u/lourde_

Yeah basically the title. Idk what to replace it with, circular motions and exfoliating gloves do NOT work, at least for me. I can't think of anything that mimics a spatula well enough.

I just thought of something that would actually be cool to add for a future children's day event. Ifykw but pizza with sausages and fries are peak Italian child experience. Ik that maybe it wouldn't fit with the mechanism that children's day event normally has but I guess it would be a cute idea since yknow it's literally THE pizza that every kid gets.

I feel like whenever i come on this app and tell about some truly unhinged mistake I've done as a teenager and maybe even done recently everyone loses their mind. The moral superiority complex a majority of people on social media have is honestly disgusting and exhausting. No yall are not a saints. Was what i did or said mean as fuck? Hell yeah.

I've talked in the past about how my ex who was bullying me, and other people at the time and even made a fatherless joke to a guy who had just lost his father, once ticked me off so bad i told her that if I stayed a minute longer near her i would've jumped out of the window. Mind you, you could literally hear from my tone alone that i was in no shape or form being serious. This girl proceeded to get all cold on me and told me to do it cause, "well who would care?" And so i proceeded to reply with, "my parents. Who would if YOU did tho?" Knowing damn well this girl got her ass abandoned to her granny and hasn't seen her father since she was a baby. Was it petty af and beyond mean of me to say? Absofuckinglutely. Ik what i said was bad and i never claimed to be without guilt actually i think i was being a real piece of shit. But why did i get flooded with comments saying that i was a monster and a sick mf cause i said i didn't feel remorseful for saying that stuff?

It's ok to be a piece of shit to other pieces of shit guys. it happens, we can not all be saints especially to people who make fun of your appearance, behavior and every minute detail of yours. "Be the bigger person" is the biggest scam people have been sold. You don't have to feel bad over assholes even if what you did or said was insane, you acknowledge your mistakes, you own up to them, you work on it and you hope it won't happen again in the future. I think labeling reactive people who are getting bullied as monsters is beyond disgusting and pathetic. Everyone wants a meek and weak victim cause they don't know how to treat victims who aren't.

I feel like this feeling of mine can also be tied to how i feel about people getting canceled over old bs posts about idk spitting in people's food cause they were being an asshole. No one is saying it's not weird. Yes it is immature and that's exactly what teens are, immature. However believe it or not people change and you're probably just as bad if not worse so wtf are we on. I don't understand how people will see a totally different and changed person and still be mad af.

And before i get shit on. This feeling of mine does NOT include topics like racism, harassment, abuse etc...

For context, i was born into a muslim family. My mother is north african and my father is a muslim convert from europe. I was born in europe and spent most of my childhood there. As a kid i was never really taught islam the same way any other child is taught religion or better yet they didn't teach me at all. The only rule i really had was that I couldn't eat pork. I could decorate for Christmas, i could go egg hunting with the other kids, practically i was never really restricted nor forced to do anything. For this reason i never really knew what religion was, i just knew that oh well god exists. When i moved to north africa for financial reasons at the age of 10, i had all these people breathing down my neck especially teachers trying to "convert" me? And show me how actual muslims behaved.

I had this really weird history teacher that would always pick on me and literally bully me because i didn't fit her standards of a good muslim. This teacher, used to give my best friend at the time private lessons at home and would talk behind my back to this girl's mother about how weird i was, etc...

When i was around 14 or so the school had organized a trip to London and ofc that evil witch had to be there too. While on this trip this grown ass bastard was constantly breathing down my neck, and kept dictating (mind you it was only me) what i could and what i couldn't eat. This bitch sneaked into my room, stole my purse, and made me go vegan for a whole week and i wish i were kidding, while she ate wtv tf her eyes landed on. Now i know, what I did wasn't correct but i honestly don't give a fuck. While she had gotten up to go use the toilet i took her plate dissected those hash browns and stuffed them with bacon from the hotel's buffet and also mixed them with a little spit.

Obviously the fat grease ball didn't even notice that she was eating bacon. Was it deranged behavior? Yes. Did it even matter? No because she's not the one that sinned i guess. But i did feel better after. Sometimes you just gotta spit in people's food.

For the meantime i gave up on shaving after i got two nasty pimples. One's on my bikini line and the other is down DOWN there. The more i shave the shittier the shave becomes. I usually use single use men razors, I've tried pretty much every "technique" and they're all shitty. The only part i have a problem with is really just my vaggie, i don't usually get ingrowns. Should i just put the razor down and try waxing? I don't really wanna spend my money on one of those wax heaters how ok is it to buy wax and let it melt in the microwave? What do i do for these ingrows (they hurt)?

If hadiths have nothing to do with Islam, and apparently only the nook counts, then stop teaching that wearing perfume is haram, that dyeing your hair black is haram, that wearing shorts way above the knee in front of a mahram (literally your dad and brothers, you sickos) is still haram, and that drawing eyes is haram. If these are only hadiths and not to be taken way too seriously because they're not explicitly stated in the quran, then why the fuck was I taught in school that I'm a massive slut because I like to wear cheap, strawberry scented body mist?

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"Oh, but you can wear perfume! just don't do it to attract others." Duh not only do I wear perfume for myself, but I do indeed want to show off the fact that I smell like I bathed myself in the fruit section at the local supermarket. of course I want to smell good for others wtf

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You cannot say one thing online just to prove ex muslims wrong, and then go back to real life and start beating your daughter into a pulp because she mistakenly prayed with nail polish on. You don't get to pick and choose hadiths just because one of them says something that contradicts your lifestyle choices. It doesn't make it any less canon. You either follow them all, or trash them all.

I "left" religion at 11. And by left, I mean I had never really taken religion seriously, one day I just gained consciousness and realized that I didn't actually have to follow any religion. I've always been pretty aware as a child that supernatural stuff doesn't exist. I think it was mostly due to the fact that I started sleeping alone at a very young age and realized that satan wasn't gonna come after my ass as soon as I turned the lights off. This is mainly why I can't conceptualize the fact that some people heard stories of animals being boarded up on a boat made out of wood, prayers and hope, and thought it was absolute fact. What makes me even more baffled, is that I was deemed the weird one for not believing in adam and eve or a giant human-swallowing fish.

Faccio in media da 1 a 3 errori, dipende dalla scheda. Domani ne farò altre, ovviamente. Ho notato che i miei errori non sono legati a lezioni in particolare, ma più all'ansia e alla stanchezza. Non so se fare quiz un'oretta prima sia una buona idea. Secondo voi potrebbe sminchiarmi le idee? Domani dovrei spaccarmi di quiz fino allo sfinimento oppure è meglio staccare dopo almeno 5 quiz? Cosa dovrei fare per l'ansia? Ho il brutto vizio di fissare quel che fanno gli altri durante gli esami ciò che mi porta a deconcentrarmi, consigli?

This is a comment I read under the post of a hijabi eating ice cream:

"We aren't sexualizing food,but the problem is that others do like eating u eat a banana and ppl start giggling around u(especially younger ppl are very immature)and the same with licking ice cream,muslim women should have a great sense of shame that even the thought of someone sexualizing her eating should make her not wanna eat it around others"

I honestly don't even know what to add, I'm genuinely at a loss of words at the moment. This really just proves how bad hyper modesty actually is. It has nothing to do with shame, it's just a sick fantasy that many women don't even realize they're taking part in. It's disgusting how unaware women still are about these cheap purity tricks that serve no purpose other than arousing sick fucks.

Idk, in the past i might've believed you guys. Idk if there's a new announcement regarding the site, but yeah too many sites gone. I don't really believe when people tell me that it's coming back anymore. If anyone knows of a site that actually updates chapters please let me know, the one's I use are lowkey highkey trash.

My life is pretty mid. I look average, my body type is trash, I'm not that smart, I'm not talented, i have no hobbies, i have no friends, i'm not interesting enough to get a partner nor do i really have the energy to keep up with another person's needs not to mention that i barzlu go out to touch grass. Ever since i was a kid things have been the same constant loop of nothingness. I do enjoy my own company better but every midnight i keep getting this really empty feeling inside as if I'm failing at everything. I'm not really a remarkable person and I don't have anything going on in my life. The worst thing is that I feel like a huge fraud feeling depressed when others have it way worse than me. It's really pathetic being the cause of your own misery and yet doing absolutely nothing about it. I've been living in my head for quite a while, trying to escape from such a dull life. The problem is that I don't know how to stop, I've never lived in the real life and now I feel like it's too late to try and do something with my life.

So It's been like a week since i started eating in a healthier manner. I'm not much of a dinner eating person. I stopped snacking as heavily as i used to so that means i only really eat a meal a day and then some yogurt as "dinner". The problem is that I've been eating the same shit everyday for lunch a bit of plain rice and a salad i rotate between either a bit of chicken, eggs or tuna to not make the rice too boring. I'm not really great at cooking so i really have no idea what to eat besides that. I did try to search some stuff up but it's always some overcomplicated stuff. So idk share your some meals or snacks pls 🙏