u/teufelxo

I haven’t been tested, im 29, and literally terrified.

I posted here months ago and constantly look on this page.

I won’t ever get tested. With my mental health how it already is / has been, that would literally be the ‘thing’ to make me just snap. The counselling etc you have to do prior etc, i wouldn’t even pass it. Seeing my grama the way she lived for 11 years in a bed being abused by staff etc, I would k*** myself. Honestly.

Is there even such thing as ‘chances’ ? Like what would mine be… my mom (i pray SHE DOES NOT) but think is showing symptoms and has been for a while. Shes 45 this year. Her mom had it. And my gramas oldest sister had it. They never found out what side did, her dad died before she was born, they think him.

My minds racing, terribly fast. Ugh

Hi everyone! I’m going into my second year of university this fall and I’m trying to get together some school supplies and study essentials for the year.
I’m an online student, so I added things like notebooks, pens, printer supplies, desk/study items, and a few snacks for long study days. I also included a printer and a couple of bigger items, but I absolutely do not expect anyone to purchase those — even one small item would help a lot.
I tried to include lots of lower-cost options as well. I am saving my own money to try and buy the bigger things like laptop/ or an ipad. I no longer have a car to get to and from library to use computers I was. OSAP has significantly cut my funding. 🥹

Thank you so much for taking the time to read this 🖤

https://www.amazon.ca/hz/wishlist/ls/3SJL9RDRW5HL5?ref\\\_=wl\\\_share

Looking for printable things to write on daily / an app. Anyone have any they want to share? Im in canada, so some apps i may not be able to use.

I have been applying for weeks. My internet is about to be shut off I can’t afford to pay it. I have nothing to sell or pawn. Looking to make any sort of money even if it is 25 cents a day on a silly app. Please , if you know of anything let me know!!

I am in University. I have come so far from this time a year ago. I was mentally and physically abused by my ex, I struggled and still do with mental health, I am also trying so hard to lose weight, despite my physical health issues, I am on social assistance which is next to nothing a month. I am a PSW; have been for 6 years but struggling to find any type of job right now and have for months. My cars starting to go to sh!t, I can’t afford literally anything at all. I am going into my second year of university and I am beyond proud of myself but also feel pathetic, and ‘behind.’

Im a 29 year old woman, I should have it all figured out by now. My step dad makes that very very clear.

I had a pretty rough childhood/teenage years, which ended up in me being homeless at 15.

Despite this all i am trying SO HARD to see the bigger and brighter picture. I guess I just want someone to acknowledge how hard I am trying to better my life & self.

Does it truly get better? Be straight forward. I feel like this is never ending.

Treadmill from amazon thats smaller / fits in apartments. Preferably that i can fold away. MUST be able to hold my weight so seeing what anyone has.

I can’t afford one right now but I am going to be trying to save. Even better if its on amazon, im in Canada BTW.

I struggle with endocrine issues that dont help my weight. I am severely embarrassed and struggle with really really bad anxiety so ‘going to a walk, going to the gym’ is not an option right now.

Thanks so much

Got my funding summary, but doesn’t say whats coming to me/school.

What’s it actually for? Making taxes cheaper? Getting money back? I’m genuinely confused lol 😆

I’m struggling, but won’t ever be asking for help again. I had really really mean comments , direct messages etc on MY posts alone.. but seeing how some of you act is actually crazy.

If you can’t help why do you even comment? I understand a LOT of scammers probably try to rip people off but we aren’t all losers. It kinda makes me lose hope and makes me even more ashamed to even call a food bank anymore because of this.

I’m on a roll tonight, i’m posting in lots of groups because my minds racing so im sorry if some of you are offended but come on, telling someone to KTS because the worlds better off is insane. A LOT of us already struggle more than you can imagine.

Im almost in my second year, (YAY!)

Schools been difficult by far, it’s online and I struggled severely with getting the hang of things etc.

I passed and I will be starting second year Sept.

I just wanted to see what everyone’s opinion is on it..

I want to do my masters, in fact I am determined.

I will be 31 when I get my Bachelors.

I was wondering if anyone ‘specialized’ in something? I ask because I really really enjoy psychology. The course and everything to do with it.

I’m currently in Indigenous Social Work, I love it and .. wow the things I have learned.

But I was looking at jobs and well, not what I expected pay wise. Not trying to sound ungrateful or dramatic, I just struggled very much when I was young and honestly still am.

I want to be ‘good’, well off would be amazing but who is nowadays.

And honestly, I hope to have children although if I wait much longer I wont be. (My personal preference).

I want to give back to my mom, she was a teen when she had me and my brother & I just wanted her to never struggle or stress again. I’ve been on my own since 15, but we wont get into that.

I hope to help her live comfortably, as well as myself. She deserves it. A horse with a farm house is calling her name. And so is a big jacked up jeep, but that’s just a few things in her list that don’t even compare to what she deserves.

Anyone relate to me, or have any advice? Feel free to DM me if you’re more comfortable with that. Sorry I sounded a little sappy at the end lol, I love my mama and I hope to make her proud even tho I started a little late.

❤️

*****PLEASE READ*****

As someone who does NOT ovulate, please please read this.

I am now 29 years old.

I have been to FERTILITY SPECIALISTS… which you NEEEED TO GO TO in order to determine this!

PLEASE DO NOT FALL FOR SCAMS AND PEOPLE MESSAGING SAYING THEY CAN HELP. Do NOT give any money TO ANYONE stating THEY CAN HELP YOU.

I understand there is people who know about natural things and supplements, please do your OWN research unless they are licensed to do so!

I see SOO many vulnerable women who fall for this. It is sad, and inhumane to take advantage of women like this. I will also be posting this as an actual post so others do not do this.

I myself have fallen for it. Please, do not fall for this ladies. I pray you all get your babies but please, PLEASE see a specialist and have the correct testing done..!!!!!

Hi, I am wondering if the Avanti hair school does hair extensions& foils?

I have been quoted $700+ and honestly I can’t afford that. Not because I am ‘cheap’ but I don’t even get that a month.

I’m severely self conscious and want to make a ‘change’ to my appearance. My hair is curly, so unsure if I am even able to have extensions.

Thanks !

I don’t need a lot, I just need to pay my internet bill and get some groceries . I am a full time student, and don’t get anything but tuition because I am on disability. So loans that approve with that would be great!

Thanks so much

Didn’t get the $111, anyone else not yet? Almost 8am for me!

Is it my schools end? Getting a little worried