u/lourde_

My life is pretty mid. I look average, my body type is trash, I'm not that smart, I'm not talented, i have no hobbies, i have no friends, i'm not interesting enough to get a partner nor do i really have the energy to keep up with another person's needs not to mention that i barzlu go out to touch grass. Ever since i was a kid things have been the same constant loop of nothingness. I do enjoy my own company better but every midnight i keep getting this really empty feeling inside as if I'm failing at everything. I'm not really a remarkable person and I don't have anything going on in my life. The worst thing is that I feel like a huge fraud feeling depressed when others have it way worse than me. It's really pathetic being the cause of your own misery and yet doing absolutely nothing about it. I've been living in my head for quite a while, trying to escape from such a dull life. The problem is that I don't know how to stop, I've never lived in the real life and now I feel like it's too late to try and do something with my life.

So It's been like a week since i started eating in a healthier manner. I'm not much of a dinner eating person. I stopped snacking as heavily as i used to so that means i only really eat a meal a day and then some yogurt as "dinner". The problem is that I've been eating the same shit everyday for lunch a bit of plain rice and a salad i rotate between either a bit of chicken, eggs or tuna to not make the rice too boring. I'm not really great at cooking so i really have no idea what to eat besides that. I did try to search some stuff up but it's always some overcomplicated stuff. So idk share your some meals or snacks pls 🙏