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Does this count the success rate of attempts. Hace I you tried?

I simply dont want to care.

I listen to youtube videos of people with this mindset but I end up giving on this pick me behaviour or alike.

How do I brainwash myself in a healthy way out of this. I've done detrimental things to myself in my past including compromising my health, just to be liked. How do I stop this? I have attachment and abandonment issues btw.

I simply dont want to care. I dont want to give a crap about it.

I listen to youtube videos of people with this mindset but I end up giving on this pick me behaviour or alike.

How do I brainwash myself in a healthy way out of this. I've done detrimental things to myself in my past including compromising my health, just to be liked. How do I stop this? I have attachment issues btw.

I listen to youtube videos of people I consider to have emotional intelligence. But I wonder if there are exercises or something I can do.

For context, I am a woman, I suffer PTSD, medical PTSD, grief, and have trauma induced BPD (violent father) and was raped by exboyfriend. I have attachment and abandonment issues that make me stay with people that hurt me (and I end up with people as bad as my family). I want to get out of the loop or I'll end up leaving Earth. Thank you.

I am getting engaged in random workstreans of an understaffed oversease office***

I learn nothing cause they just throwing stuff they dont want to do or dont have time to address. Everything is chaos. There's no organization. So I gain nothing for personal development.

How can I avoid being dragged by another office like this?

Serious question. Say you need to die, but cannot overcome that fear. How do you lose the fear to die? How does a person that commits scd lose the feat to die?

I am not talking about accepting mortaility. I am talking about people that off themsleves.

I have bpd. I still dont want to block him. Something in me in deeply broken. It doesnt make sense. I keep ruminating and still think of him every day.

Not dating. The guy is a unreasonable. He cuts communication off afterwards either as limit or punishment. Like, doesn't reply to any text.

Honest question

I have no idea how Dallas ranks. My question is, if you think it is one of the best cities to live in the US, why? Or if you think it is one of the worst, why?

I am a woman. He asks for intimate photos, then doesn't reply. Then reappears for the same, he's either horny or maybe horny and drugged. Why do I like someone like that. Why would I want someone like that. Help me please. I'm suicidal lately.

Honest answers pls.

And if so, why? Honest answers pls

I'm nowhere near ducks (? Havent seen one in ages, nor I think of ducks. However, I dream with one that was not able to move, that was stuck down to the floor, my sister was involved but she was somewhat amused. In the end the duck was alive but sttrugling, never walk.

Do these have a meaning or they are very random meaningless things your brain produces?

I'm in my late 30s and experienced my worst bpd crisis ever. Fighting suicidal ideation.

I have thought of, if I want to stay alive, I would have to renounce to romantic relations w men. However, I wanted to form my own healthy family, as a way perhaps to close the wound of having been raised in hell.

If I have to renounce to forming a family, I dont really see myself fully content with me only, me being alone.

Also I am in my late 30s, realistically why men would want to be with me? Other than my mental disorders and battle I am able to get a living, like succesful job.

I just dont know what to do. I'd appreciate comments.

Comments from people in their 30s and above are welcomed.

Hello! Moved cause of work and also love the UK music history (rock, metal, so on). This might be too straight forward, but asking if there are any preconcepts of Argentines here. Thought of asking in a place anonymus like reddit would be better than in person :) Lol

Not sure if man over 40 would be replying to this post. Would you think they want children? What if they already been married and already have children?

Presented with this opportunity, but never visited this part of Dallas. Would appreciate any input. Also about the type that live in the area :) thank you

Let's say a situation is triggering. Can it lead you to a crisis of extreme impulsivity or a situation where your critical thinking is impaired?

It would be near Preston Hollow. How is the people there? Anything to take into consideration? Any real stereotypes? Trying to do some research. Thank you.