneously, without one being asked or anything.

- he and I were joking around, him talking to me as if I were someone else hitting on him, and he said, "[my name] is a very jealous person. you'd better leave before you get stabbed" and I found it so funny how he knows I am very jealous and he's okay with it lmao

GOD I LOVE THIS MAN SO MUCHHHH. every day I love him more than yesterday and less than tomorrow. even though I felt very insecure at first, I'm starting to feel more confident and even more secure with him. 😭😭😭💕💕💕💕💕💕

Tenho consciência de que tenho alguns kinks, mas nunca imaginei o quanto eles me ajudariam a ter uma experiência sexual melhor.

Ontem, enquanto meu namorado (que tem 19 anos, eu tenho 18) estava me tocando, eu pedi para ele parar, mas não porque eu realmente queria que ele parasse. Sinceramente, nem sei por que fiz isso, porque eu estava quase tendo um orgasmo. Acho que ele percebeu, porque ele disse: "e se eu não parar?".

Meu Deus, a forma como aquilo me excitou foi insana. Saber que ele estava fazendo o que queria comigo me fez sentir no paraíso.

Claro que, depois que terminamos, ele perguntou: "Você gostou? Eu fui longe demais com você?" e conversamos sobre criar uma safe word (cereja, kkkkkkk), mas, no geral, ele foi incrível.

Ele sabe que sou bastante masoquista, e ainda bem que ele é meio sádico. Ele sempre me dá uns tapas, e só de pensar nisso já fico excitada, kkkkkk

So, I'm 18 and my boyfriend is 19. He has more sexual experience than me, since I only lost my virginity at the beginning of this year.

I've never met a guy so handsome, so kind, and who turns me on so much as him. But even so, it seems like what I feel is multiplied four hundredfold in his eyes.

For example, today I went to his house. We had sex once for about 30 minutes, and then I got a little tired even though it was extraordinary (my ex used to last a maximum of 20 minutes).

So, we lay down together, cuddling and kissing, but in less than 10 minutes he was hard as a rock again. I thought, "Okay, normal, I guess," and we did round 2.

We finished the second round, which lasted about 40 minutes, and by then I was already pretty exhausted, LOL.

Same thing: we were snuggling normally, but then I decided to play around a bit just to see his reaction and, again, the giant woke up. I was like "Oh my God???". He grabbed me and asked for a third round. I agreed, after all, I was also a little horny despite being tired. I didn't keep track of the time for that one.

Skipping ahead to the end of the date, while I was ordering an Uber, he asked for a quickie. I was exhausted, but wow, he's so good at it that I couldn't refuse. It lasted about 10 minutes.

In short, he came about 3 times (he didn't have time the last time). I also had an orgasm a few times, but now that I'm home I'm practically dead. As for him, although tired too, he still went to his college normally.

I even asked, "Don't you ever get tired? How many can you handle?", and he said, "With you, it's hard to get tired."

I feel very desired by him, not only for that reason, but for several other reasons as well. The problem is that I don't know how I can get as much stamina as him!!! I don't know if I get tired too quickly or if he's just tireless, but I really wish I could keep up with his level better.

If anyone has any suggestions, please let me know!

seguinte, eu tenho 18 anos e meu namorado tem 19. ele tem mais experiência sexual do que eu, que perdi a virgindade no começo desse ano apenas.

eu nunca conheci um garoto tão bonito, gente boa e que me dê tanto tesão quanto ele. mas mesmo assim, parece que isso que eu sinto é multiplicado por quatrocentos na visão dele.

por exemplo, hoje eu fui na casa dele. transamos uma vez por mais ou menos 30 minutos, e aí eu já cansei um pouco apesar de ter sido extraordinário (meu ex costumava durar no máximo 20 minutos).

nisso, a gente deitou junto, fazendo carinho um no outro e se beijando, mas em menos de 10 minutos ele já estava duro que nem pedra de novo. pensei "beleza, normal, eu acho", e fizemos o round 2.

acabamos o segundo round que durou mais ou menos 40 minutos, e nisso eu já tava meio acabada KKKKKKK.

mesma coisa: estávamos juntinhos normalmente, mas aí eu decidi brincar um pouco só pra ver a reação dele e, novamente, o gigante acordou. fiquei tipo "meu Deus???". ele me agarrou e pediu pelo terceiro round. eu concordei, afinal, eu também tava meio foguenta apesar de cansada. não contei o tempo desse.

pulando pro final do encontro, enquanto eu pedia uber, ele pediu por uma rapidinha. eu tava só o pó, mas poxa, ele faz isso tão bem que eu não tive como negar. durou mais ou menos 10 minutos.

enfim, ele gozou umas 3 vezes (na última não deu tempo). eu cheguei a ter um orgasmo algumas vezes também, mas agora que estou em casa eu estou PRATICAMENTE MORTA. já ele, apesar de cansado também, foi pra faculdade normalmente.

eu até perguntei "você não cansa não? quantas você aguenta?", e ele disse "com você, fica difícil cansar".

eu me sinto muito desejada com ele não só por isso, mas por alguns outros motivos também. o porém é que eu não sei como eu posso fazer pra ter tanta stamina quanto ele!!! não sei se eu canso muito rápido ou se ele que é o tal do incansável, mas eu queria muito poder acompanhar melhor o nível dele.

se alguém tiver alguma sugestão, por favor, me diga!!!

I dreamed today that I was watching a series with my family about an infectious disease that was transmitted through contact with someone.

The series made way too much sense up to a certain point.

It started with a family going to a... restaurant? Something like that. But then, the family's oldest brother somehow became infected, becoming very violent and hostile and attacking everyone around him. He was arrested by some kind of department and kept in solitary confinement in a place in the middle of a forest.

There was a scene in the dream where they were going to do something to him, all protected and wearing lots of clothes, but I think he managed to escape somehow because afterward it showed him running around the forest like a maniac, killing every kind of animal he came across.

His younger brother was nearby playing soccer with his friend during sunset, and then it cut to the younger brother fleeing from the older one through the forest on top of an ox.

He eventually managed to reach the village where he lived "safely" on top of the ox, but then the older brother caught up with him even though he had reached the village, and the episode ended.

It was actually kind of scary. I remember letting out a little scream in the dream, and my family told me not to scream because my dad was sleeping on the couch. I said that we were watching a sort of horror series and that it would be normal for me to scream because of that, but they lightly scolded me, and I, feeling sad about it, went to my room. The dream ended there.

Feel free to ask anything! I'll try to answer them ASAP :)

I'm 18 years old currently. I'm also somewhat of a character designer and 2D animator! I'd put an example of my art here if I could, but just imagine cute anime girls haha

I've had 3 attempts, and the third one, the most impactful, was because I thought the boy I used to like was gonna abandon me.

I told my man about that, and he did his best to comfort me! he said "don't worry, I'll be with you though thick and thin, I won't be a motherfucker and abandon you"!!!

yesterday was a very difficult day for me, but I asked to call him at 11 pm and he said "of course". then I told him about that and it all happened. I'm so happy... 💕

seguinte, vou tentar ser breve.

meu "mais marcante" caso de dependência emocional ocorreu quando eu tinha 14-15 anos (tenho 18 hoje em dia). eu gostava tanto, mas TANTO de um menino, que eu tinha um medo absurdo de ser abandonado por ele, e acabava me cortando até a camada de gordura só de pensar nessa possibilidade.

certo dia, eu não aguentei mais. tentei suicídio. no dia seguinte, acordando no hospital, pedi meu celular para avisar o garoto, e após desabafar com ele e pedir por apoio, ele terminou comigo.

hoje em dia, já estou bem melhor, mas ainda carrego as sequelas disso tudo. eu estou tendo um caso com outro cara, e tipo, ele é super tranquilo, mas às vezes demora para responder. isso me dá uma ansiedade tão absurda que eu começo a passar mal ao pensar que naquela hora eu esteja levando ghosting ou sendo abandonada, a ponto de quase vomitar.

eu tenho tanto medo de voltar a ser como eu era antes... meu jeito de amar sempre foi muito intenso, e isso é absurdamente perigoso pra mim. eu faria tudo pela pessoa que eu amo, e se eu tiver que pagar com a vida, que assim seja. sou capaz de fazer de tudo pra não ser abandonada de novo.

i know this may sound silly but FUCK I was practically having an anxiety attack just by thinking about what was making he take so long to reply.

I was thinking like "is he with someone else?" "what is he doing?" "should I call him?" "is he okay?" "oh god if he's with someone else i might just go insane" "I'm so fucking worried" while crying a bit and almost throwing up.

when he replied, i started crying for real while letting out a huge SIGH of relief. I asked what he was doing, and he said he was watching some movies with his mother and sent a pic of his tv.

being a yandere is all fun and games until this type of stuff happens. i genuinely thought i would die just by feeling my heart tightening.