u/pinkraspberry9

My mum is always getting me to do things. Fine, but not when my brother gets off Scott free from everything.
I am older, but only by a bit
I will always do the washing up and he does nothing.
I’ll always do the cleaning and he’ll do nothing.
I’ll always set the table and he’ll do nothing.
And so on and so on

If I ask him to get something or do something, he doesn’t. When I brought this up my mum said, get it yourself don’t be lazy.
But I do it all for him.

And my mum will also have a go at me for not cleaning my bedroom stairs when I’ve been ‘at home’ yet the only time I’ve been at home is to get ready and then leave the house. I don’t have more time at home than them.

My dad, also, surprisingly does nothing either. It’s always the women doing everything, but mostly me. And then I get criticised for not doing it all properly or not doing one small task when I simply haven’t had the time.

Also I’ve gotten off school from year 11, after 2 years of revision and hard work and burnouts and exams and tears and bad mental health and i can’t even rest on my month of time off.
I wake up to lists as long as my arm of things to do that I simply have no time to do.

I’ve tried expressing my distress and my mum just says “welcome to the world, it’s hard, isn’t it” in a condescending tone.
She never acknowledges my emotion to the point that I suppress it now.

I’m quite a vocal person and I don’t stand for things like this and when I’ve tried to speak up I’m told I’m lazy and ungreatful and that I’m hurting peoples feelings for simply speaking my mind?

She treats me being on my phone like a criminal offence, yet this is my only emotional outlet. I have no door to my room, no privacy in my house, even the bathroom isn’t private. If I’m crying or upset I’m emotional and if Im showing any type of emotion she doesn’t like in that second she’ll call me a corresponding thing like sensitive.

Genuinely what do I do

A million times I have tried to get advice on my piercing set up and a million times it has gotten taken down for stuff like being out of focus, not enough info, too much info, only on Wednesdays can you post this(like what?)

I have taken multiple photos and tried uploading various posts of various piercing related stuff, all within the guidelines btw, and it always gets taken down.

It honestly feels like I can’t win with that subreddit.
The moderation is WAYYYY TOO MUCH and they really need to tone it down a bit.

What the title says

I did Sh for ages last year and I’ve managed to sort of stop, with only a few cuts a few times since then, but I have been really persistent with my piercings.

I have loads of ear piercings and I’m getting more ear and body piercings. I saw a video that said that excessive piercing can be self harm too and now I feel all my progress is lost

It’s true I do feel like they provide the physical pain that helps with the inner pain, but I also do really like the way they look on my ear.

I just don’t know what to do bc I love my piercings

I have this dream that’s recurring but usually with different people or entities.

It’s me in my house, everyone is asleep but there’s always someone trying to break into my house. And I’m so so scared. I try to lock the doors and close the curtains but it’s like time is moving quicker for me, despite me moving at a normal pace.
In my house we have two front doors, the front door, then the porch door. And the intruders are always in the porch and I have to put all my body weight against tje door and try to lock it but it doesn’t have a good locking mechanism.

Just when I think I’m safe, suddenly they’re in the garden, and I haven’t locked the garden door and I have no blinds on the door to close. And they’re peering in and trying to get in as I try to lock it.

They’re always trying to come in and kill everyone.

Last night it was my best friend turned evil that was trying to come in.

They always leave me so shaken and so scared even when I wake up

Why is this?
And what could be the meaning of it?
And how can I overcome them?

Can I just wash it in the washing machine, and if so, how?

And if I can’t, how would I get the blood out.

It’s only 3 coin sized spots on one side

It seems to be a common trait in many with dyscalculia.
Does anyone know why?

What the title says

She looks quite masculine and that doesn’t mean to say anything but I get sapphic vibes from her a lot when she comes on screen.

Does anyone know?