u/limecat45

ive had a crush on him for months. It was hate at first sight and then his charisma drew me in and i was head over heels. i hated him i thought he looked disproportionate and hideous. I thought to myself how can two humans produce suxh a thing. and months later i was head over heels. He was so charismatic.It comes and goes when i dont see him i kinda forget it but when i saw him hanging out with a girl thats so gorgeous a model. I felt like he found the 10x better looking version of me and it broke me. IT BROKE ME. i cried it was the first time i croed about a boy. i litterally threw up for a week.
How do i get over this?
ive tried looking into self help books like see what youre lacking thats making u like this but ugh! i hate myself for this

ive had a crush on him for months. It was hate at first sight and then his charisma drew me in and i was head over heels. It comes and goes when i dont see him i kinda forget it but when i saw him hanging out with a girl thats so gorgeous a model. I felt like he found the 10x better looking version of me and it broke me. IT BROKE ME. i cried it was the first time i croed about a boy. i litterally threw up for a week.
How do i get over this?
ive tried looking into self help books like see what youre lacking thats making u like this but ugh! i hate myself for this

Ive done my eyes once with black eyeliner even tho i love the look my dress is champagne gold and i dont want my face to be clashing and contrasting with that. i would rather have a glowy makeup but maybe that will make me blend with everything ? my hair is blonde too and im pale.
I wish i could attach some inspo.
please
lmk

i had a nightmare about going to the elevator and when i step out i see my door but its different and when i say this is different i go back into the elevator realize it too late the elevator goes down but in an abnormal way and everything is black

shes so misogynistic like i get everyone is supposed to be flawed but ppl like her sm i dont get it! she acts so immature

pls recommend me what u think are the best ones
i read tactical surrender and hurt me harder which were good but im new to this fandom and would like to know what was the hype at the peak of reylo..
Thx

Edit:(from your recommendations)
(canon universe)
1-Like young gods
2-They Don't Have A Word For What We Are
3-tactical surrender
4-tied together

(alt universe).
1-Mountain Springs High School
2-Hurt me harder
3-Epithumia
4-bird and bayonnet
5-House arrest
6- we can build a house we can plan a tree

(overall)
1-Like young gods
2-Mountain Springs High School
3-They Don't Have A Word For What We Are
4-Hurt me harder
5 -epithumia
6- tactical surrender
6-bird and bayonnet
7-house arrest
8-tied together
9-we can build a house we can plan a tree

yes i know there is two six i couldnt decide which one was better. Theyre very good.

i want to make lgbtq+ ppl feel safe I saw an ad using sutble signs to make sure they know my views. should i buy a bracelet or will it not be clear? and if yes which one? any recs

i want to know if saying i didnt feel anything when my grandma died/if my mom died is off limits or i can say it?
i dont wanna become The Stranger by Albert Camus

i want to know if saying i didnt feel anything when my grandma died/if my mom died is off limits or i can say it?
i dont wanna become The Stranger by Albert Camus

Does anyone have their parents swear on God when they be lying? Going to church bending their knees doing all the spectacle only to gossip and be a horrible person? Do they think its making up for their sins? wtf is this phenomenon

My mother has been sending food to my uncle and her dad and giving me tiny portions. I lost 7 kg from this and my teachers noticed and i feel so ashamed.
This b7tch have been lying about it too and i found messages of them eating our food. mind you she doesnt work and theyre basically living from my dad's money.