Self Portrait (2026)

Self Portrait (2026)

The butterfly on my neck represents my hypothyroidism diagnosis. Basically my body prioritized fear response and protection over healthy regulation, but with a daily pill I can start to feel better. Knowing the culprit is a relief, but every day is a struggle. All the best 🎀

First self portrait in almost a decade.

u/mirfifu — 5 days ago

Snack tray for a little bit of a lot

I have to eat 5-6 small meals a day. I like to have a lot of variety but I get carried away plating, been that way ever since buffets. So the tray helps me get a bunch of small amounts on the plate.

I tried to steam a banana pancake in the rice cooker. Strange experience. I crumbled some up, fried it in butter, cinnamon, nutmeg and ginger, then used a sweet egg, sugar, nilla extract and lactose free milk mix to bind it. Cut it back up, studded it with chocolate chips and marshmallow. With spinach cooked in butter, cheddar, and tortilla with cream cheese and hot sauces.

Bone apple tea!

u/mirfifu — 8 days ago

Depiction of my mother as a character in Daria (TV show)

Decided on that meaning after it came to life.

Done with two dry erase markers and magnetically
attached to my wall.

Decided I needed a reminder to be kinder cause these days go by slowly.

Danke.

u/mirfifu — 14 days ago
▲ 49 r/buildabear+1 crossposts

Ephemera: Stuff fur $tuff club card

I was an avid BAB fan as a child, my city’s biggest mall had a bustling store, and my mother was always up for going on birthdays. A lot of my originals are in storage and I’m not sure how many I have, but it’s not a large collection, 6-8 I think. A couple of my older brother’s bears in there.

Recently I’ve purchased 2 full size and 1 mini bean from the website, a flamingo, a heart-ear elephant, and a mini rose kitty.

I found this card with some others, college name tags, a Hot Topic gift card, etc.

I’d say my favorite part of going to the store as a child was the ribbons. 🎀 I had a birthday party in the store once, and got two of every color, it was the best. I’m grateful for this community, hug your stuffed friends for me!

u/mirfifu — 15 days ago

Which one do you think will win: last to fall off: first to get done by me.

Bukowski is my chore wheel.

u/mirfifu — 17 days ago

Much like matching your eyeliner on the left eye to the right, the lines just keep getting thicker.

u/mirfifu — 26 days ago

Playing in a sunbeam 🌟

Featuring the baguette pillow I got from anazon

u/mirfifu — 26 days ago

Cheddar Bay Biscuit Success

Taco Bell Original Taco seasoned steak strips

Broccoli with cheese sauce, added Parmesan atop rice.

Red Lobster box mix Cheddar Bay Biscuits. Despite the expiration date circa 2021, they were a complete success.

Clementine that ended up being disappointing (it happens)

Strawberries and coarse sugar. By the time I made it to them, they had macerated a bit 🥰

u/mirfifu — 1 month ago

I’m like 98% sure

SE TN USA

The boots are immaculate but the snoot is suspicious.

u/mirfifu — 1 month ago

I tricked her off the windowsill so I could close it, she bit me, I retaliated.

u/mirfifu — 2 months ago

Xanthous Ramen with a hint of green and purple

Shrimp ramen from the back of the kitchen drawer.

Quick pickled some red onions.

Boiled the noodles then drained but kept some starchy water.

Sautéed the celery (diced after peeling) with sesame seeds and the seasoning packet in butter.

Added back the noodles, added Parmesan and the noodle water and shook the pan while stirring to emulsify the sauce.

Toppings: diced celery, pumpkin seeds, two crumbled baked potato chips, pickled onions, sesame seeds, the broken noodles at the bottom of the packet, green hot sauce and a squeeze of lime.

Delish. 😋

u/mirfifu — 2 months ago

Grateful for my darling Bukowski

Pic 4 and 5 feature bunny paws

Pic 7 is of a windowsill gremlin that appeared when the birds started talking

Pic 8 features what people call “clove fur” in a magnificent pose

Pic 9 is quality loaf material

u/mirfifu — 2 months ago

Homemade chicken salad FTW

Homies I put my heart and soul into this chicken salad.

Made from boiled chicken thigh deboned and skinless(to give some to my cat) and Mayo and spices (I’m sorry, there’s so many in there) and almonds and pumpkin seeds, and some potato salad I made earlier.

Mozzarella and spinach eggs scrambled with chili oil.

4D strawberries

Black olives

Butter crackers

The best light is by the window, she was woken up by the smell of the chimkin. She’s sitting in the windowsill now, listening to the birds.

u/mirfifu — 2 months ago