u/slow_gentle_morning

I’m struggling so bad guys. Having air hunger now on and off for months. It’s ruining my life.

What’s your experience? And do you have any advice or help you can lend me

Thank you 🙏🏻

I’m thinking of getting this lens

I heard V1 is good

Is there much difference in the versions?

It’s been 3 years, I’m 36. The pain is still daily. Though I’m inflammation is stable.

These thoughts about health and illness consume me constantly. It’s like I have ptsd

I’m not sure what to do, all the doctors do is offer me more drugs for my mind

I’m 36 M

I was an anxious and depressed person anyway

Was sober 1 year from alcohol, living a good life, and I get this in 2023

My feet and hands are pretty messed up and painful every single day

Surgery doesn’t look very likely to fix

I don’t really know how to cope

No one seems to understand, I can’t relate to anyone

Sometimes I feel so sad and lost that I just don’t know how to cope

The idea of living another 40 years in this situation feels overwhelming

Luckily I’m on humira and feel generally ok, it’s just this long lasting damage and pain I wasn’t quick enough to get sorted

Everything feels so permanent, till the day I die, my body is deformed and broken, life feels hard to enjoy when in pain, every step etc

I’m struggling

Been on CPAP for about a year AHI is normally under 1 now

I had severe sleep apnea for at least 15 years I guess (maybe wasn’t severe at first?)

I’m now 36 and terrified of what it’s done to my heart

I’ve ran 20 min 5K’s.

I ran an ultramarathon.

I generally feel okay, no issues. I haven’t smoked or drank for 4 years.

I walk 10 miles a day normally this year

But I can’t seem to move past this fear of what’s going on inside me. And I’m terrified to find out

Do many of you suffer with memory recall, bands, films, songs

Or even timelines of events from the last few years

My friend died recently and for the life of me I can’t recall if we spoke 2 weeks ago or a month ago etc

I’m 36, feel like it’s getting worse

Very anxious, ADHD whole life, doomscrolling tbh

Other than that very healthy

I don’t know if it’s years or anxiety, adhd, or doom scrolling lol

But my recall for things feels pretty crap these days. Remember timelines from years past, song names etc

Brain feels often foggy or not so good at following conventions

Such as ‘my brothers, friend from Bristol, his sister knows this guy etc’

My brain struggles with this

When I’m walking around outside I sometimes feel like my brain is just slightly lagging when even looking at things, a depersonalisation type feeling.

I live a very healthy lifestyle, docs say I’m fine etc

I am a very anxious person like I said

I’m not a local, can anyone help?