I can't stop feeling anger towards my special needs sibling.
Sorry if I sound rude or insensitive, I'm really tired of dealing with this.
My sibling has mild autism mixed with depression and it's getting impossible to handle. My family has spent so much money trying to get them to feel better but it's like a never ending loop of getting better then suddenly everything's crashing down.
There have been many instances where they have hurt themselves and it's really annoying. I have to guard the sharp objects in the house just to make sure they can't get their hands on it.
I really feel like I cannot handle being in the same house as this person or dealing with them because it makes me so angry. Instead of being able to enjoy my time at home I have to deal with them. My parents don't understand why I'm angry about this because according to them, "I'm not the one dealing with it."
And most of the time, my sibling being suicidal makes me suicidal too cause I feel like I will never get out of taking care of them.
Please give advice because I am so close to breaking. Thank you