Im so hungry but no food😭

Fridge is empty and so is my tummy it's embarrassing but I resorted to those free food subreddits hoping some can help 😭 have you guys ever done that? Does it work? Should I just steal some food from the store??? Ok it's wrong but If I don't eat my blood sugar gets bad and i don't want to deal w the nausea and dizziness😭😭😭

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u/sweetkiwwii — 6 days ago

Hi sorry to beg were just hungry can anyone help me?

I only need 10 dollars so even if 10 ppl see this and only give a dollar that would help so much!! This is my first time making a post like this so hopefully I'm wording this all right.. Im trying to buy lunch for my little siblings (8 and 11) and since my dad's disability doesn't come in till the 1st of next month and I go to school w no job I can't rly do much financially until I graduate 😭🙏 I just need some spaghetti and stuff from dollar tree to hold us off tysm for reading even if you can't help out and have a blessed day !:3

Cashtag: $AmethystBA

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u/sweetkiwwii — 6 days ago

Made a Yt Diary for me to have Forever and smoking rn

I'm smoking while watching clips from The Big bang theory I love Penny and Sheldon and Amy sm lmfaooo

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u/sweetkiwwii — 14 days ago

Feeling Super Depressed Today..

I don't wanna eat I don't wanna move I don't wanna b awake.. mommy realized I wasn't feeling well and talking to her helped she told me to go to the beach and pray over myself w the ocean water so that's what I'm otw to do now ik ill feel better ik its my bipolar I know I'm ok this just sucks

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u/sweetkiwwii — 2 months ago

Stupid Emotional Bratt

I know my feelings aren't exactly logical but they're SO STRONG AND YESSS I take meds YES IM BIPOLAR YES OK but I'm not stupid so ik mostly when I'm just being too much but it doesn't change that it FEELS LIKE TM AND I JUST WANNA CRY AND SCREAM AND THROW THINGS

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u/sweetkiwwii — 2 months ago

Silly Feelings and being Spoiled TW ALCOHOLISM

I wanted daddy to look at my outfit but he only woke up to let me in his house then went straight to bed so I asked him to look at me real quick and tell me what he thinks (we have a date night tn but we hangout all day during date nights so I have a spare outfit for comfyness and watching movies) and we wasn't even awake enough to look at me and it hurt honestly I am bipolar I'm aware I'm not forcing him to have to wake up in the middle of the night either I'm ready early and I wanted him to see me pretty in my dress but it felt like he didn't care though ik he does he just so sleepy cause he went to bed late and yes it just hurt so I changed into my comfy clothes and yea I'm an to walk his dog and I'm drinking like a stupid girl cause I'm a little sad and wanna take my mind off it ik I shouldn't especially as an alcoholic I just sigh idk I rly should've taken my meds today typing all this reminds me I didn't smh anyway ty for reading I love you God bless you guys

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u/sweetkiwwii — 2 months ago

Honestly I've watched it like 5 times this is my 6th except I'm now an alcoholic in recovery and hearing Stefan speak of his struggles resonates in such a deep way its quite interesting how my perspective has changed as someone who's always been team Damon

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u/sweetkiwwii — 2 months ago

im in a gc i joined a few days ago and honestly i had a weird interaction w one of the members i thought maybe he just didnt get how to behave but that was my overthinking trying to find an excuse he dmed me and multiple others in the gc asking to see our tummies (ok at first...?) THEN ASKED TO SEE OUR BODIES AND IM TALKING BOOBIES AND STUFF i wasnt sure if i could tell the gc since he was in it and i had no idea who was admin but after a couple of days SOMEONE ELSE MENTIONED IT IN THE GC SO I JUST LET LOOSE AND GAVE MY EXPERIENCE THEN SO MANY OTHER SAID THE SAME lesson learned? never hesitate to speak up for yourself! hes removed and blocked now and im glad i still have a safe space to chat as i was not chatting in the gc for a moment wanting to avoid him completely. its on snapchat btw! if any littles are interested pls dm me!

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u/sweetkiwwii — 2 months ago

My daddy cat has a big boy job so he's gone for weeks at a time and I get him for a couple of days in between those weeks and I want more play time and training (I'm also a pet;-;) but he's so busy so sometimes I wonder if I should find a new daddy who can truly help me but they never work and 8 never feel satisfied if it's not him he does train me just not as often as I'd like im bipolar so I'm seeking stable human feelings to a situation like this vs my extreme ones?:( I don't wanna be a a bad girl.... I just wanna play ....

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u/sweetkiwwii — 2 months ago

I haven't done any little activities to post but I'm in middle??? Space like I feel myself slipping but still very much here as a big girl I recently got hurt and I think that's what's making me slip cause I don't wanna cry I just wanna play and chat:(

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u/sweetkiwwii — 2 months ago