Should I move or stay? And how to start ? Is there opportunities I can’t see ?
Before to mention my distractions,mess and unknown destination I want to introduce myself
I’m 25f Syrian born and raised in Saudi,
I’m struggling now to find where I can start and how
And what is the best for me without wasting time,
I already know what I want, i am looking to find myself free from anything that drown me out society,family,country,environment,friends,toxic people, etc.
Energy is seen in me but, I can’t find where I can use it and how to grow from it, there is struggles that is limiting me to grow and to work hard in my own race, every open door seems to be locked but, energy and steadiness is here and I don’t want to waste it.
Let’s come and see what are my struggles, being in a place where you can’t see yourself secured for future
Will you think to leave and move on as let’s say to work ?
If yes what you should have to be accepted if u persisted to leave and where I can find opportunities for Someone to build his future ?
Second I didn’t finish my high school and this is also a limitation itself, I do have skills and knowledge to grow myself and keep learning in every field as I’m interested in philosophy, cultures,science, behavior and history,
But, that won’t let me to start a career or to move for another place to begin and grow, how can I manage this ?
I used to be a real estate marketer but, now it’s limited for citizens only I shifted to car sales and the work is weak you can’t depend on, now i have to strengthen myself and build a career journey that fit me and the way I think.
Is there a way or idea that I can’t see because of my mess and distraction ?
I’m open to chat and speak about my fears and what i think of to overcome my weakness and build myself from nothing.