We used to talk but its ended, but i still really like him. How do people manifest a text or their ex to come back.
pls lmk’
I just turned 17 today and my family didnt even know it was my birthday, i had to remind them. i get they are busy but it just makes me feel lonely. Even my bestfriend seemed to forget my birthday i just feel werid. Maybe im getting too old to care about my birthday but i feel so alone each year.
this is why i hate my birthday because its just embarrassing reminder as to how alone i really am
I study history maths economics and philosophy at a level. But im planning to drop math.
Alot of people around me think a history degree is going to leave me “jobless” and its “useless” but what if its history at one of the top ten universities? I just cant see my self studying straight economics or see myself in finance. Now that im planning to drop maths it kind of stops from studying economics at uni.
but if i was to study history or economic history at lse, isnt the degree valuable???
I live in the uk, and study history economics and philosophy at a level. Alot of people around me think a history degree is going to leave me “jobless” and its “useless” but what if its history at one of the top ten universities?
history has always intrested me so much more specifically Middle eastern history/politics.
i want to study it at a top uni but i feel the pressure of my family and friends, i feel judged.
Im in year 12, and have been intrigued into studying international relations. my a levels are history maths econ philosophy - but i plan to drop maths (i suck at it).
I know the ideal uni would be LSE to study IR. But what are the jobs like? is it a versatile degree? especially lets say you studied it at a top uni??
my exams that im going to send to uni are happening rn. This weekend i have to cram history and macro economics. both exams on the same day.
i just dont know how people stay disciplined im going crazy
i watched this movie when i was 14 and this quote kind of stuck out to me. I hope it’ll pass :)
ive always been insecure since i can remember. I dont like my appearance and even my personality. I genuinely struggle to like myself. And what really futhered that feeling was last year. I had just moved schools and began to like this boy. It turned out he liked me too, or so i thought. I was extremely excited because usually if i like a guy he never likes me back or if someone likes me i dont like them. anyways, we end up talking for two months and i begin to really like him. But he randomly blocks me and comes out with another girl. Ever since then the hatred for myself grew. Is something wrong with me? from the outside or inside? why am i not worth choosing but that other girl is? Mind you the girl was gorgeous, skinny, perfect hair, perfect features. I felt like i was used. Anyways he comes back and apologies and i stupidly accept he tells me “he wont do that again and that he truly likes me” etc. One thing lead to another we stopped talking again and a few days ago i find out hes talking to her again. This may seem stupid but its the first ever time i’ve experienced something like this. i already disliked myself before but now i feel gross in my own body. And i guess what im really trying to ask is when do i begin loving myself? im 17 and i feel like ive soent my whole teenage years hating myself and its exhausting. i just want to be normal.
I was 12 and watched this documentary via dodgy link called “out of the shadows” from that day on my friends started to call my crazy.
which is ironic bc they are now the same people reposting shit abt “conspiracy theories”
every year we get news about a new virus, remember hMPV in china last year jan?
but nothing ever happens. ever since covid ppl have been traumatised so think a new pandemic is going to happen.
mark my words.
its not happening its just bs fear