u/nintendoswitchbroke

im 15 and im considering my sexuality and i really want to date a dude how does one get a boyfriend?????

i turned 15 and its been horrible my mom got me stuff she wanted when all i wanted was to go to fucking waffle house man why because i love the food and its nostalgic for me. i havent even gotten a cake or said happy birthday or gone anywhere its 10m pm so i cant go or do anything. my mom is guilt tripping me into saying that she got me everything i liked but i clearly dont and she says that "oh you didnt get me a list" i wanted headphones not the five bellow ones and to go to waffle house and maybe a pc its not even like were poor my moms a fucking surgeon

this may be not allowed but i feel like this is the best place to ask how do i stop getting misgendered im a 15 and a cis male, i keep getting misgendered and called a girl in public spaces by random people not once have i been correctly gendered even though im obviously a male it just pisses me off any tips?

for context im 15 my family has a history of abuse my parents have been divorced since i was 5 i go with my dad for summer break for 1 month and i go wednesday saturday and sunday at around 11 my dad got extremly abusive he started hitting us with belts and other things as of last year he started calling me weak a faggot tranny a bitch even though im none of these while beating me and a few months ago he beat the actual piss out of me why i had bruises all over my thighs in a central area so he argued that he hit me twice lightly but it was so bad that my brother could hear it from outside and he said that it went on for a solid 2 minutes he refused to tell my mother things like this along with me because my dad groomed him by giving him hush money buying him a phone a dog you might wonder why my dad did this it was because i had the wrong shirt on. a month ago i went to a resturant and i got 3 sauces on the side the sign said 2 is reccomended for flavor my dad argued that it said "2 sauces maxiumum when i proved him wrong he said okay and said you shouldve gotten whats reccomended and when we were in the car we got into a argument told me to go to bed and i went and my dad beat the shit out of me later i had cuts scrapes bruises it was one of the worst pains so i ran away from home a hour away to my moms fell in two rivers got attacked by a dog on the way it was also around 45 farenhight and i was not dressed for the weather now i dont see my dad as he got arrested made bail and they charge him with kidnapping for some reason not child abuse and he didn't get convicted.

how can i find my sexuality

i figured asking trans people on this but im a cis male and i keep getting called a girl even though im fairly masc and people assume im ftm any tips?